"So, he made you come by kissing you?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68yiZstog9
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDI99QTf1v
"You like him more than you let on."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kzHJ2WBdD
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwLEUcweUa
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm26HlH4rQ3
"Fuck you," I reply.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQdYQSqj7e
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE8yOwMhfH
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlryRqv3sk
"I have to go."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2W70dkoDR
"Where you going?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTFDhuZ6Z8
"Home. Away from you."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14k97OmcuT
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIP87a4N6g
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrEGNYga7i
"Oh, and E?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLZJtxjWqd
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYuIbMKCgJ
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxXDQORL1x
"Fuck off, and goodbye."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq8TRHGkk9
"I love you too!"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmMecMgt2b
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKFWkwHxhx
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe69K8NT1y
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3lxIhsIev
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKIAD9swvx
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjZqtUZsh1
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJSyhq4cSO
"What's it now?" I asked.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNc3DiPEGg
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY7DVvujOS
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeumMT5VPU
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvViroF0o0p
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3Q1CWNsYF
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNGjvMxGQJ
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VzeLRonb5
"Rozii?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlw6kXQsUl
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivHuUiVOZC
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2gdwUhy3L
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He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJt2Uxpbuq
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z2RRVeh45
My story is interrupted by his laughter.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xe6RxTZIn
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5MbGpy0oa
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzyOWSeccs
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv42QyieH7k
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bQcJCXwcn
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthTcqx3LbR
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaytDh2bkm
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyjGWIKPC1
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfGSdKrxL3
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs4C1jMoVP
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zp32zRAZV
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQSVpAcnKM
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoReTO2figl
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQEjQ648Tp
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtIDpV0hbr
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfhaMf65fR
Bad hair. I hate that term.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgPIEBG4a5
"Desta..."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl1QGijJTC
"It's fine. I don't need friends."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9gXigRy4u
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTmwrGcs04
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrU8j5TnfY
"Rozii can be your friend."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKT2ScKMcA
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZWfIo0v8q
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSijE58ISjK
"I'm not enough."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6vYtGl3O0
"Never say that!"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiugqp9Iqwz
Why is he shouting?524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJDg164Yyi
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sybnE5RNA
"Desta—"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxzUX3MNVI
"Shut up."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsATauXCNd
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4r1YwBDBg
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SDv3vVNjo
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0T0SCqWfOO
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNkmhdEoxR
"Answer me."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN3yEQ7wNz
"Y-yes, Desta."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHQ7gmJWaz
"Sir."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXrL182EdL
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T0sZaNuBK
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK4CybYmrY
"Hold on to the bars."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PfDFhDJcQ
I do.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2nbnEWO2V
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2QnnhPcW8
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstf3p0BiL1
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUntjf8I2C
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDrQ2rP9xW
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bj2afG1E4
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzVS6RU5se
Why am I thinking about this now?524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBDqV2zl7k
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQ7nj7Pqel
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYLw4kz8fs
It's a bloody lie.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi1FrNRPLO
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQyB2bjgoc
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIqVhgHfRC
"Don't come."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vjiDTblPP
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ye3CdTH4A
He pauses to look at me.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzItQnsuawc
"Please what?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpXPZYzG2C
"Please, sir, please!"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdKoPAi1h2
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL3dK4lIHt
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6po98SZmsP
Seriously?524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z1PIi07ZJ
"That's not what I meant."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRlrcS6YA8
"Then what did you mean?"524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjbFBvUXfZ
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAr9vfStP1q
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJaFDmWFxC
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEVkob4Lp6
"Come for me."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYFIGZhR6a
One more suck, and I'm a goner.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorpKXwVAov
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9SsbLaFOU
Well, this is it.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPodg97uN5
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3KHNqWY7C
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi72Q6xIBTZ
"You are enough. At least, for now."524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPsMt59fNo
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DWr98SDcd
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK012IExVZ
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPszsyR3Qh
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20dRN3COT9
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDpbseAtzv
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2iDz5aOYv
*The Quad, aka Quad524Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZuXxOFv10
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
