"So, he made you come by kissing you?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShUdq69jhZ
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCkFreOEks
"You like him more than you let on."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskaojuFDp8
I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH9epDzQbZ
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz9dOIbacM
"Fuck you," I reply.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtanRhnEGO
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vWvaJTvUa
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkmGoJhPMk
"I have to go."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktN6xbnWYu
"Where you going?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvl9FAXnJY
"Home. Away from you."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwZo4MjjkY
She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcMwVqv9DY
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITIWA8RFc3
"Oh, and E?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTQOR041sD
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWINgWLBxcu
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlwzV5igaL
"Fuck off, and goodbye."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSiirSkAJm
"I love you too!"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCDKESJN2K
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ4kjLPJKL
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqzDzzn8ca
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vj3eoyz1h
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaBAR92lxJ
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8AaTxJEJm
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncCkanJeta
"What's it now?" I asked.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uX01V6a6N
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkGcvA3Ej3
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVpgur8caN
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFjfWAvjPC
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb8v9qlWJj
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hkbm5coiX
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9DtZKag4u
"Rozii?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOrTjkZwqI
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffJXy3j45Z
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzxKhiYuaw
"Please don't laugh."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssR3st8MKh
He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytd2bvylp2
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23NtsVIpKK
My story is interrupted by his laughter.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOxEKuz0RL
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ72kQwLod
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzSPCAigzU
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo8DoFhtbT
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc7Moted3P
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidKbj8XXmU
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl9qxyHlPk
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s8WAYbd5q
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQXrOvzTvH
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR0CuRdEUD
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWshle1T2bm
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JeJIUpqlv
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpEbdkYWX3
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwqjACblge
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJS9MxpJpl
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI3VOvvXqa
Bad hair. I hate that term.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAOODbqtIZ
"Desta..."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqPV2gQgS8
"It's fine. I don't need friends."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK2RqIbLXO
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8R2QO1WQOi
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaboSNZoD9v
"Rozii can be your friend."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6QbdL9pbd
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfw8aHmDvsm
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5u8mCFqIQk
"I'm not enough."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04CuQbO5d4
"Never say that!"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH7yyGL0oh
Why is he shouting?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6H9l0kv1c
He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuljMC1M85y
"Desta—"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYXgkJb8AJ
"Shut up."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXAZsBPBje
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgSa06nLpF
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO00tcPKUy
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9BbCHLApX
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d8Gh3jzRK
"Answer me."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXKA6vHJnC
"Y-yes, Desta."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeXJJNu4oa
"Sir."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkRQWgRoeu
Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmdP6ElEYF
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIElryBfc3
"Hold on to the bars."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghMS6dCudl
I do.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UhsOJjim2
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CPQMf36i8
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQQ1astUco
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mPKwgeqKH
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtwhXClv1B
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPNRpUKlfQ
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KAH0SRiOA
Why am I thinking about this now?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKBfoblLob
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YvB13NZph
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a4RqpygOd
It's a bloody lie.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3phuHTlwV
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXF6qsCOcl
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLujdLDfys
"Don't come."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkYIJI1uME
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqfu0ItlM9
He pauses to look at me.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dwsmqUhsE
"Please what?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTtckkyddV
"Please, sir, please!"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXrwLVywXD
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8nbHolCr7
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNtGLNW5ZW
Seriously?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSqJMSbSkO
"That's not what I meant."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJdXpI1ImX
"Then what did you mean?"543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22dWvjQmL0
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJfC7vAGDt
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1kfZV4qyM
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvlKhbjmzK
"Come for me."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkoTIRDyiI
One more suck, and I'm a goner.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRWJqc10Qe
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIx589daYK4
Well, this is it.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzfYzzFtmp
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LgaZXMjFR
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQzFF4IL4C
"You are enough. At least, for now."543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCV2JCe0Gb
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawNnfxYhSM
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtYWvQK6zC
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6pm0y6O2Y
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBpv5ZT1gV
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA9tM8dqs7
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ317qZ7pV7k
*The Quad, aka Quad543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYG6LSdhpJ
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- Night club in Jamaica.543Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q7hnHnlyo
And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
