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Helloooo, everybody! I know I'm lame so there is probably like three people reading this but anyways. I am happy but thou shalt not talk about it. Uhm, the tea. So, like I said, we go to the Mall of America (M-O-A) a lot and we went again on Friday. We were just walking through it, me and my friend being crackheads and I was dehydrated as fuck. So, in the Vans store I told the staff that was with us and we were heading to the food court. We're right in front of the food court, right? And this man walks up to us, and says, "Can I ask you a question?" To me and my friend. The staff stopped and jumped in front of us and was like, "Whatchu need to talk them about?" And she's short so I think she looked like a kid. I know she does. People be thinking us five are all teenagers but it's really just four of us. So he starts talking about how he's a christian and asking if we know we're going to heaven or if we hope we're gonna go, right? And I was scared out of my shit. Uhm, I am actually kind of scared of men so when a random ass man jumps at me talking about if he can ask me a question, of course I'ma be scared. So he was talking and I was staring straight at the ground, my eyes wide as fuck. Then my glasses started to get blurry and I realized I was starting to cry. My hands were shaking and my friend grabbed my hand, pulling me closer and tightening her hand around mine. I was freaking out. I think I was having a panic attack. I dunno why but I was scared really bad. So my other friend was like, "I know all of this, I go to church and I've already been saved." And we started to walk away and I think the man started to follow us a little bit. But my friend stopped us all and asked if I was alright and I bursted out crying. Everyone was telling me about if he'd done anything they would've fought the man. Then my friend said she saw him touch my arm. I think that's what scared me. So she went up to him again and basically was pissed off. She said, "Next time you come up to someone, please don't touch them. PLEASE, don't TOUCH them." She was so pissed off. I was shaking for the rest of the time when we were in the mall. Then when I get sad or scared I go into this habit of breathing in gasps. So, I was doing that and my friend was like, "BTS?" and I nodded. So, where I am at is kind of traumatizing for me because my step-mom just died and I live so close to my old house. So every time we go somewhere I have memories. So, we were driving past a Metro PCS and I bsted out crying. Just crying. Because my step-mom had bought me my first iPhone from the Metro PCS. At first I smiling remembering it then I remembered she was gone. I snatched off my glasses and started to cry. It was a bad day, that day. That Friday because I usually don't cry. I like to say I can't physically cry anymore but I cried four times that day. I talked to my mom that Friday and I was pissed off and sad. So, I made her cry and I felt so bad and I felt terrible. Oof- My life lowkey sucks lmao. But I am happy now. I can't say why but just know I am okay. But I'm too lazy to change my bio or pfp. Or anything that is depressing on my computer. But it's fine. I'm fine. Everything is good.405Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiFR1OVYtH
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