"Death is not the greatest loss in life;
The greatest loss is what dies inside us , while we live"!!
-Norman Cousins
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Sometimes life feels like curse. It only gives you pain, until you have no more tears to flow. It test you all the way down, until you have no more strength to fight, and then leaves you behind in the darkness to find your own path.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9je5ESnSUZ
No matter how well you planned your life, it will never go on your way, in those moments of your life when all odds are in your favour, it yet find its own ways to turn all odds against you.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtG9WmGjz4
Don't get me wrong!!! 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRVABYXoMj
You may think i'm all negative about life because right now its hell for me!! But I am telling you reality, that sometimes life can be cruel with no heart and no feelings for its prey.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU24pSGGLao
May be that's the way Divine wants us to live our life, but who knows, may be He has planned something for us???537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFKm966xpa
The home drive was a blur. I was still in shock because i had never expected how this day would turn out. I had never expected my best friend to be my worst enemy. The feeling of being betrayed poured through me and burned my heart. I was emotionally broken and now no one could heal it.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXGD4ITFFH
I had never expected Rose to be that evil,537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v6aefwqy5
why had every one aimed to broke me!! What was in me that made them hate me?? Why only me??? 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ396VSXW3Dj
I parked my car on my porch and wiped the tears that had escaped through my eyes. I brushed my hairs through my palm and headed towards my door. As i entered my house, I heard familiar voices.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVCTz2PNCe
I traced them and headed towards the guest room. I was about to enter the room but something caught my attention. I leaned beside the door, my ears on sensitive mode. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgqS8yOAA2
" So why don't you take her to a psychiatrist"?? 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9MYgAdGJX
Mrs. Henry asked. I heard my grand ma sign. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OknEzbO4W
" Yes, I have taken an appointment with psychiatrist"!! 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr650HmKCYQ
My grand ma replied. " You should hurry up Miss. Ember, or she will do something that would cost you everything, besides, i don't want my daughter "Rose" to have a mental disabled class mate, you know she can have a negative effect on her classmates"!! 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrWdSUrm3p
Mrs. Henry replied in her usual mean attitude. By now the burdens were so heavy on my chest, that all of the sudden the air in the room vanished away and i couldn't breath. Tears threatened to come out and now i couldn't control it. I wanted air and my lungs were burning because i couldn't breath.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTapoc1E0IA
I hurried and ran away and started my car. I ran my car on full speed. I didn't know where i was going but i drove, drove and drove away. Tears were burning, flowing out like heavy droplets that flows when the storm rises, but alas, this storm was thundering inside , was destroying my only hopes by its lightning!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodgxRWiX8H
My vision blurred out due to thousands tears that slid down my cheek bone. But yet i didn't quit driving because it was the only option. I wanted to get away from this place, away from all the people who had hurt me,537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9u00a5geW
who hadn't realized how much pain they had caused me, who hadn't realized my worth!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNNcJHor5V
Hours later, when the sun got tired and left my side, i parked my car on a hill. The hill was utterly beautiful and so high that you could see all the natural views. But what good was it for me, because all the color from my life were turned into black! By now, the sky was covered with black fabric and heavy stormy clouds. I stood at the very end of the hill side, which was the most highest point. 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uz8iCOn6U
I glanced down the hill and all i saw was darkness spreading its arms, inviting me in its embrace, whispering dark words about life, telling me that the world don't deserve me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWWAbd7Kco
I was stunned by its invitation, but deep inside i felt the urge to accept it.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYbzB1GBtq
After all, what had i gained by bearing all these pains?? 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglb6qPec4G
The cool breeze smashed on my face, my hairs blew up in the air, the breeze slowly stroking my cheek and whispering me 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtLE5RjM8z
" Don't lose hope"!! 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggGbuVO5zT
I closed my eyes as a familiar memory hit my mind. My mother lessons and her last words that she had said to me.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnrQVeEL2F
"SER UNICO"!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVMc6UVpMB
Which means STAND ALONE, I had tried to do what ever she had wished me to do, but had failed. The memories of Liz betrayal and my grand ma's, thinking i was a psycho hit me hard. Now i had no doubt that i was a psycho, because i was hallucinating, now no one needs me and there was no reason of me staying here.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCxyc370Hd
"There was no hope from the beginning"!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpOd0fxq2N
I whispered the breeze in return. I pushed my arms and spread them in the air. I closed my eyes and tears started to fall out of my eyes. The breeze crashed with me, warning me to undo my decision, but now there was no turning back. I ignored the breeze but it again hit me, my hairs blew up in the air. I ignored it again because now there was no choice.537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJbuJ4ERXf
" I am sorry mom"!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT4A9B8NZK
I half whispered to my self and with this, let my self fall down the hill into the darkness which was inviting me in its embrace. Now life was no choice for me, the only choice left for me was 537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeeDT4yyFi
"DEATH"!!537Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwd8bN7pcz
