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#玄涵月429Please respect copyright.PENANAtoQh5Tt6yH
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你可曾走在熙熙攘攘的街上,卻忽然覺得突兀且孤寂,彷彿在與朋友嘻笑的那個人,不是你,笑的是另有其人,剝離的空虛感,讓你無法支配自己的肉體。 失憶一年後,這樣的感覺日日漸增,我就像被關在時間的牢籠,在一個巨大滾輪上奔跑,不斷重複著失憶與追憶的迴圈。429Please respect copyright.PENANA8TUH7t2KHJ
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想不起這已經是第幾次了。429Please respect copyright.PENANAi1JgyhtnaF
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可內心又覺得那種熟悉感只是錯覺⋯⋯我這應該是第一次尋憶的之旅。429Please respect copyright.PENANA7QZsPAE1jr
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我不知道也不確定,任其各種不安定感,在內心萌芽,以恐懼灌溉,讓人像踩在虛浮的雲端,強烈的不踏實是否也跟失憶有關?429Please respect copyright.PENANAjrPjqygFZR
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「小涵,發呆啊——」429Please respect copyright.PENANAIHWX6U7TB6
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我望向陪我並肩而行的大男孩,他的笑容宛如朝陽般璀璨奪目,一掃我心底的陰霾,不由自主地勾起嘴角應著。429Please respect copyright.PENANAniwAcSIybG
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「太熱了,曬到發昏,要不我們去那買個冰棒?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAKehRA0biml
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我直指轉角的雜貨店,雖然還看不到招牌,但也不算太遠。429Please respect copyright.PENANAiLGSW6S6LP
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他一臉厭惡的說:「那家店是有名的黑店,別去!我們到另一家。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA2PcJkKQaon
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語落他捉住我的手,在藍天白雲下奔跑著,炎熱的暑氣在陽光下扭動著,連眼前的景都開始模糊起來。 我看著被握在他手心的柔荑,內心微微一震。429Please respect copyright.PENANAyc4Iivp9AW
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這種既熟悉又陌生的感覺,似乎牽引著我的回憶,彷彿過往的我們也曾如此親密,但在這抹熟悉感的深處卻又有種莫名的違和感,如同周遭吵雜的蟲鳴一樣使人難安。429Please respect copyright.PENANAUW9uQCUV65
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月霖似乎藏著什麼秘密,就像那間黑店一樣充滿謎團,每每看著那條往店舖的小路,總覺得很熟悉,過去好像常常走那條路,在那發生過很多事,只是我想不起細節,時常試著回憶但往往越去想就越模糊。429Please respect copyright.PENANAhjqM4f1GKH
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我的記憶是像片巨大的拼圖,只是它被打散了無法呈現出精準的回憶,大腦不知道根據什麼基準去建立存檔,導致很多事我記得,但有更多事我遺忘了,記憶的碎片被藏在腦海深處,我問過主治醫生,他告訴我這可能是創傷引起的片段失憶。429Please respect copyright.PENANAVG3Ro4XA9s
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「今天妳應該會想吃布丁冰棒,因為前天妳才吃過蘇打冰。」小月的聲音突然竄了出來打斷我的思緒,我望向他,只見一百七十五公分的他,拿著兩支小巧的冰棍從雜貨舖走出來。429Please respect copyright.PENANA6OCA4HCGJ8
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我笑著拿出口袋裡的零錢道。 「月根本是我肚子裏的蛔蟲,想吃什麼都知道,實在太厲害。」429Please respect copyright.PENANAYlitL9jN74
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正當我遞錢給他的同時,幾名穿著宮廟服飾,手臂刺青的少年從反方向走了過來,指著我的臉大聲喊著。429Please respect copyright.PENANAwjYO4m3LcQ
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「慕羽涵居然是妳?你們快看,她沒死而且還復學了——」429Please respect copyright.PENANACRHMBEfthQ
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「你是?」我一臉困惑的傻愣在那,站在我身邊的小月,立刻抓住我的手腕神情緊張的喊著。429Please respect copyright.PENANAIsIyOXk4MT
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「羽涵,不要跟他們搭話,我們快走。」429Please respect copyright.PENANA50GGNTEqzC
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話聲才剛停,他早拉著我往左邊跑去,但同一時刻,那名男子一把捉著我的書包,我回過頭瞪大眼睛盯著他,不知為何一陣噁心直竄腦門,那種不適感竟是如此熟悉。429Please respect copyright.PENANAMskDZTLXy4
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「不⋯⋯」429Please respect copyright.PENANAk4TdVPefMD
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我轉身拉著書包,話才說出一個字,一旁的月霖早已一拳揮上,奪回我的書包大喊著。429Please respect copyright.PENANAE4liAqsaB7
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「快跑。」 429Please respect copyright.PENANAC2p957szLb
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少年被重擊倒地嘴角還泛出血來,眾人圍著他,看起來非常嚴重。429Please respect copyright.PENANALjDlnfsCUZ
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我慌亂的跟著小月的腳步,不知所措的問: 「月,為什麼打人,而且還出手那麼重?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAVH7aob2JgE
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他沒回答只拉著我往前奔馳,我倆穿梭過幾條隱密的小巷,踢倒一個花盆,跑了好一會,才終於甩掉那群人的追緝,氣喘吁吁的回到社區大門。429Please respect copyright.PENANA9PMrvX4ORZ
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呼——呼——429Please respect copyright.PENANA7bp7roQYI5
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我站在社區中庭用力的吸氣,雙手撐著膝蓋,累得不能自己,只能勉強抬起頭來看著他。429Please respect copyright.PENANAK9EkJPORpV
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「他是誰?我們是不是認識他?為什麼要出重手打他,以你的力道那個人很可能因此腦震盪耶——」 429Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZK2IVWQhC
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小月沒有回我,他低頭看著一旁的花圃,一副若有所思的模樣,我試著嚥了嚥口水再次從乾涸的喉嚨,吐出心中的困惑。429Please respect copyright.PENANAwKbh5rFloI
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「月霖,你是不是瞞著我什麼?」429Please respect copyright.PENANAub1lA1QOiQ
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他立刻揚起頭看向我這邊,那雙琥珀色眼睛直瞅著我,在他的眉宇中藏著些許無奈與不捨,這個表情我看過,熟悉的令我心碎,我站在那不由自主的說:「月,我是不是問過你這個問題⋯⋯」429Please respect copyright.PENANAzy2dTHLsuO
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他抿了抿嘴,溫柔的笑著。429Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0pWz2fvBK
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「涵,過去的都不重要,妳現在好,就好。」ns 15.158.61.13da2