"So, he made you come by kissing you?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcns17e0HY
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudCvRVYrrR
"You like him more than you let on."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhGFtcfubL
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSUjs55i2b
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLhD9biSix
"Fuck you," I reply.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7Z8tPrAbN
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUrIskLG2W
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DTi0clyQt
"I have to go."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo96cdPouGN
"Where you going?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgxfbUbNtD
"Home. Away from you."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljgLXj79we
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1U2niSOgI3
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyEpPwTVtU
"Oh, and E?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KSe0Rsy3t
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRASMhUOr4o
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI9qxcuYKG
"Fuck off, and goodbye."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo86WSzepD0
"I love you too!"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEgBGZyMkH
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzRKMD2nhy
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkQdubWaBt
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso5Njzfx2z
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7zpFZPMyi
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6bi6XdyT9
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuytAYhcRD
"What's it now?" I asked.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5aqKH6rGt
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesiMARv0wE
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwc011gYxm
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyljHVuEG0l
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWbeHy31A9
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wCc83U33W
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP5lq6yWsk
"Rozii?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs7Q5gKuSU
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VRMLu97eu
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqHszYAwrO
"Please don't laugh."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwbIczDoVl
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqkLvmdepQ
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyDJ9m9TdK
My story is interrupted by his laughter.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5vu9ym5ys
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVhkWWfcnw
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIh9fU91j9
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gfhgOLR8l
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwLsrCVsf5
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yML1Zxepw
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoM1JIGZ6q
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rBTc3I8Up
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZc37R1lvq
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgaffbQy4g
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE6zwFEhkP
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FYoGi52KR
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxg3oKKxnk
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjzGPBsib
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7xhpB5bSc
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFGTOiMJr1
Bad hair. I hate that term.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3LDSdj8W5
"Desta..."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBvfCldott
"It's fine. I don't need friends."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTR6AFNk7AD
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIMAckft5y
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QvwpTad8R
"Rozii can be your friend."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppyelE94RB
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtExA91dUX
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI81Y5Xy33a
"I'm not enough."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZgpDRNkjy
"Never say that!"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3A3V0FpOC
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHWUbs0Rcs
"Desta—"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOTtxyKsyY
"Shut up."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNGdSGJlkR
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJ9lAmIziH
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiemLkelWc
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aaSkJWuTM
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DfFZ1rbmY
"Answer me."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9927sarnUM
"Y-yes, Desta."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0ZkwpGSrZ
"Sir."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqFSTrZCYS
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7Z1aiin4z
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlN6I2LVt6
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I do.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr6N9xSIyb
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YQfgVtOTx
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RZ08fMyoL
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWbVzrNuXA
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjND1AZYlez
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZylmRZhzT
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXrFQS035D
Why am I thinking about this now?547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPtsa8J2YW
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8UYSy1YPA
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuDa5jmwNh
It's a bloody lie.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQalov7D4b
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshq7ZYFyDg
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh05J8A0EaI
"Don't come."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonJYnaP70Z
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxygi44Mw6
He pauses to look at me.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRQbpb4gfr
"Please what?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HZg9XTHA2
"Please, sir, please!"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCWsV57W0L
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSuETIobq0
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuAcRiRXsS
Seriously?547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaWKEybjJe
"That's not what I meant."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpze4bBXPf3
"Then what did you mean?"547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5ABaWhgvt
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJtK85rpdN
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPv4xhDJhE
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSXUJTcNW6
"Come for me."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv1ntr9m0y
One more suck, and I'm a goner.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUwokeManq
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NruZhtyuK
Well, this is it.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rvC3ADuEw
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAo7rQXprb
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBRI2e7PzQ
"You are enough. At least, for now."547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hXlfzAHbK
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsvxGEdgrv
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKcXzaFsUx
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVy1UXDAU8c
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aSCntnNYP
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lsgz79sMm
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGILE3MPttm
*The Quad, aka Quad547Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfrk9R6vE5
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
