AM I DREAMING!!!
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IN THE END IT DOESN'T EVEN MATTER!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAR3EPDzUfoG
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"Falling in love is like holding a candle. Initially it lightens up the world around you. Then it starts melting and hurts you. Finally it goes off and everything is darker than ever and all you are left with is the.....BURN"!!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAKdlc0QXkAo
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7 YEARS AGO
I Looked up at the glittering stars. The shiny stars stared back at me. How can they be so shiny and beautiful all the time"!! I imagined. I glanced at the most shiniest star at the sky. 579Please respect copyright.PENANAudHr7PEAHR
" Its her isn't it, she's now among them, isn't she"?? 579Please respect copyright.PENANA97jSs1kr1i
I wondered. A fat tear rolled down my eye as a memory of my mother hit my mind. Her smiling face while chasing me as i ran through the house. I glanced up again. The black fabric had covered all the sky and tiny white dots were glittering.579Please respect copyright.PENANAwVMRgWIBeq
Slowly a small weak smile pulled up at the corners of my mouth. 579Please respect copyright.PENANA8OP6y7RWmm
"At least, She is still here"!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAM91GCRsacN
I told my self and the corners of my mouth curved a little more. I let out a huge breath and then lay down on the damp grass.579Please respect copyright.PENANAJShLQv0eEx
My eyes got lost in the depths and heights of the black sky, lingering on every star, imagining all dead people are smiling!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAW1NZ5MQNdj
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I looked at him, his blue eyes stared back at me. How foolish am I?? Whole year I moaned on the death of that person, who was never even dead. Rage and fury boiled inside me. Alex!! He betrayed me, played with me.579Please respect copyright.PENANAmAEXw6S19f
All year he had known that I was moaning, crying over his death. He had known I was broken but still he never cared. He never feel me, he had known that the fault of his death was put on me. I was bullied due to this, was degraded not only by my classmates, but also by my seniors. 579Please respect copyright.PENANAfVS6ANbbu2
People stopped being around me, stopped sitting with me. I was alive but was dead for them.579Please respect copyright.PENANA76NkrdS8eE
Tears threatened to come out, but there was more anger579Please respect copyright.PENANA3OeP0fOhgH
. Does these fucking people ever care about me??. 579Please respect copyright.PENANA08yuVylYIH
About how I feel, about how I take things in.579Please respect copyright.PENANAtkjCrnVLNr
FOR GOD SAKE, don't they realize how hard is it for me to live without the love of my mother, with out the support of a father, with out any friend, and to be accused of one thing that you haven't even done. 579Please respect copyright.PENANAVzp4QbnyiP
They cried over Alex's fake death as if he was their son, or a best friend, not even realizing that I was the one who was suffering more than any one.579Please respect copyright.PENANAAQmowFxDpn
Suddenly realization hit me, 579Please respect copyright.PENANAVdTQgAfoB3
THEY DESERVES TO BE DEAD, NOT ME!!.579Please respect copyright.PENANAOkvLDj7HEc
I looked at Alex, his muscled body was a little more wider and stronger, his eyes held a deep shade of guiltiness and regret. 579Please respect copyright.PENANALDJcCjjqpg
" OH!! so now you remembered that I also even existed"!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAWAifMuIcXc
I asked him, my voice sarcastic. He exhaled loudly.579Please respect copyright.PENANAHsAFuzP0oO
" Look, Tris it's not what...you ar....."!! 579Please respect copyright.PENANA2X2ULu2jxG
"I honestly know what is truth. You leave me alone at the hands of these toxic people. Do you even know what happened after your fake death. You were everything to me, you were my life, my happiness after my mother death, and what you did, do you see. Everyone accused me that i indirectly murdered you. That i was the cause of your death. They didn't realized that how hard was it for me to bare these all accusations. After this, i was being called UNTOUCHABLE, people were afraid of me, At school i was being bullied and this sped up so much that now i realized my best friend was my worst enemy"!! 579Please respect copyright.PENANAUJ8avnrJ9m
Tears streamed down my eyes as all those memories of me and Liz going for shopping, movie nights, pajama parties, flashed through my mind. I sobbed hard, really hard, there was so much burden on my chest, i couldn't bare it, i really couldn't.579Please respect copyright.PENANAawXH6B2BvN
SOME ONE HELP ME!!579Please respect copyright.PENANAzXnNT7cGDZ
I cried out and my face became wet with tears. Alex, seeing me took a step towards me but i held a hand. 579Please respect copyright.PENANA8s16EfuZ5N
" Don't dare to come near me, never ever"!! 579Please respect copyright.PENANAcj3uouOGO0
"It doesn't matter for any one that i die or live. NO one cares about me, I tried to help every one but look what you guys did. And when i will be gone, you guys would just pretend that you are sad, but in reality it doesn't matter for you"!!579Please respect copyright.PENANApQS8dz9euG
The breeze blew harshly, smashing my entire body, my hairs in the air. Tears streaming down my cheeks and nausea flowing out. Alex looked at me, his eyes dull, his hands in his hood pocket. He looked tired and sad. 579Please respect copyright.PENANAw2h0cg0iRD
"Tris, Please I am so sorr...."!!579Please respect copyright.PENANALBMUjhHN1W
"Alex, Aren't you done"!! 579Please respect copyright.PENANAH4GH2vlvzC
My eyes become wide as i heard a familiar voice calling Alex name. I glanced at Alex, my eyes wide open, disappointment sank inside me, He gave me a look of guilty. A tall blond girl came at the side of my vision. Her skin glowed in the moon light. I had already known who she was, her voice was so familiar, and a little too familiar for me as it always hunt me in my nightmares.579Please respect copyright.PENANAPUESGcMjY1
At the side of the tree shadows, She stood, her eyes challenging, daring me as she looked at me. I took a step back as She looked at me.579Please respect copyright.PENANA9PIA0AcBkm
This can't be , it's not possible. But yet it was, because Rose was standing there, looking straight in my eyes!!579Please respect copyright.PENANArdK5MJqpwf