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除了是對故事的評價,8964 copyright protection427PENANAmTYgtd26V6 維尼
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在意別人對故事中「我」的窺探,8964 copyright protection427PENANAuxkipwLFRv 維尼
在意到底所謂「讀者」,8964 copyright protection427PENANAYMXelLwEHh 維尼
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我在乎的是故事,他們在乎的是形象。8964 copyright protection427PENANAnsvUtYVKIo 維尼
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又假如將故事中的男女角色全都對調,8964 copyright protection427PENANAtEPReVM9xd 維尼
就能劃掉這堆質疑的聲音了嗎?8964 copyright protection427PENANAO52niqHJ0M 維尼
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面對種種的流言蜚語我開始崩潰,8964 copyright protection427PENANAzpqexqMWGi 維尼
開始質疑自己筆下建構出的故事世界,8964 copyright protection427PENANAogDmjEXmMZ 維尼
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或者我該裝着若無其事扮演女權鬥士,8964 copyright protection427PENANAHjzZQt8aml 維尼
或者我的在意只會讓抨擊者更為爽快,8964 copyright protection427PENANApWtr8NK3lK 維尼
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從小到大我一直被灌輸着自我的價值,8964 copyright protection427PENANA15yuLfsoXN 維尼
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