I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but696Please respect copyright.PENANAY3pj3Wx3n2
then left it with I’m fine.696Please respect copyright.PENANAU4yK08rT9z
I’ve got a lot on my mind.696Please respect copyright.PENANAW15qCeAh2v
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure696Please respect copyright.PENANAzpoElygiIk
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts696Please respect copyright.PENANAEv3LNi4dpM
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all696Please respect copyright.PENANABkvke0nWGc
to make them stop.696Please respect copyright.PENANASavEF5WMva
She crushed my heart.696Please respect copyright.PENANAvxfmDn40GY
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because696Please respect copyright.PENANAdaBjWLFmUg
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t696Please respect copyright.PENANAxEljD90jRn
exist; what did I do to deserve this?696Please respect copyright.PENANANpd31dA0Vw
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even696Please respect copyright.PENANA45LBcd5gpl
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things696Please respect copyright.PENANAu8jViN56iG
and this is payback.696Please respect copyright.PENANA1SI8wmHlpL
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything696Please respect copyright.PENANA1FvTKFghpZ
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because696Please respect copyright.PENANAPemmwM5zVF
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say696Please respect copyright.PENANAaQffN51mX6
the awful things that are racing through my mind,696Please respect copyright.PENANAAWgraqZVsf
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want696Please respect copyright.PENANAbHzhhsJT73
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise696Please respect copyright.PENANAY0Hd4bViFY
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know696Please respect copyright.PENANAuonfEdt6JX
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.696Please respect copyright.PENANAgdtue4T0or
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable696Please respect copyright.PENANAB4So35ZmDE
of falling for someone who might fall for me.696Please respect copyright.PENANAr99zXARVn4
I have this habit of loving those that have696Please respect copyright.PENANAp4RZJfkR3X
no interest in me.696Please respect copyright.PENANAi239Ov1NVF
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding696Please respect copyright.PENANAIAToPBFATt
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep696Please respect copyright.PENANAa6mMUbPxD6
after cutting so deep.696Please respect copyright.PENANAYANdQsgK9g
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but696Please respect copyright.PENANAMI9Gp8Q9MK
what happens when that chick starts to make696Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZngXSjirp
all the rules?696Please respect copyright.PENANAm9aEgNTof3
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place696Please respect copyright.PENANAsgDwFcsct0
in her life, in her world?696Please respect copyright.PENANA8ilQEHBbMy
I just thought if we met face-to-face696Please respect copyright.PENANAzcvxgaFfzW
things would change because then I could give her696Please respect copyright.PENANA2yAKA7jsQ5
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed696Please respect copyright.PENANAfT7oDHNTaf
and I’d finally be enough…696Please respect copyright.PENANAzzneEg4F6s
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else696Please respect copyright.PENANAyBxw6kOoWf
or sending me another message,696Please respect copyright.PENANAfO44Mn43Yd
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing696Please respect copyright.PENANAXYYPwXLpNA
the better option.696Please respect copyright.PENANAxXd9TlMyZr