我住在那個舊區，那些舊樓。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QhxAu4CJH
無論是過去還是現在，他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5j04HfRjL
底層上層還是小商店和住戶，還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQxfdrDbcy
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店，質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJNFzcZpzb
雖說裝修豪華，卻少了那份人情味。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhGVYyulMr
我想，這一切都變得太快。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofLkht6BHc
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想回來，我最快樂的時光早已逝去。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuky6c38o9
兒時那還未變成工地的公園，放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUViuuNpdsq
還未有智能手機的年代，玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrkroxtIMo
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的，還真揮霍。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve2Ftbv7nA
每次時間到了，媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVWzQ9zPYV
那時我每次都反抗，現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgiwVt62V5
那時還真辛苦了她。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cZMVL8E4n
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辛苦的不只得媽一個，還有那拚了老命的老爸。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jPLs4y1WJ
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多，還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfuvSu9jEa
他我每天五時人已不見，幸運的就能準時回來吃飯，卻時常不見人。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5UqNW1kOk
那時他一回來，我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQelf70yLE
卻只能跟他玩耍，再沒有機會和他談天。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4beO25WLGD
某年生日，他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNqwayjoAK
卻想不到，那天他因過勞而死。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpE93fSaGJl
那時，媽沒跟我說真相，只是說爸他又要加班，叫我原諒他。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqTktKHYlj
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸，知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8DIC2undD
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKFjXDzKaR
老爸去世後，媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXJOAfzhEF
那些一段很短的時間，大概只有三年。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDTrReJ8nn
然後，就連我唯一的親人都去世了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnzhpq50D2
那晚她躺在醫院，臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJioL8IDkGP
雖然那時我還未算成熟，卻哭成淚人，就像我失去理性一樣。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTO1Ru41we
那時我哭得不受控制，臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZX4bk3kJa
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說，覺得很對不起他們。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiLR77hB2G
現在就只能對著那石碑，想說也不出口。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxKLYu7Cfg
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後來，我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiM15IyQWU
我沒有申請宗援，亦從來沒有向人借錢。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6AlwZtRYw
每天，我都吃着那簡單地飯菜，沒有再吃那些零食。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1X4bRzODnk
放學後，我不是去做兼職，就是溫習做功課。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMRc6bASD4
然後，就出現了影響我最深的人。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qnzDhjpaM
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6mCrw258g
中三那年，我結識了他－阿健。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWZlRikcmk
初時大家還是當作是陌生人，然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動，令我對他產生感情。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFWHF6NPZz
經過什麼課堂，什麼活動，都已經多得記不清楚。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2jRpCS4h5
對我印象最深的，就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWZ5YivoqF
因為我又要兼職，又要看守那報紙攤，所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvws7uzv1l
由不懂到熟練，他真的化腐朽為神奇。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CX31jwbUP
也許，我就是因為這點而愛上他。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRzHNlAlXy
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漸漸地，他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC8oDlFTmt
有時和我溫習，有時陪我談天。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUK6rKPz8r
那是我倆還是天真，說着如果我們有一天結婚，那些囍帖會怎樣。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBYTcrJ4wO
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖，畫功還不算太差。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtI6M1EEES
還想到那街，替我們設計最特別的囍帖。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtG55LZsvM
沒想到，那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRe0OZ4Ggt
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就這樣到了中七，會考亦考完了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOre1JfPu4L
他如常到那報紙攤，陪我聊天。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWiQ0uOfu3
但他所說的，並不是如常他說的話。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyh1AySUwi
「我要走啦，我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeSFkE1Kqu
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀？⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜？」我說。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkqdZlSfLZ
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事，我父母要我去英國留學，我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DJOQ3lDKM
「咁突然？點解你唔早啲同我講？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1vovM75bI
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得，唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK1zLOO5yo
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONjNArrxMa
「但係為咗我前途，我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qtJvB1Bk1
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見？」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy3I2KLDOT
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqkRV2TyAG
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別，因為我都唔想後悔，我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦！」873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERNm0C8Vee
最後，我連道別的機會也沒有，他便走了。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3TJ8vVNYv
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情，就在這一刻結束。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYXsWiY7sP
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTUWJ89VvC
後來一次的檢查，發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症，還到達了末期。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gNlORkOD5
即使可以醫治，我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zgdhx8yjX
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍，將要變成那些高樓大廈。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKQzPYJFQ9
那報紙攤早已被當賣，變成時代的犧牲品。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoltm1JrVA
我的病情開始惡化，連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA24TkyDWE
行路的速度變得慢，就連上路也有困難。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM6wZ3WOos
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUj52spTSE
就在今天這收購的最後限期，我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5buh220Vg
原本那些雜貨店小食店，早已變成水貨客的基地。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsStGTyBBVD
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳，一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKiT3zJSOk
更不用談那個公園，早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hSXTVG1Q2
我的步速慢得可憐，幸好附近都沒什麼人。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhRTHZX0xb
873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSIfb4oQJ0
也許一切根本就沒有永遠，只有過去。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXikmtBrLoA
今日過後，也許這一切也不復存在，無一例外。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7jsnbE6V7
或者，不是其他人太快，只是我太慢。873Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP5EJFnHSe
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