"So, he made you come by kissing you?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmbMFvW6YN
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKzbDJjPRs
"You like him more than you let on."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH3QxRfbbv
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qEmKmpUNH
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaXJQgsPx5
"Fuck you," I reply.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLah1FawKnK
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtixfgl3tUv
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJSC4vFOyU
"I have to go."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlddgvwK5TZ
"Where you going?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLR2aUESPeG
"Home. Away from you."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj85s8ujaaN
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNBGFtw1Ye
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsbaK08m3M
"Oh, and E?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqxDyNWuvk
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSK8rRnI0c9
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lmbpmCvHA
"Fuck off, and goodbye."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaILvcmu9I
"I love you too!"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFLIL0RuE6
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrreQvP7HIM
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWuMAuwxbu
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1CnbZ8kil
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBxdof5wCl
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPpSlBHGaN
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntr1NyAi8n
"What's it now?" I asked.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULO4pOGOL9
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrl4IUAKnM
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPKUDwhnzD
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgilkAHwB0
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1hq1647rn
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEjUsyKgDe
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGuDaXDgGD
"Rozii?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt0oBWb0oQ
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc1oqjxuYI
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNcVtBXNWP
"Please don't laugh."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnoqe1qB7u
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHGZGLPoQj
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71DfJQOGP2
My story is interrupted by his laughter.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8grZk1z0XS
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaGhMoKGgF
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GM4mmHs20
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSukLXCzlo
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkVPLtTqmh
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TQYlTLCK7
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa5ChrCKQl
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWx5eaXlOl
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaraPQJvDg
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWebJl0CCYY
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStQfc1oQMS
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnMmfrBd6S
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC5UZJEiAP
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlpuiP43Jb
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLe2a9y1wd
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ANrLA80MN
Bad hair. I hate that term.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNlQ6CBEfK
"Desta..."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZPbGi57hh
"It's fine. I don't need friends."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpFrSfgObt
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCsItmONrD
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY8mrDKVHs
"Rozii can be your friend."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0ZbQWhahM
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS0SEQ3eQ7
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc67RQOD9b
"I'm not enough."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS0Hd6EkVV
"Never say that!"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKuzVIwHLQ
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAWGHDSlmR
"Desta—"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJp6kvpVSx
"Shut up."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPAS6BMdpv
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YbRsCT1xC
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSZgIPeK0o
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtQr0JNXTP
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ESZLHinR1
"Answer me."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3xhHgngvc
"Y-yes, Desta."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwwQ8EXjiC
"Sir."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkP0BKslDs
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqj1DIT7J8
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96n05gdC32
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I do.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcYTs7q27M
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBS0VmNZ2H
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7JGWTbnmW
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNLmY8n1If
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlBkQ1OAtp
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO3V7AZuzw
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM8GjfoKjF
Why am I thinking about this now?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV41JBnkFy
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoEsmE6YxY
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4pOUvf7tS
It's a bloody lie.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBafd32SnP
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNYPfEYicc
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LSME9rMLM
"Don't come."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8CnTdWC5k
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nPV4awZTI
He pauses to look at me.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hd20nFPZm
"Please what?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHaQnvmtJ1
"Please, sir, please!"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDI0RNT7Jt
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VdY83Br7x
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUTC05lueR
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"That's not what I meant."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImBKs7G1Iz
"Then what did you mean?"526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt3tSqn8jX
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLonGNZ6evt
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfEDL4xwiV
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNiFmclGjI
"Come for me."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxJaJdAVSY
One more suck, and I'm a goner.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XNPoVfX6Y
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWNLhwQYt9
Well, this is it.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmGT12dxV1
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj6a1qAWGP
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEyHsV9eNO
"You are enough. At least, for now."526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDkEcXL4EZ
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7rTucedY6
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZTxXDchWF
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHv64fg19j
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUmhKgTyxY
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEioTqq3sQ
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZrMCv5T1M
*The Quad, aka Quad526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHb4BCWOw1k
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- Night club in Jamaica.526Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiRkxKOf3H
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
