I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but695Please respect copyright.PENANAm7y8Le929m
then left it with I’m fine.695Please respect copyright.PENANAnArU81NuJb
I’ve got a lot on my mind.695Please respect copyright.PENANA4O3TU8BAdi
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure695Please respect copyright.PENANAZFmYFbdohA
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts695Please respect copyright.PENANA4mZascUnsc
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all695Please respect copyright.PENANAcNukoWbxBt
to make them stop.695Please respect copyright.PENANAGyiIM2Gsky
She crushed my heart.695Please respect copyright.PENANAhhzeDQ6dXQ
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because695Please respect copyright.PENANAowCjXrmS45
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t695Please respect copyright.PENANA2al6HX9ePg
exist; what did I do to deserve this?695Please respect copyright.PENANANF9kOMoVOo
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even695Please respect copyright.PENANAkfd3P7g0Ab
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things695Please respect copyright.PENANAEPgZzLfCdu
and this is payback.695Please respect copyright.PENANAGSifOCT55C
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything695Please respect copyright.PENANAhjkPWaNoNj
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because695Please respect copyright.PENANA4nBOWCqa8K
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say695Please respect copyright.PENANAzv7eqz9jgD
the awful things that are racing through my mind,695Please respect copyright.PENANAAylxkW510j
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want695Please respect copyright.PENANAi5uTOyhB8q
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise695Please respect copyright.PENANAGnzam9OUR3
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know695Please respect copyright.PENANAnRToy9Um5k
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.695Please respect copyright.PENANAn6xGXc4D9i
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable695Please respect copyright.PENANAfFlpuhyOmQ
of falling for someone who might fall for me.695Please respect copyright.PENANAsaKMFEJYOT
I have this habit of loving those that have695Please respect copyright.PENANArg4bz7zDZ3
no interest in me.695Please respect copyright.PENANALiD4DDs8GX
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding695Please respect copyright.PENANAak3sejqDxh
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep695Please respect copyright.PENANAZbM3ZdZ7GN
after cutting so deep.695Please respect copyright.PENANAMV7Wwd4pxd
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but695Please respect copyright.PENANA4PR90u3r4s
what happens when that chick starts to make695Please respect copyright.PENANALhJhVWW94H
all the rules?695Please respect copyright.PENANAOpESDihIJq
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place695Please respect copyright.PENANAxqcJtjYeTg
in her life, in her world?695Please respect copyright.PENANAcne1giiw73
I just thought if we met face-to-face695Please respect copyright.PENANAK4v1smZtBJ
things would change because then I could give her695Please respect copyright.PENANAEyvEXiYzyD
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed695Please respect copyright.PENANAaeWRPzAqXI
and I’d finally be enough…695Please respect copyright.PENANAHnyqPJGG5y
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else695Please respect copyright.PENANApoIJIy00W9
or sending me another message,695Please respect copyright.PENANAsRJfgylP58
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing695Please respect copyright.PENANAYgaadUCBcI
the better option.695Please respect copyright.PENANAb904x5pDd7