…
I never wanted to love again… the pain… was too much to bear…
But here I am… again…
Sitting on the shore, the wind blowing through my hair… the sun was dimming, the sky darkened, and here I was…
I broke another heart… and I didn’t realise it until… it was too late…
The pain… is gone… all gone…
But here he stands in the ocean… staring across at me… tears streak both our eyes… I refused to look at him… instead, I looked at the soft sand that touched my legs and feet…
Suddenly… I heard him call my name… but I ignored it… it was too late… for me… and for him…
I got up and started to run back through the trees that were along the beach…
He called my name, screaming to come back… luckily… the trees covered where I was at… I got deeper and deeper until I reached my hiding spot…
I crawled into my nest, the sticks dug into my elbows and knees… but I was
away from him… away to stop hurting him and me…
As I looked back on what might have been… I had realised what I had done…
That must have been my last chance of what might have been…
Oh well… the pain is at least gone… but why do I still feel empty? What’s wrong?
Didn’t I follow every rule? Didn’t I obey every single thing I told myself?
I guess I did not… and that was to let things go and happen…
Tears now streamed down my face… my regret… I let it go… I am so sorry, Skol… my beloved Skol…
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