我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。964Please respect copyright.PENANAKILO7cx7Nc
他姓佘,叫卓謙。964Please respect copyright.PENANA6Y2d5owz0F
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。964Please respect copyright.PENANASU0qBbrCaU
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。964Please respect copyright.PENANApRTxVIgvs6
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。964Please respect copyright.PENANA292lfg5V7p
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。964Please respect copyright.PENANAb2GUOPsgL9
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。964Please respect copyright.PENANAU8Ry0imhJa
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」964Please respect copyright.PENANAfX8w8thJEj
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。964Please respect copyright.PENANA598bO0wlql
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」964Please respect copyright.PENANAu11KyIc1kf
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。964Please respect copyright.PENANAzJBYwNgnK5
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。964Please respect copyright.PENANAqjvbSUNsOo
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」964Please respect copyright.PENANAMRFrCww7nZ
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAnixKwOLWf7
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。964Please respect copyright.PENANAOfJeSBdtpV
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」964Please respect copyright.PENANA066mgDc1kx
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。964Please respect copyright.PENANA8bU1HxLeIF
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAvvSBbc68L1
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。964Please respect copyright.PENANAhuqcLW7E7M
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。964Please respect copyright.PENANAE9gRMDpgMl
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。964Please respect copyright.PENANAuZjnvK8T4X
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。964Please respect copyright.PENANA2LqJ7EjyDT
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。964Please respect copyright.PENANAe3KylmPiik
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。964Please respect copyright.PENANAsZSzq9az7q
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。964Please respect copyright.PENANAChoUogwWri
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。964Please respect copyright.PENANAXZKUMP2dLX
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。964Please respect copyright.PENANAKWW9lh4b08
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。964Please respect copyright.PENANAS8TXD63qnw
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。964Please respect copyright.PENANAYl8kTS7KBM
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。964Please respect copyright.PENANAxJ2BQ9rbtK
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。964Please respect copyright.PENANANT9gu47tat
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。964Please respect copyright.PENANA1DTdVExxxi
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。964Please respect copyright.PENANAF9G47Pn7us
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」964Please respect copyright.PENANA1OQgn7Xb9C
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAOXBjgcoPxT
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAeVOjTMj18I
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAYp6ELFMlhf
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」964Please respect copyright.PENANALQGVrvLuDn
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」964Please respect copyright.PENANAuK4Ul0nATC
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAly1RNpRYoQ
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」964Please respect copyright.PENANA6FHErZQDTb
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」964Please respect copyright.PENANAn6pPLVJA2v
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」964Please respect copyright.PENANAnzaW4icHPs
就是這樣,他就收了線。964Please respect copyright.PENANArOMslNsfKd
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。964Please respect copyright.PENANAU8ZI6rKnIT
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。964Please respect copyright.PENANAlwZF4RA7JV
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。964Please respect copyright.PENANAOkflqHtGQF
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。964Please respect copyright.PENANA6wavlusJf7
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。964Please respect copyright.PENANAqX5qlI9dj2
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。964Please respect copyright.PENANAgMvB9kgeoz
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唯獨是他沒有。964Please respect copyright.PENANAiNuxW1lP9e
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。964Please respect copyright.PENANAEO4PxaNyJm
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。964Please respect copyright.PENANAyFDZGA0kwf
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。964Please respect copyright.PENANANNBXNC2oSU
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。964Please respect copyright.PENANAvfotHzHI23
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」964Please respect copyright.PENANAKmkqEl0IGi
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。964Please respect copyright.PENANAJMG407L753
他沒有回答我。964Please respect copyright.PENANA7QBXgw6HpI
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」964Please respect copyright.PENANAqiNlhg06Z6
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。964Please respect copyright.PENANAyeZQHYWqQh
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。964Please respect copyright.PENANAKmEMveRB15
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。964Please respect copyright.PENANAnBz18fs9zQ
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。964Please respect copyright.PENANAaQuX0xEboL
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。964Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ids9cF0CT
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。964Please respect copyright.PENANAInwEKpQI3o
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。964Please respect copyright.PENANAUmwRdyRS59
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今日,我出外吃午餐。964Please respect copyright.PENANAyfgZE5YFtx
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。964Please respect copyright.PENANA4CFbl9lXSy
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。964Please respect copyright.PENANAhaSIFiqKr7
就只剩下那一個卡位。964Please respect copyright.PENANAnFyg5yhv69
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。964Please respect copyright.PENANAKNVwVnc3KD
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唯獨他拋下一句:964Please respect copyright.PENANARn6bD9rCWi
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」964Please respect copyright.PENANA2DhswfMpdd