我住在那個舊區，那些舊樓。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmvAtXnRHv
無論是過去還是現在，他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr2m5YTgfi
底層上層還是小商店和住戶，還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9t6HnN91G
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店，質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fiYsr57vm
雖說裝修豪華，卻少了那份人情味。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYR2vZCNZF
我想，這一切都變得太快。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBqm2MpwDt
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想回來，我最快樂的時光早已逝去。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPv1YDeCn4
兒時那還未變成工地的公園，放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI80uwyZTf
還未有智能手機的年代，玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbDsSJFBtN
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的，還真揮霍。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOkAt4fHmq
每次時間到了，媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnnO0kcKKh
那時我每次都反抗，現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX9XF8DqMH
那時還真辛苦了她。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJfXokpgDV
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辛苦的不只得媽一個，還有那拚了老命的老爸。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW4vOHVWDl
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多，還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwEGfzoSOB
他我每天五時人已不見，幸運的就能準時回來吃飯，卻時常不見人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdEABdbTmb
那時他一回來，我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKeKaaxPcQ
卻只能跟他玩耍，再沒有機會和他談天。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6KLjPy2Le
某年生日，他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovKnCAzIuB
卻想不到，那天他因過勞而死。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyYdUp8yx1
那時，媽沒跟我說真相，只是說爸他又要加班，叫我原諒他。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAebbaK9nz
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸，知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9qHZlRefU
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiIaGOjMyt
老爸去世後，媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycuAndaPRS
那些一段很短的時間，大概只有三年。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5777V6nfI
然後，就連我唯一的親人都去世了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdTlLR4aI3
那晚她躺在醫院，臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5dRmdszdf
雖然那時我還未算成熟，卻哭成淚人，就像我失去理性一樣。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4BEmnbAqZ
那時我哭得不受控制，臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fa0hacH5Z
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說，覺得很對不起他們。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc20cQqthV
現在就只能對著那石碑，想說也不出口。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw6saUzqi5
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZ5zFmXjrK
後來，我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJDiDC9QN6
我沒有申請宗援，亦從來沒有向人借錢。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdU96tOkEZ
每天，我都吃着那簡單地飯菜，沒有再吃那些零食。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetlzJdAteO
放學後，我不是去做兼職，就是溫習做功課。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6PJsyQ4ll
然後，就出現了影響我最深的人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL24wjTJVpp
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中三那年，我結識了他－阿健。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKV7UyOyFv
初時大家還是當作是陌生人，然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動，令我對他產生感情。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmBkqy6bl0
經過什麼課堂，什麼活動，都已經多得記不清楚。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakk1Ev2gOL
對我印象最深的，就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK5Ukf1OlH
因為我又要兼職，又要看守那報紙攤，所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaPxbn86Fe
由不懂到熟練，他真的化腐朽為神奇。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hPf8weizs
也許，我就是因為這點而愛上他。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvgpIxxCtl
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漸漸地，他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3JWcYMzjP
有時和我溫習，有時陪我談天。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWuw4G4FJe
那是我倆還是天真，說着如果我們有一天結婚，那些囍帖會怎樣。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRbUMIuHee
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖，畫功還不算太差。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kleV8T50S
還想到那街，替我們設計最特別的囍帖。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy62NEoAiH
沒想到，那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZBswyAvZX
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMIxkWvfWI
就這樣到了中七，會考亦考完了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhlriXR1pp
他如常到那報紙攤，陪我聊天。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFw2mEwYCB
但他所說的，並不是如常他說的話。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHdfgmYy68
「我要走啦，我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULxnYFc4VK
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀？⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜？」我說。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEqhMP2iwA
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事，我父母要我去英國留學，我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BxzksVD5Z
「咁突然？點解你唔早啲同我講？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvagkKTGwf
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得，唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8WBK0CC6y
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgNawpogtH
「但係為咗我前途，我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y0IFmekCg
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosM93qpEF7
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp6JX853LW
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別，因為我都唔想後悔，我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦！」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHWSWg2rI0
最後，我連道別的機會也沒有，他便走了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbGlfzf8pb
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情，就在這一刻結束。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48yzG7y3Gm
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yp0O0OJXD
後來一次的檢查，發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症，還到達了末期。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi56FndtbJh
即使可以醫治，我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf0v3b9SJi
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍，將要變成那些高樓大廈。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYPzG8XPlr
那報紙攤早已被當賣，變成時代的犧牲品。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibBl9nDAwm
我的病情開始惡化，連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoAsnZ6gMZ
行路的速度變得慢，就連上路也有困難。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE7U2kRvwa
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTF0qD5hxG
就在今天這收購的最後限期，我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJZhE2BTu2
原本那些雜貨店小食店，早已變成水貨客的基地。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKUle7p4yL
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳，一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0QDIZ3HS6
更不用談那個公園，早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaKpB1WdSv
我的步速慢得可憐，幸好附近都沒什麼人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjPUa7yrvW
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77xr6XA9dv
也許一切根本就沒有永遠，只有過去。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcj5TbMkUl
今日過後，也許這一切也不復存在，無一例外。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBLHH6Mzb5
或者，不是其他人太快，只是我太慢。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnaLiGHVx4
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