I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but694Please respect copyright.PENANA5WHRkuUEsb
then left it with I’m fine.694Please respect copyright.PENANAPA3O3VA4X7
I’ve got a lot on my mind.694Please respect copyright.PENANAxUo6iZRN2z
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure694Please respect copyright.PENANAqPTnheyMzJ
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts694Please respect copyright.PENANA1GBZeA9Uza
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all694Please respect copyright.PENANAUssr2J2cMO
to make them stop.694Please respect copyright.PENANAeCMYgrXR5F
She crushed my heart.694Please respect copyright.PENANAQHoJM94CUl
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because694Please respect copyright.PENANAOxAR53qSbo
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t694Please respect copyright.PENANAcoyC6aTTMI
exist; what did I do to deserve this?694Please respect copyright.PENANAjbUPMF0rOa
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even694Please respect copyright.PENANAejSQXQFhKU
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things694Please respect copyright.PENANATEqjRZ1Qs5
and this is payback.694Please respect copyright.PENANAWHQsVtqKeW
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything694Please respect copyright.PENANA1um2OQz7u6
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because694Please respect copyright.PENANAiicTLk7zCg
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say694Please respect copyright.PENANAOhFxmXuqBu
the awful things that are racing through my mind,694Please respect copyright.PENANAkmLHZA7c5S
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want694Please respect copyright.PENANAe83k7tRBO6
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise694Please respect copyright.PENANAyUXxojjWsI
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know694Please respect copyright.PENANAhX3MdWkHnw
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.694Please respect copyright.PENANAop8Dgmk1ep
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable694Please respect copyright.PENANAq7Z7B9tbc8
of falling for someone who might fall for me.694Please respect copyright.PENANAslaYVRxXf6
I have this habit of loving those that have694Please respect copyright.PENANALsqF09Z5L5
no interest in me.694Please respect copyright.PENANAMuKsWahUkJ
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding694Please respect copyright.PENANATXorqEHOFx
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep694Please respect copyright.PENANAGtQhEtNckU
after cutting so deep.694Please respect copyright.PENANAuXpNUuBM6Y
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but694Please respect copyright.PENANAKMoNy6Qt8o
what happens when that chick starts to make694Please respect copyright.PENANAbEv67xcyBz
all the rules?694Please respect copyright.PENANA1LJq1n1E5c
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place694Please respect copyright.PENANA0FbCWJaLew
in her life, in her world?694Please respect copyright.PENANApgPBiiQkos
I just thought if we met face-to-face694Please respect copyright.PENANAlnbjzJeW8R
things would change because then I could give her694Please respect copyright.PENANA6x9sesZBRW
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed694Please respect copyright.PENANAzUZqmk5yXw
and I’d finally be enough…694Please respect copyright.PENANAjLjffjFfZu
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else694Please respect copyright.PENANAAWK3TEyXmm
or sending me another message,694Please respect copyright.PENANAY1m9lZtPZ6
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing694Please respect copyright.PENANAbkrZdzxNtz
the better option.694Please respect copyright.PENANARP9NqOs6bD