well, i'm fucking pissed off. hehe, this happens everyday. i looked up how to be happy this morning and i did everything it said to do, i even gave someone a compliment because it told me too and i'm still fucking unhappy and stressed and angry. lil nas x came out with a satan shoe and it has the star thingy and a drop of human blood in it because something in his head told him that shit was okay. so, uhmmmm! any satan worshippers...there you go. 373Please respect copyright.PENANAK5le3chVDt
but yeah. nike made jesus shoes and there is holy water in them so i'ma get those. when i saw that this morning, i became even more stressed out and my heart hurts by even talking about this. yep, i am feeling like punching another wall. OHHHHH! btw, last night i was punching the wall in the shower :p omfg i am going crazy.373Please respect copyright.PENANAfHZ0zznrXv
i feel this shit inside me, bottled up. all my sadness, stress and anger. i'm angritated~! gRrRrrRrRrRRrrrrrRRrrrRrrrrr! oof- i lowkey want to cry right now. owww! now my chest hurts. aha, there goes my hatred growing. i'm ready to stab my notebook and punch my chromebook. yep, i'm gonna go. actually, no tf i'm not.373Please respect copyright.PENANACb50kPXicI
YEP, YOU KNOW THE DRILL MFKA! *WARNING; VENTING AHEAD*373Please respect copyright.PENANAxcdKGTogZ8
i'm tired of people telling me wtf to do and how tf to feel. and i'm stressed out because marie wants me to cut off bunny and as much as i'm trying to stop talking to someone i was so close to, marie still thinks i'm playing with her. and then bunny is being fucking annoying. always talking and being extra, getting on my nerves and shit. she's not making this cutting her thing any easier. she's just pissing me off even more.373Please respect copyright.PENANAkhDExTfOK2
and then there's school and i'm really fucking trying to make my grades go up and people are all up in my face. i'm doing my best. i've done every missing assignment in algebra. for the trip i'm going on next week, they printed out my work for next week. but idk how to do that shit. they think they can just hand me that fucking packet of work for next week and i'll be done in 2.5 seconds. like, no! idek how to do that shit. idk wtf that shit is.373Please respect copyright.PENANAH27wAH3ng5
then gonna say, "are you supposed to find the area?" IDFK DAMMIT! DON'T YOU FUCKING LISTEN!? IDK HOW TO DO THAT SHIT OMG! holy fuckkkkkkkk! i can't stand my life. then when i looked up how to die, google gave me a fucking crisis line. like, no bitch. i asked how to die not how to enter in a 1-800 number, tf. lemme just go look that shit up on wiki-how.373Please respect copyright.PENANAMhNOdBcflw
THIS MFKN WIKI-HOW GAVE ME CRISIS LINES TOO! BITCH WTFFFFFFF! I WANT TO DIE OMG!!!! then there is my step-mom's death, my mom, my brother, my bestie's. omfggggg! this girl just-- omfg. bye. i'm going to go kill myself.373Please respect copyright.PENANAC4OtPbGzV3