Living A Lie554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBRydzAS3V
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwTJgggbkA
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QdYsnBS5g
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbUtSkCVfX
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYZKTDzcvB
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6qYwnHwFf
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquFunUjPwC
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q85Yzjeki
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSLtQCIPxY
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1SoSQCgtK
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVt1HBckOG
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr3ZuJgSla
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKhAEv2OEn
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DdBLQmClx
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYybeW7uWc
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9G6npfBgk
She said, 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzAfqyZf4t
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB7Pyg6P1Z
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75eO0FnpNC
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cGF9qI7qP
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7g2OuRZHxT
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvjE1s51Fj
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6J8aGTws0
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYluUQBcnmp
"Psycho" and "Loser". 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpdLb6uguO
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMdairb7bN
After i settled I asked him554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E62y9K8fn
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw8w4m5geG
He looked at me in surprise and said554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWlSGVkwi2
" Why would i tell any one"?? 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodtM0jD46A
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn7qVF29Vr
"Then who told this"??554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bsFHaLaGi
He hesitated a moment and then said554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErqVu2Y1Mp
" Liz"!! 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PMhzwa2gD
I was moved by this answer.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnNZ8FT9GB
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxUvvBohUw
My heart gave a loud Thump. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9CtFuejcA
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKuJEQEUzh
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtQNiD3RI9
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIBxURN4Wv
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssPytrfx6R
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBL1h1CTag
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MbCYqdWWp
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLlkhICjyh
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgjnz2AlGO
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!554Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29SAqyAilh
