"So, he made you come by kissing you?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW2I6ZqIpb
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVUbk7mQXi
"You like him more than you let on."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVRR4WGn9L
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwgbD53E8n
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ60CKEkMDm
"Fuck you," I reply.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3mioOZvhr
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIhlNO1A4N
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfXK6JCIgv
"I have to go."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCcPqlMKcR
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"Home. Away from you."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS25nO1vp6v
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7GsAyyhGE
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC1dkSau3m
"Oh, and E?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWfhvJUSPi
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyWVG5uejT
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FSPOPxZh5
"Fuck off, and goodbye."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC7h7AeJ2K
"I love you too!"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhOXwE9xBK
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt0LJNL0TS
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCEeY4C78u
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgTUzUL7rM
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0UYcQEhv8
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzmYwlwfvS
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMkvgmi1Un
"What's it now?" I asked.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQJzn7X3qs
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5iIyMpUGo
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmDC9pvZlZ
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3DHWqOvnn
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfO81lqLMv
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8ZilBMtJf
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcYdHmBHba
"Rozii?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2cZJuw0Wb
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AxcUqKhuu
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmslmvwnImn
"Please don't laugh."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XJBlGzpFF
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb4Qs0UUSt
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91wR60MOOa
My story is interrupted by his laughter.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O3JZnWPQD
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplbyMe4E9A
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ynpl9ThUo
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96N8D5W2Lt
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDqEPfVsP6
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeV7hGWCl0
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq5UTRuzTa
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LMOpers7K
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydaWKvj523
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOkgtqy7bP
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS643evT2SG
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWoYUAaUti
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruT8IVte1Z
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoTubWb0Yp
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVmcJwV0TW
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjIffu8jPU
Bad hair. I hate that term.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx2AN4rWww
"Desta..."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoeyZB6sIu
"It's fine. I don't need friends."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXBGaBrRPS
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniVpkgaS6W
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6U64x8xnz5
"Rozii can be your friend."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0jdeTNpma
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EPLvHUHOF
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvMESYTZ99
"I'm not enough."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jKbQdjLek
"Never say that!"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnv1YgZuqhM
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkoNaIMWCQ
"Desta—"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTubUQLlBxK
"Shut up."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5KulEaLVv
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9rH17wZdO
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s6xRo5NIu
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmCM5oZhzv
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgjbwKhO1A
"Answer me."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhumq0RXqH
"Y-yes, Desta."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uf93gnmj0
"Sir."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtWjQO2a0a
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Jgq8hFoH
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf4s96i2sS
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I do.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICYq270VQt
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddquEGtfGp
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR0napYcuJ
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB4rUuNfzV
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzA8wxnUWb
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7etcPMjpJm
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBfYYRr1mO
Why am I thinking about this now?511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl9rxKkJV7
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE11mD4LU1B
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5wK3D4t9Z
It's a bloody lie.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZOAP5oTPW
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZvHaA5MAY
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaYtxVxGKt
"Don't come."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfUDt9NPOU
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uA1HsTLf5
He pauses to look at me.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhb6suG6at
"Please what?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAr2d42EMs
"Please, sir, please!"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnnzwuVgY1
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IPd0fGsQD
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13YtbBiKrZ
Seriously?511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIcA3mQL1r
"That's not what I meant."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNmyGhfJon
"Then what did you mean?"511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOhcADRoyI
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeF4nDQgtau
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxQDPbPhjw
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLdHjG7BXt
"Come for me."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOKk7126fQ
One more suck, and I'm a goner.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwgCVeyy2f
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbCFepvOI5
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I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS3GTQ5SuL
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvtHiUoAKg
"You are enough. At least, for now."511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaQmwM8p2l
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZA0PwEunD
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFmnwl1K0Y
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRZA3CJw1c
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSny7AzE1gc
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuT2at7ektY
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin1dTthAaK
*The Quad, aka Quad511Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx3v5YOwox
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
