It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5CKBd9ciN
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusAAWnALYI
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47WHnm2y85
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPaoMbrAk4
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAiStrPEVR
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qhXPriMoz
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xyNcjqT6F
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfSyAkzXLc
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz4ZtSs35E
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84SwZPPq8K
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHa0xkXxLz
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sQeMxgMv0
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u1kQGpck4
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW54yIbmRb8
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdig0bgtlSZ
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqcfp2LDUs
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0TGdylAGg
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wnq7mKUYm
Wow. So it's not just me then?456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDuMwLfd89
"No, it's not."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeGIG81l6z
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctxZuGhbtA
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigSTniaf2D
"How about dinner?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUScamH2aIo
"Okay."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCcZpX2EGv
He smiles a smile of victory.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BOjcRKN4t
"When do you finish?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSFknmbZ3v
"Five."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj8laBfnbA
"Okay. I'll pick you up."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUoO9FtjTM
"I have to shower."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SCpJwWA53
"I'll take you home first then."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaKzQkOdgI
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftNikYfCuc
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTeDrTmPxR
***456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMz1zeeKA5
"Tell me about yourself."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmv975VJIr
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8qkeVBoKj
"What do you want to know?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUidUXrlRhY
"Siblings?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kAu60FG2f
"No."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0l70psZ9I
"Aunts or uncles?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwprLv4ROt
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75Sjh60ua0
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8M1RRdsNY
I smile.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGInhPndw4
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozMjqabXOq
He stays silent for a few seconds.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJUcruHC8n
"So you're Catholic?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIP5POgaCC
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRU0dNXvOD
"What are you then?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FQgJ5iww8
"Nothing, really."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eYEXPIAbK
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IKNlctacX
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCMwrXRflp
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa3bfH8Owj
"Really? What did you do?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoswPGnzQY7
"BA in Drama."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCoURPQo1N
"Cool."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH4iVomVac
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDBSjudguX
"Come on."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3tihJ08Vv
***456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgWmNwdVTY
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2TkmCEqpU
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u8xBBg3Jp
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hKFnrVPhj
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTD3Wm6nm1
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fsCuU6oJ1
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazUFqmWEaf
He nods, satisfied with my answer.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5L0Wndtch
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G9pOe5v7n
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBOdhxJ1SK
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU47dJ3Lo3
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsuyesO2u5
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZQtrRCuTx
"Someone's hungry."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkxzPfXVnc
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNr56iqRaX
His smile broadens.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSF89JAIhO
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknNA9pxFGx
"Um..."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufgIZshqmK
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0xbwdQFSt
"I think I can guess."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFJHIDd3Sp
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyGLksqVgv
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY0643CDFk
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRnegql1Qa
Now.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8u8eRfiAP
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpciUaSB2Oj
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu2qqYRAVS
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52L8KPZ02h
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbul31NT9e
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIuz8duKES
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVjnPuJIY0
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkj9XMvvUi
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGkUY5pAjU
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJGvMMs8eN
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoflLqk25aY
"The question is, will you let me?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeqSGYf807
Those four words: "will you let me?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85VCBuz0Fp
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38NQLsGYNb
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6AQdFRpef
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjQQPloQ7F
"Desta?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNPCpRSqrf
"Hm?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2WU6ZS3GN
"Tell me about yourself."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtgT1xOQNZ
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxj4UBZIeU
"What do you want to know?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9X7FhBW21
"Full name?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncAIVeQzaN
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLg2fZ800I
"That's actually really... poetic."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejBKt5RPB2
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ27hvi5XzL
"So... are you Rastafarian?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDbsfqAlMt
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL5YN3A2gF
"How about your mother?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ9o4TP5mf
He remains silent for a few seconds.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9fMnxTcba
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsO0MyFcyP
"Oh. I'm sorry."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPw1S9gPUx
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FCgb7aFO4
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxsLIGQDBa
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2nGWRq3DG
"Mason?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFt1WvkJgS
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eXJusjaCI
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH24NC96WEE
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsbC2lairr
"Why?" 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrTPs4gOTA
"Because he's gay."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzdp3Pte1w
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl1UkS1zon
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW8ZXC42Cq
"Your father sounds amazing."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCDeMhaDtx
"You can meet him."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aEJKBpC2T
"What?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIxvg5DNny
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5iN2i60il
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XRCwstAex
"I thought you said you liked it out here."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgdQUI2pgw
"I'd prefer your restaurant."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwu3l9vNZi
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhEmQNv9Ej
We're sitting outside my house, now.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld02FRQwLF
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne4wg7Uy5v
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8zcQ1qNh7
"Yes."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0mWjusbpx
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hPuUOkfJF
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VeSeDE9HW
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CQRcpwNAW
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRkSK86ySE
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPV8l6OBqc
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDohxJYR97
I'm done.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNeyVtemAI
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFYKZsZF4k
"Don't say anything."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8G7fcms94
"I think it's cute."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ8VCdLCBA
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw069WX1ZQ
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pIPMr9e2G
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWjfQ3lJFZ
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8sQtOnADq
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DT38G6ATS
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt96dySiLSb
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
