So, this is more of a uh- getting everything out entry today.
I guess I'll just get straight to the point.
So, my dad is looking for a job in Colorado so that way if we move there we can safely move into a house and not have to worry about not having a place to live and etc..
i'm excited for him to get this job, because it means he gets to do something he enjoys again, and he gets to go back to the states and etc, see family and stuff,
but i don't want him to go.
I'm being selfish and idc, but i don't him to go. I want him to stay because i need him, because i am so much closer with him than i am with my mother, and my mother already has it hard enough.
Her job gives her a lot of bullshit she doesn't need, and it seems that at home she can't ever be happy for longer that half an hour, and when my dad is gone she won't have anyone to talk to because technically i'm not suppose to hear most of the conversations about my moms work, and her hardships, but i want to help her.
With my dad gone it'll be all girls in the house and it just won't be the same. Ik ik, it's only for a few months but the thought, just doesn't settle well with me and I just-
Everything is so hard.
It's harder than it should be and it hurts and I just wish everything would stop hurting me or someone i love. 587Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT6nefQ7Zz
