It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90dpgB9DcY
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtTMErvgQm
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJgNXM1XOI
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCyEtBhbD4
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nYi20F8Xj
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFBky21Vey
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58OT4uN93B
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPESri0aDNf
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNQbB9YAUN
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nbr167Evc
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF84G97jZfX
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ArnSQC3PM
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lLZ5KjUjr
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp7iB69YPR
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsjG3oeIO0
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjMItKRKKX
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfsM9A1Weg
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRWWD0iDSc
Wow. So it's not just me then?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrluzWNsTd
"No, it's not."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIEfxhCFMf
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AbXZITVx8
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PITKnz0HC
"How about dinner?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3T1VVhZFS
"Okay."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5OB9jzpd6
He smiles a smile of victory.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xQ2AuUo3F
"When do you finish?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc9u6yT8yE
"Five."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ4p7Vwx5l
"Okay. I'll pick you up."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELQoPDbaQw
"I have to shower."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GfmCVfOnL
"I'll take you home first then."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ay61QnZAX
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4qgUsm1lP
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKg0v9ySLp
***475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFAg6qgS72
"Tell me about yourself."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3VcqaqPY3
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicoPZiHaYN
"What do you want to know?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS71usNjEGM
"Siblings?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLE94yNhtj
"No."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV6B0rCZDo
"Aunts or uncles?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3X92ttfAl
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFLMsM9kCg
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGiaFBC6pR
I smile.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4n8R8ns0g
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaCEGolV9s
He stays silent for a few seconds.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyi4Kooo63O
"So you're Catholic?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nbiQBCuqi
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2t6BncjgSB
"What are you then?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSAyUykmpX
"Nothing, really."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7kxqHkKKg
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3ACoqab4j
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWlIu2tqiq
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5qrCuDqgH
"Really? What did you do?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2O8JFRqDD
"BA in Drama."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqVtXumHVS
"Cool."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cg0cDWiZN
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5RnWmjV5b
"Come on."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZsdxdpa32
***475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JpJdOwkwK
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTISu8XFBY
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjo87QpiOvh
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZub3IyJUOp
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMpHQx1KQX
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUk98uweL8
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCdX0bwgry
He nods, satisfied with my answer.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7RjQp0hau
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM4bvIWWHF
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl7d6XKQG8
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTRgCVDl7C
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigcVxgSgAe
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfecZmnjMk8
"Someone's hungry."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJ1a0QrB9I
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB8lBbixUP
His smile broadens.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrE38MzUlD
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94CRVzWLGG
"Um..."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPaDanCBQJ
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjZd9tuaAD
"I think I can guess."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJS2FTlTqv
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0jGORmOl2
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc2KVuTF6W
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeGvaZgeh7
Now.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvoidHKJPt
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB8xiqtfni
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPr7awjBrY
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuI8AbM6vv
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusMT3DAnfw
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZmeJxFW9F
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYVDPs6UIw
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2M5THZjjH
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzOgwrcBpC
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PVlswmV2k
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGPjR2xp5y
"The question is, will you let me?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud1czes7H1
Those four words: "will you let me?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCro6JOJdv
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK7vaqj9KP
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN58ozJhUC
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pauZKx2Ns
"Desta?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp4rENvcyC
"Hm?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBIud8ivZm
"Tell me about yourself."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mmnHjA2dd
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowt3ntsw6q
"What do you want to know?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLmBqN8n5L
"Full name?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJEWdLwvBy
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeecPe0wxO
"That's actually really... poetic."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoHqvJOleC
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlps7dPxPS2
"So... are you Rastafarian?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6rkJWJIeX
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNmlhPUfId
"How about your mother?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufq0azxeey
He remains silent for a few seconds.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbIZubPxGW
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHMiZCEW7A
"Oh. I'm sorry."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zmM6dIPTE
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKaOJ95nMl
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ9FXOyyq1
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ11F6lAkR8
"Mason?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3td4MzVgU1
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQePafESU4
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuuU6PEm4M
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMw5tMJ0Zt
"Why?" 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqfjYpziLV
"Because he's gay."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AWG45Aoso
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZmr2EGkCK
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8OJOyXuXE
"Your father sounds amazing."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ooLMPRxlf
"You can meet him."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtFzRV1OIp
"What?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GO0yRGILt
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiN9gciyRwR
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb56DHWkoEL
"I thought you said you liked it out here."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmcdYx3Lzj
"I'd prefer your restaurant."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyilHuOv6I
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfKVxCjGIh
We're sitting outside my house, now.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYcHnz0fFq
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz40jwKVxa
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKF776O2NF
"Yes."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeA2KDdmtli
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIhV7WDV90
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVBuKtnLtJ
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEYMule9sy
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEWFMRes9i
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJubPuMlxf
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLLWWYwqoZ
I'm done.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEiJlBgIbf
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvuJFXHWkz
"Don't say anything."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tExnHG6AK
"I think it's cute."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfSsKOZ4mN
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEFWy6OvsH
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMniKgsBhzv
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoWAxq8Jvc
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneUJc17Ydq
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVg04S9KGj
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.475Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPw8LjZzGk
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
