I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but729Please respect copyright.PENANAoZXqJFcW4h
then left it with I’m fine.729Please respect copyright.PENANAkOdkQuMM8a
I’ve got a lot on my mind.729Please respect copyright.PENANAEm18IRry2I
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure729Please respect copyright.PENANAgZDe3l1690
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts729Please respect copyright.PENANAnUMG98MvSL
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all729Please respect copyright.PENANAgS1QnTtVlc
to make them stop.729Please respect copyright.PENANArdU4lqflvO
She crushed my heart.729Please respect copyright.PENANAoZd6DfspOh
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because729Please respect copyright.PENANA1YUEEryjWb
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t729Please respect copyright.PENANABzqCHUnbgf
exist; what did I do to deserve this?729Please respect copyright.PENANA7tNX6QHw76
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even729Please respect copyright.PENANA3DKWyQP8gB
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things729Please respect copyright.PENANA7rQ13KQ3po
and this is payback.729Please respect copyright.PENANAstAQU0B6gC
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything729Please respect copyright.PENANAwvNhRPr08x
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because729Please respect copyright.PENANANmnAgrQArJ
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say729Please respect copyright.PENANAJc7YqMJrbM
the awful things that are racing through my mind,729Please respect copyright.PENANAypWzOZ0eQu
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want729Please respect copyright.PENANAJRYxVRLGCP
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise729Please respect copyright.PENANA2us1EdG3vV
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know729Please respect copyright.PENANAU8Ul2sef1l
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.729Please respect copyright.PENANAP0z8ph5qjn
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable729Please respect copyright.PENANAKYkmuGAxCQ
of falling for someone who might fall for me.729Please respect copyright.PENANA8zgFLVF4ZY
I have this habit of loving those that have729Please respect copyright.PENANA75xuwkqlzp
no interest in me.729Please respect copyright.PENANAXY3SLg4sqC
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding729Please respect copyright.PENANACWpuiRIUqW
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep729Please respect copyright.PENANAuwRiLL4rT7
after cutting so deep.729Please respect copyright.PENANAtQVqj0s0Em
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but729Please respect copyright.PENANAsDM195SUDV
what happens when that chick starts to make729Please respect copyright.PENANAGTDn9sQwBg
all the rules?729Please respect copyright.PENANAcS1eYuAoNz
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place729Please respect copyright.PENANAAqleI5t6tT
in her life, in her world?729Please respect copyright.PENANAfv2FWdSpHB
I just thought if we met face-to-face729Please respect copyright.PENANARn7AdzxLJs
things would change because then I could give her729Please respect copyright.PENANA58BPFiEVUZ
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed729Please respect copyright.PENANAE3C8mYe7OQ
and I’d finally be enough…729Please respect copyright.PENANAsm3i4zvjbU
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else729Please respect copyright.PENANATWR6zEbbfi
or sending me another message,729Please respect copyright.PENANAlFMEfil4Tg
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing729Please respect copyright.PENANAAFq38WJVxc
the better option.729Please respect copyright.PENANAEp3iwvv3Se