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No Plagiarism!u2U9c19Bz3rTajJPzbrjposted on PENANA 人從出生開始便會出現無數的第一次。8964 copyright protection102PENANAtDY9HbqHFZ 維尼
第一次出生,直到第一次亦是唯一一次的死亡。8964 copyright protection102PENANAefcY5nfw8L 維尼
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第一次的上學,第一次的畢業,第一次的戀愛,第一次的分手。8964 copyright protection102PENANAuSmHxbNOev 維尼
好像所有事情都只有第一次才有價值,只有第一次才該被重視。8964 copyright protection102PENANAgL0j6Go66T 維尼
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第一次的告白,第一次的牽手,8964 copyright protection102PENANATjdVNRKs7z 維尼
第一次的脫下,第一次的失身。8964 copyright protection102PENANANcjfoDeQsP 維尼
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嗯⋯⋯是該被形容為失身嗎?8964 copyright protection102PENANA6kSQCDjA9o 維尼
到底當中失掉了甚麼?8964 copyright protection102PENANAjwzrrKolq0 維尼
就是那塊陰道口的環狀黏膜組織破裂嗎?8964 copyright protection102PENANAvJmHBj9zOC 維尼
那就代表失去了最重要的價值了嗎?8964 copyright protection102PENANAyV60T9Rvrz 維尼
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第一次以前總會幻想第一次的過程。8964 copyright protection102PENANAgJHkmZ5g3X 維尼
會是浪漫的嗎?會是痛苦的嗎?8964 copyright protection102PENANAz3TPivvnPl 維尼
會是相愛的對象嗎?8964 copyright protection102PENANAIEGqDUrT7R 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAxLC9xXua7g
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直到所謂「失去」第一次後,因為心中的不甘,8964 copyright protection102PENANAmTa6FjCZoe 維尼
我下意識為自己修改掉了腦海中的記憶。8964 copyright protection102PENANAkhvTI5153Z 維尼
因為那不是我原本所想的情景,8964 copyright protection102PENANAB3SiSx3vff 維尼
因為那不是我原本所願的對象。8964 copyright protection102PENANAjgzYkeKfHo 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAybzTPSrCtJ
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直到所謂「失去」第一次很久以後,8964 copyright protection102PENANAyrDQLWHF8L 維尼
久到我已年近半百,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQyiDjd66p1 維尼
久到我連對象的模樣早己模糊不清才慢慢嘗試回想。8964 copyright protection102PENANAoGOX2WtCsp 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAFQjkeGj0Sd
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那是在某個失戀後的深夜,8964 copyright protection102PENANAPbnXTwgzPR 維尼
因為傷痛所以拿着酒瓶在大街上醉酒流連,8964 copyright protection102PENANAXET0zZNC9K 維尼
因為傷痛所以約見了個網上認識的陌生男人。8964 copyright protection102PENANAN02vyfM5f0 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAIcOhTzKZdl
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從相識到曖昧,從曖昧到相見,8964 copyright protection102PENANAPJGHcjYkMG 維尼
都只是在一兩個月之間發生。8964 copyright protection102PENANAAqvVFfRfkC 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAqrrUawDFD0
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因為那名陌生人碰巧會到訪香港,8964 copyright protection102PENANAIZIlnRHS3Z 維尼
便相約見面,打算盡個地主之誼。8964 copyright protection102PENANAtOklhpcgr6 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAdPHV6PEba9
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或者他能帶給我些戀愛的氛圍,8964 copyright protection102PENANA2JmyjkuaWM 維尼
或者我不太適合與本地人戀愛。8964 copyright protection102PENANAphgPSLV8qk 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAYkoKJSbyqI
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之後因為醉酒,在迷糊的狀態下,8964 copyright protection102PENANAxTGYscATkD 維尼
被半推半就地拖到那名陌生人入住的酒店。8964 copyright protection102PENANAZhF7SJrsYV 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAE6PZocBnrJ
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因為力氣不夠,因為太過軟弱,8964 copyright protection102PENANAr17IV6Hemg 維尼
之後就⋯⋯8964 copyright protection102PENANAdg0t3yBklT 維尼
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『No! It’s my first time! Let me go!』8964 copyright protection102PENANAHvGpk8gBJf 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAxm3fxjRimI
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『Nah~ You will love it, just relax and enjoy it.』8964 copyright protection102PENANAMVaeW2u7B6 維尼
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事後我看到他一臉滿不在乎的,8964 copyright protection102PENANAeGQbqTWinc 維尼
事們我看到滿床的鮮血,感受到疼痛的下腹,8964 copyright protection102PENANAu8Pw1w2gFm 維尼
事後我看到過程中沒有套上應該使用的安全措施。8964 copyright protection102PENANAStkpFmicMW 維尼
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好像只有我過於敏感,好像有問題的是我才對。8964 copyright protection102PENANA6MTR7wldTb 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAl2ThqWx5Qx
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我試着配合地裝着若無其事,8964 copyright protection102PENANA8zSQp4M0Me 維尼
我試着在往後的次數中配合地裝作享受。8964 copyright protection102PENANAdfWuho2qON 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANABbkCA6T5TE
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection102PENANACMo4S9hn5n 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAv5ts2ySXZc
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那時我以為這個既陌生又熟悉的他亦會喜歡上我,8964 copyright protection102PENANAWbSEnOMx6U 維尼
至少會喜歡上我第一次的身體。8964 copyright protection102PENANAXInTa6VeBN 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA3YY6lGrQ07
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我為了他主動吃上第一顆事後避孕藥。8964 copyright protection102PENANAwz6KFIZ6Mr 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAzUEn0xgehz
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那時我還硬拉了個男性友人陪我走到旺角的藥房,8964 copyright protection102PENANAQEZoxk7boa 維尼
騙他是替另一個女性友人買下的藥丸。8964 copyright protection102PENANAQwFwedIPxM 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAaCihPNGsv5
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因為我不願承認自己被強迫了,8964 copyright protection102PENANADd49Dby0Mg 維尼
我實在不敢面對那時的自己。8964 copyright protection102PENANAaZCzd2elXN 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAP8pBEVjg5D
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『唔該你,咁我去拎藥比個friend先。』8964 copyright protection102PENANANG8O3IsKGX 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANALBRmpPpC4p
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『咁叫你個friend好好休息吓啦。』8964 copyright protection102PENANAJdXwUfThRE 維尼
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106Please respect copyright.PENANAttnr3hrhPu
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拿到藥丸後我便與男性友人匆匆告別,8964 copyright protection102PENANAsFWlfRxonz 維尼
跑到便利商店買了瓶水,便把藥丸灌進自己體內,8964 copyright protection102PENANAVVSNuacY4H 維尼
幾乎是想把藥丸直接灌進子宮。8964 copyright protection102PENANAZz1BorHRpG 維尼
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回到家中,我發現原來電視劇中那老掉牙的情節,8964 copyright protection102PENANAmWN2MZN35I 維尼
女主角會淋着花灑,蹲下來抱頭痛哭全是真的。8964 copyright protection102PENANAa52Er69ZQs 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA20UKRuoFZX
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我蹲在浴缸內發了好久好久的呆,8964 copyright protection102PENANAKCf2qeYlJj 維尼
直到手指頭的皮膚都因為泡水而起皺,8964 copyright protection102PENANACPVdhie66t 維尼
因為我一直想把那段回憶沖洗掉。8964 copyright protection102PENANAKajyjpk5c9 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA04IBAVfLKI
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因為我實在接受不了,8964 copyright protection102PENANAdRlYTX2TZp 維尼
我那所謂寶貴的第一次就這麼被搶奪走。8964 copyright protection102PENANALCxAsXSqF4 維尼
像做了一場不願回想的惡夢,8964 copyright protection102PENANAFrmGICU2r8 維尼
像是自己的身體被沾污了。8964 copyright protection102PENANAAFNfUWjS4K 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAZKAko5yqRn
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection102PENANAwPLxj4mBBj 維尼
我試着跟往常一樣跟他聯繫,8964 copyright protection102PENANASH6uivoDAO 維尼
我試着待他如男朋友一般。8964 copyright protection102PENANA7Tz8yNqZJF 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAv5O6GCoDes
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在他仍在香港的時候帶他到處遊覽,8964 copyright protection102PENANAtdghaHM5Tm 維尼
牽着他的手,帶他吃盡所有地道小吃,8964 copyright protection102PENANA9P9yKp3PKI 維尼
在他離開回國時像個女朋友一樣送他上機。8964 copyright protection102PENANAUpayDX0OY9 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAywl7e9fWK9
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只是當他跟我在機場道別以後,8964 copyright protection102PENANAeJoBVJXWhV 維尼
當他完全離境以後,8964 copyright protection102PENANAh0wnVtK1LQ 維尼
我便發現自己已被他拉進了封鎖的聯絡人名單中,8964 copyright protection102PENANA9VjVKp9hNC 維尼
被他完完全全地丟棄了。8964 copyright protection102PENANADHBDzoFHDP 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANANUHTC9feXy
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我試着從不同的渠道與他聯繫,8964 copyright protection102PENANAupZsWqyIsk 維尼
Facebook、IG⋯⋯全都嘗試過,8964 copyright protection102PENANA3DtCoPP5YP 維尼
到最後,我只得到一句拒絕便被迫離場。8964 copyright protection102PENANApB5HA9Q3cl 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAXVOiUxmr9L
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『Can we still be friends?』8964 copyright protection102PENANATcGOnz4f48 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA9Y34Y9unIw
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『Don’t contact me anymore.』8964 copyright protection102PENANArfHwGoUmCu 維尼
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106Please respect copyright.PENANAPgOkuMEfce
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那是我最後得到的話語,8964 copyright protection102PENANAGKTBqs1kXe 維尼
那是我最後一次相信男人。8964 copyright protection102PENANAcTL6husohk 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANATnYxTYznnm
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那次以後我便不再相信任何雄性動物,8964 copyright protection102PENANAqKJisDmiQa 維尼
覺得他們都是卑劣的,低等的,8964 copyright protection102PENANA1Dz71AGg4b 維尼
覺得他們都只為滿足自己的私慾。8964 copyright protection102PENANAJPD0aQGFlo 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAzfEVNhY1sY
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我拒絕再與任何異性接觸,8964 copyright protection102PENANAqnqqiKWdoK 維尼
因為覺得他們比我更骯髒,8964 copyright protection102PENANAKZMHN5pv9j 維尼
思想上,行動上都是。8964 copyright protection102PENANA8R8PppGeR2 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA2jvqRT1UDH
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再很久之後即使我再次戀愛,8964 copyright protection102PENANA6BDs2TSBRA 維尼
即使我已經成婚,8964 copyright protection102PENANApxT4jTEzlO 維尼
即使已經成為母親,8964 copyright protection102PENANAw5bNT8Si1j 維尼
我也不太願意告知他們這場惡夢。8964 copyright protection102PENANAmt5ONLSMtP 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANABmf9lCxHfh
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我一直在腦海中抹掉這段往事,8964 copyright protection102PENANAjuHHxGAjwB 維尼
一直希望把第一次的責任,8964 copyright protection102PENANAWV3O8gVaZ7 維尼
推卸到根本沒觸碰過我的初戀身上。8964 copyright protection102PENANA7e2KWkN8eS 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAdIPgrhTMOM
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只有看到女兒日漸成長,8964 copyright protection102PENANAJBD2taPh1A 維尼
我才開始回想起這個跟我長得一模一樣的女子,8964 copyright protection102PENANAEtnWOU0Tzz 維尼
擔心她會受傷,亦害怕她不會面對傷害。8964 copyright protection102PENANAFkWVbnYT1T 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAQoQS8hbA7K
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這是段我不願回首的記憶,8964 copyright protection102PENANAwh5zjGjVJY 維尼
那是個我不想再見的惡夢。8964 copyright protection102PENANANhFF1S3VlZ 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA1mBEuCMTpl
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Metoo是個沒有想被標記在身上的hashtag,8964 copyright protection102PENANA7qPEgdmuwb 維尼
或者我不太有資格乘上這份勇氣去抒發,8964 copyright protection102PENANAduEYxhAG9R 維尼
但這大概是我這輩子唯一一次能鼓起勇氣的機會。8964 copyright protection102PENANAzpkGAqCwzt 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5jck7JcWP
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願自己和人們學懂保護自己。8964 copyright protection102PENANAuJNOsqH1U1 維尼
106Please respect copyright.PENANA5ajiMctSe2
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