"So, he made you come by kissing you?"524Please respect copyright.PENANA68yiZstog9
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."524Please respect copyright.PENANACDI99QTf1v
"You like him more than you let on."524Please respect copyright.PENANA7kzHJ2WBdD
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"524Please respect copyright.PENANAxwLEUcweUa
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.524Please respect copyright.PENANAm26HlH4rQ3
"Fuck you," I reply.524Please respect copyright.PENANApQdYQSqj7e
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."524Please respect copyright.PENANAzE8yOwMhfH
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.524Please respect copyright.PENANAPlryRqv3sk
"I have to go."524Please respect copyright.PENANAo2W70dkoDR
"Where you going?"524Please respect copyright.PENANARTFDhuZ6Z8
"Home. Away from you."524Please respect copyright.PENANA14k97OmcuT
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*524Please respect copyright.PENANAkIP87a4N6g
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.524Please respect copyright.PENANAWrEGNYga7i
"Oh, and E?"524Please respect copyright.PENANAnLZJtxjWqd
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.524Please respect copyright.PENANAVYuIbMKCgJ
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."524Please respect copyright.PENANAHxXDQORL1x
"Fuck off, and goodbye."524Please respect copyright.PENANAxq8TRHGkk9
"I love you too!"524Please respect copyright.PENANAFmMecMgt2b
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.524Please respect copyright.PENANAqKFWkwHxhx
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.524Please respect copyright.PENANAPe69K8NT1y
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAV3lxIhsIev
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAYKIAD9swvx
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."524Please respect copyright.PENANAwjZqtUZsh1
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."524Please respect copyright.PENANABJSyhq4cSO
"What's it now?" I asked.524Please respect copyright.PENANAxNc3DiPEGg
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."524Please respect copyright.PENANASY7DVvujOS
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.524Please respect copyright.PENANAeeumMT5VPU
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.524Please respect copyright.PENANAvViroF0o0p
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 524Please respect copyright.PENANAO3Q1CWNsYF
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.524Please respect copyright.PENANAtNGjvMxGQJ
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."524Please respect copyright.PENANA9VzeLRonb5
"Rozii?"524Please respect copyright.PENANAXlw6kXQsUl
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."524Please respect copyright.PENANAivHuUiVOZC
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.524Please respect copyright.PENANAv2gdwUhy3L
"Please don't laugh."524Please respect copyright.PENANAxtnGT87zmW
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAMJt2Uxpbuq
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."524Please respect copyright.PENANA3z2RRVeh45
My story is interrupted by his laughter.524Please respect copyright.PENANA4Xe6RxTZIn
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."524Please respect copyright.PENANAt5MbGpy0oa
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.524Please respect copyright.PENANAnzyOWSeccs
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.524Please respect copyright.PENANAv42QyieH7k
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"524Please respect copyright.PENANA8bQcJCXwcn
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.524Please respect copyright.PENANAthTcqx3LbR
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."524Please respect copyright.PENANAUaytDh2bkm
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAiyjGWIKPC1
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."524Please respect copyright.PENANAxfGSdKrxL3
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.524Please respect copyright.PENANAvs4C1jMoVP
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"524Please respect copyright.PENANA8zp32zRAZV
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.524Please respect copyright.PENANAzQSVpAcnKM
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."524Please respect copyright.PENANAoReTO2figl
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.524Please respect copyright.PENANAYQEjQ648Tp
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."524Please respect copyright.PENANAmtIDpV0hbr
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAxfhaMf65fR
Bad hair. I hate that term.524Please respect copyright.PENANAsgPIEBG4a5
"Desta..."524Please respect copyright.PENANAsl1QGijJTC
"It's fine. I don't need friends."524Please respect copyright.PENANAX9gXigRy4u
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."524Please respect copyright.PENANAWTmwrGcs04
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.524Please respect copyright.PENANAwrU8j5TnfY
"Rozii can be your friend."524Please respect copyright.PENANATKT2ScKMcA
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."524Please respect copyright.PENANAXZWfIo0v8q
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.524Please respect copyright.PENANASijE58ISjK
"I'm not enough."524Please respect copyright.PENANAI6vYtGl3O0
"Never say that!"524Please respect copyright.PENANAiugqp9Iqwz
Why is he shouting?524Please respect copyright.PENANABJDg164Yyi
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.524Please respect copyright.PENANA5sybnE5RNA
"Desta—"524Please respect copyright.PENANAXxzUX3MNVI
"Shut up."524Please respect copyright.PENANABsATauXCNd
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.524Please respect copyright.PENANAv4r1YwBDBg
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 524Please respect copyright.PENANA8SDv3vVNjo
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"524Please respect copyright.PENANA0T0SCqWfOO
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.524Please respect copyright.PENANAWNkmhdEoxR
"Answer me."524Please respect copyright.PENANAIN3yEQ7wNz
"Y-yes, Desta."524Please respect copyright.PENANAiHQ7gmJWaz
"Sir."524Please respect copyright.PENANAZXrL182EdL
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.524Please respect copyright.PENANA4T0sZaNuBK
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.524Please respect copyright.PENANAqK4CybYmrY
"Hold on to the bars."524Please respect copyright.PENANA5PfDFhDJcQ
I do.524Please respect copyright.PENANAC2nbnEWO2V
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.524Please respect copyright.PENANAo2QnnhPcW8
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.524Please respect copyright.PENANAstf3p0BiL1
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 524Please respect copyright.PENANAwUntjf8I2C
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."524Please respect copyright.PENANAUDrQ2rP9xW
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.524Please respect copyright.PENANA9Bj2afG1E4
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".524Please respect copyright.PENANAQzVS6RU5se
Why am I thinking about this now?524Please respect copyright.PENANAxBDqV2zl7k
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.524Please respect copyright.PENANAVQ7nj7Pqel
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?524Please respect copyright.PENANAeYLw4kz8fs
It's a bloody lie.524Please respect copyright.PENANAOi1FrNRPLO
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.524Please respect copyright.PENANAvQyB2bjgoc
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.524Please respect copyright.PENANAcIqVhgHfRC
"Don't come."524Please respect copyright.PENANA7vjiDTblPP
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.524Please respect copyright.PENANA0Ye3CdTH4A
He pauses to look at me.524Please respect copyright.PENANAzItQnsuawc
"Please what?"524Please respect copyright.PENANAxpXPZYzG2C
"Please, sir, please!"524Please respect copyright.PENANASdKoPAi1h2
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.524Please respect copyright.PENANAuL3dK4lIHt
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"524Please respect copyright.PENANA6po98SZmsP
Seriously?524Please respect copyright.PENANA0Z1PIi07ZJ
"That's not what I meant."524Please respect copyright.PENANAgRlrcS6YA8
"Then what did you mean?"524Please respect copyright.PENANAZjbFBvUXfZ
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.524Please respect copyright.PENANAAr9vfStP1q
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."524Please respect copyright.PENANAuJaFDmWFxC
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.524Please respect copyright.PENANAsEVkob4Lp6
"Come for me."524Please respect copyright.PENANAnYFIGZhR6a
One more suck, and I'm a goner.524Please respect copyright.PENANAorpKXwVAov
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?524Please respect copyright.PENANAw9SsbLaFOU
Well, this is it.524Please respect copyright.PENANAJPodg97uN5
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.524Please respect copyright.PENANAU3KHNqWY7C
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.524Please respect copyright.PENANAi72Q6xIBTZ
"You are enough. At least, for now."524Please respect copyright.PENANAMPsMt59fNo
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 524Please respect copyright.PENANA6DWr98SDcd
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.524Please respect copyright.PENANAPK012IExVZ
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.524Please respect copyright.PENANAhPszsyR3Qh
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.524Please respect copyright.PENANA20dRN3COT9
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.524Please respect copyright.PENANAJDpbseAtzv
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.524Please respect copyright.PENANAY2iDz5aOYv
*The Quad, aka Quad524Please respect copyright.PENANAkZuXxOFv10
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- Night club in Jamaica.524Please respect copyright.PENANATwpwu2smpv
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)