"So, he made you come by kissing you?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAMuvavlpabP
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."481Please respect copyright.PENANAlrxBVHlOUH
"You like him more than you let on."481Please respect copyright.PENANAU9njIa7xlN
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAMSJx3CIERz
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.481Please respect copyright.PENANAZZvtoJXr2W
"Fuck you," I reply.481Please respect copyright.PENANAglNXaEO3gN
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."481Please respect copyright.PENANAvhZrlTSvb0
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.481Please respect copyright.PENANA0lLeTekOwj
"I have to go."481Please respect copyright.PENANAlGHCcR41kJ
"Where you going?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAYRLLQwKdFK
"Home. Away from you."481Please respect copyright.PENANAyppUEgPN9I
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*481Please respect copyright.PENANA1YUqwLtcBG
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.481Please respect copyright.PENANAh0eiIVKveg
"Oh, and E?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAHrw8Fd0Y9O
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.481Please respect copyright.PENANAHCiVriLda0
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."481Please respect copyright.PENANAG2bimYOSxI
"Fuck off, and goodbye."481Please respect copyright.PENANAsD409Obr3l
"I love you too!"481Please respect copyright.PENANAqtXkk1xCTo
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.481Please respect copyright.PENANAyo5ecWP5cu
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.481Please respect copyright.PENANAxLm652e11n
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAjaOpPNQ35l
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 481Please respect copyright.PENANArOqa23AzVA
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."481Please respect copyright.PENANADzHnkv9LyB
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."481Please respect copyright.PENANAPKTUsOQQcI
"What's it now?" I asked.481Please respect copyright.PENANAYlqyrxUkP9
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."481Please respect copyright.PENANATQiITCPvbs
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.481Please respect copyright.PENANAfpTzjrbAPi
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.481Please respect copyright.PENANAiI6pyL7BOk
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 481Please respect copyright.PENANAuD1QEBfqFs
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.481Please respect copyright.PENANAbsdipVGzkP
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."481Please respect copyright.PENANAJgGgVoijP1
"Rozii?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAGIoXku89SL
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."481Please respect copyright.PENANAGAKPbbYmBL
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.481Please respect copyright.PENANAdTxKO6PGOB
"Please don't laugh."481Please respect copyright.PENANAH4TzEVexpU
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAmS6qCKpqpd
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."481Please respect copyright.PENANARUS7l0Ldrq
My story is interrupted by his laughter.481Please respect copyright.PENANA8fLcU8job9
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."481Please respect copyright.PENANAfl4YPqdQ8J
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.481Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0iiDlqd31
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.481Please respect copyright.PENANAaDsY7ICPfD
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"481Please respect copyright.PENANAovDzHDNeay
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.481Please respect copyright.PENANAKuGSXtf9Dq
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."481Please respect copyright.PENANADxIZyDMzF5
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAMZiUaTxL52
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."481Please respect copyright.PENANAyVh0cA628n
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.481Please respect copyright.PENANA3DR6Wdv0F8
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"481Please respect copyright.PENANAurmGnvKRip
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.481Please respect copyright.PENANAGMlOFENsUB
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."481Please respect copyright.PENANAxO7xUkclGk
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.481Please respect copyright.PENANAkbuqhCWRjK
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."481Please respect copyright.PENANA6gwSzY0iIJ
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 481Please respect copyright.PENANA2X947cEWjF
Bad hair. I hate that term.481Please respect copyright.PENANAP63Mg8LrXp
"Desta..."481Please respect copyright.PENANAweHBqKa6nz
"It's fine. I don't need friends."481Please respect copyright.PENANAWpaPoZ4ZME
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."481Please respect copyright.PENANAtQcy75FxxA
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.481Please respect copyright.PENANAp4UcSdkSeE
"Rozii can be your friend."481Please respect copyright.PENANAdnvXiCetac
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."481Please respect copyright.PENANAEDmfSftHnK
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.481Please respect copyright.PENANAyv2DYD4aq3
"I'm not enough."481Please respect copyright.PENANAqL1tQcxgLx
"Never say that!"481Please respect copyright.PENANAVLEiZx6iXO
Why is he shouting?481Please respect copyright.PENANAiKgC6MuKRb
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.481Please respect copyright.PENANA9vY0NdDdly
"Desta—"481Please respect copyright.PENANAPyDeb58SXc
"Shut up."481Please respect copyright.PENANA9wP1xyEO2v
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.481Please respect copyright.PENANASIfxcK4U5n
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAoyCvT0NDxD
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAgONYn0HVk0
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.481Please respect copyright.PENANAwScs3TXDxt
"Answer me."481Please respect copyright.PENANAseOqHU1I6M
"Y-yes, Desta."481Please respect copyright.PENANAmfumwj4ANy
"Sir."481Please respect copyright.PENANA2QCD79d3Qo
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.481Please respect copyright.PENANAyRhD1FmNSY
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.481Please respect copyright.PENANA2W0WXRNfc6
"Hold on to the bars."481Please respect copyright.PENANAGhEIcSFNQH
I do.481Please respect copyright.PENANARmmSPl9U9w
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.481Please respect copyright.PENANAczh80UHfOa
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.481Please respect copyright.PENANActf9kBZmXx
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAh5QlAKleHf
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."481Please respect copyright.PENANAUw9GapD7eV
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.481Please respect copyright.PENANAZXAXQNMbtG
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".481Please respect copyright.PENANA0VIoziOSON
Why am I thinking about this now?481Please respect copyright.PENANAMNpRa1DFay
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.481Please respect copyright.PENANAZgN0kHTsSq
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?481Please respect copyright.PENANAfVo32dV7E6
It's a bloody lie.481Please respect copyright.PENANAdYqi9cGUiK
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.481Please respect copyright.PENANAwOJ9AnXnTA
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.481Please respect copyright.PENANAhlt1u7x4Fj
"Don't come."481Please respect copyright.PENANAodriWgelGU
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.481Please respect copyright.PENANAL8fZIkgBAx
He pauses to look at me.481Please respect copyright.PENANAot9b9PzKhn
"Please what?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAEJltVubEpP
"Please, sir, please!"481Please respect copyright.PENANA6rfxj9MEAC
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.481Please respect copyright.PENANA1NL6kbykqs
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAZPh9O6vahL
Seriously?481Please respect copyright.PENANAnf8d0Mavg1
"That's not what I meant."481Please respect copyright.PENANAU5xY26mmnU
"Then what did you mean?"481Please respect copyright.PENANAyd2ioE7NsJ
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.481Please respect copyright.PENANAU9uZcfQrjJ
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."481Please respect copyright.PENANAlYDs2zVhr7
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.481Please respect copyright.PENANAKMPw2wgsbl
"Come for me."481Please respect copyright.PENANAy1sNOXL9IN
One more suck, and I'm a goner.481Please respect copyright.PENANAVIY0I901IF
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?481Please respect copyright.PENANAzHDyCHNzYv
Well, this is it.481Please respect copyright.PENANAMKO6Ww6jZV
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.481Please respect copyright.PENANAmSYzYuOEtK
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.481Please respect copyright.PENANAkRLu9WuA6g
"You are enough. At least, for now."481Please respect copyright.PENANAsv9sx235Nz
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 481Please respect copyright.PENANAXY1xvLJNAL
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.481Please respect copyright.PENANAIn2zJZbpFN
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.481Please respect copyright.PENANA5vB37WcI9W
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.481Please respect copyright.PENANAZg5jdNM7M4
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.481Please respect copyright.PENANAvqgyPmVNDA
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.481Please respect copyright.PENANAuDO6LTmFL5
*The Quad, aka Quad481Please respect copyright.PENANAdh36KkmiRP
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- Night club in Jamaica.481Please respect copyright.PENANAHkchfDDcnM
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)