I'm on the app at the moment so, I can't access Author Note at the moment. However, the powers I choose are Light, Darkness, and Make People Go Crazy By Messing With Their Minds.
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Hello, You probably don’t know me. My name is Perdita Fahmida Blanchard. Unique name isn’t it, just like me, just like Pinolith Cabochon. Not very normal but, unique and beautiful. I like to compare it to life, my life specifically. Pinolith Cabochons is just a stone, my life is just life. The stone is a bit of a mess yet it is viewed as a rare, beautiful stone. People see me, they see me smiling and always happy, which tends to be true but, just like the stone, my mind can be a mess. My life is like the stone, just as I am. I’m rare. I have the power to make someone go insaniam convertunt, with the simple act of entering their mind. The choice is mine to make, I chose not to. The simple act of entering their head, makes the balance of their mind go berserk. All to the credit of my other powers, lux and tenebris. The two twins are a blessing and a curse. A blessing out of the mind but a demon when within. It’s difficult… Every moment they’re in my head, they urge me to use insaniam convertunt. I chose not to. I fight against them. Twins are known to be mischievous, Two of my three powers that make me so unique, attempt to drown me. Every single day, Every single moment of my life.
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Life is difficult to enjoy. I smile but, inside I’m fighting against a war more powerful than me. Thieves, Robbers, Psychos would love to have these stupid powers. While, they only feel me with dread. I try to shake them away when I’m out having real fun but, what they consider fun is using their buddy, insaniam convertunt. A buddy I wish wasn’t inside my head with those devil of a twins. I thought I could trust them. I mean lux means light it has to be good, right? Nope. Sounds so trustworthy. When it isn’t. Lux is only a fake friend who is out to hurt me, just like the rest of them. I can push them away, cage them for a time. I used to, at least.
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I was invited to a sleepover with my friends at one of their houses. It was fun, actually fun. I was able to be truly happy as they were caged away in the back of my mind. I didn’t have to worry about the devilish twins and their buddy. We slept on the couch with our blankets and pillows, sharing the silly little thoughts in our sleepy states. Everyone fell asleep with a smile on their face, including me. The night was so peaceful, till I woke to a screaming, it was Kayla. She was screaming and kicking in her sleep. I looked over my other friends, they all looked as if Kayla wasn’t screaming at all. I got up and tried to wake up someone but, no one woke up. I even started to scream at them. A thought wondered to my head and I bolted up the stairs to the parents. They had the same crazed smile as the rest of my friends. I ran back down the stairs and out the front door, someone must hear the screaming. All the neighboring houses were filled with complete darkness. I continued to look down the street and saw a light three houses down. Bare footed I ran to the house and banged on the door at a constant tempo with hope these people weren’t in the same crazed state as my friends. Suddenly, the door opened to a woman in a bathrobe, with a confused expression on her face. “Why are you out so late? Where are your parents?”
“My friend lives a few houses down. She won’t stop screaming and no one will wake up! You’ve go to help me.” I plead, grasping her wrist.
“I don’t hear any screams. Do you sleep walk, dear? Do you need help getting back home?” She asked in a sweet, motherly voice. A voice that wasn’t comforting at this moment.
“No. no. no. no.” I repeated over as the tears started to pour down my cheeks. I looked up expecting to see the woman standing there with concern flooding her face but she wasn’t. The lights had been shut off and she was asleep on the couch with that same little smile. It was Lux. I shut the door and walked back to the house and sat down on the couch, listening to the screams of Kayla as the tears poured down my cheeks. There was nothing you could do, this is what happens. They always found a way out, always found a way to hurt you, I’m always lost. I never know where to turn. What makes me unique, my powers, my name, my life, it’s all normal when underneath it isn’t. My name, Perdita is derived from the Latin word perditus. A word with the meaning, lost. You know the stone I compare my life to, Pinolith Cabochons, it is believed that it is a calming stone that can help with the feelings of loneliness, stress, and anxiety. That’s all my life is, stress, loneliness, and anxiety from those around me. It has it’s moments but maybe, I am a stone. Maybe, I am the calming stone to those around me and take in those feelings for them. Maybe, I’m the stone and those feelings feed the monstrous powers inside of me so much, that they become beasts I can not control.
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Insaniam convertunt, Lux, and Tenebris are the powers I hold. They may be beasts. Life may be a mess but, it’s my life. It’s normal to me. No one knows my story but, if they did, normal is not a word they’d call my story. Which is okay because normal means ‘the usual, average, or typical state or condition’. My life is normal to me, may not be the happiest at times but, it’s life and life is just another beast to tame.
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