It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WfT5Dknhq
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmZDSRTACx
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvixvxGMga
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ztWz4rBvC
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCFVOgYyek
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2iYZENlUg
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQam7r775Hn
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGzZq4ul67
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF856AoMoy6
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyt49GOviz
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYYHPGcEwr
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9EhvsHnOR
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7PxXUPfXC
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWlHrRG1UM
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1lYkjhKa3
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFFUBxYymt
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCCiYC2vd2
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR42jgzxGBq
Wow. So it's not just me then?516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFnTtdkUhR
"No, it's not."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsTCD88Sba
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ4tWI5y4L
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9nX60ceUT
"How about dinner?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR88xlCa7E
"Okay."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UqSjOUNt6
He smiles a smile of victory.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYg7zZ7oPD
"When do you finish?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfthSql80E
"Five."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKw3pAfu2V
"Okay. I'll pick you up."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygwzEblmWf
"I have to shower."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qOwYc85rp
"I'll take you home first then."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXX27KBK98
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00cKdD4MJQ
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmxcM09UC8
***516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwviE43cXE
"Tell me about yourself."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0iIz7miBv
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhFPxHC1yT
"What do you want to know?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qk9PLhUdv
"Siblings?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNCga5zSuX
"No."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQe2tLjTztW
"Aunts or uncles?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO0JWGcAYn
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFPknqwa8f
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAVN7WShcz
I smile.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm0BkBZmnX
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDEbIInqtn
He stays silent for a few seconds.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MXVN1bU96
"So you're Catholic?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7TyXImZTm
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxGqN4BV2M
"What are you then?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqcriTOZQM
"Nothing, really."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHcTp9oyJS
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8aiLrP4eI
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaxDZgwHzw
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWFMmqrmmY
"Really? What did you do?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A6sK2fn7A
"BA in Drama."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwPeGycDQb
"Cool."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsLtbZqc4E
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0t7EvRzVu
"Come on."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrqK6vVq7f
***516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnswrVNXOh
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BLDdDSx3u
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0dyZ5sWmm
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAzXyR5T6L
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk5rUzDX3Z
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNRJWzge5E
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSTGJ9CLQY
He nods, satisfied with my answer.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgPgh71Xb3
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LYnV8MGR8
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWue3BKc6SK
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTJymHK16i
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddq5It3geS
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQkYfXQu8E
"Someone's hungry."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28EhSk6hak
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApn41NZp3v
His smile broadens.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6XzvABwsW
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXzJTf7mxv
"Um..."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV4hsMDX34
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYmgHMtdlO
"I think I can guess."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfLV38Quhb
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK1Ymr7LE0
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrbiz7nz80
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAe7QIwKHo
Now.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4eQ2jtcKM
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8itvdWJHmZ
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUppCn9ZHug
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv96jVKxmqa
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKIXZNsYCX
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kMZ3sHzZg
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAnMeSLZBX
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9GCUb2JxT
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VQUuWvGC7
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqWLWwFzXc
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqhBuAFQ0K
"The question is, will you let me?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecsqlZXHah
Those four words: "will you let me?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrulxs0G3SG
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDFh50FYCJ
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoadEFo8Fc
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6ACWmb8AO
"Desta?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPoTxzTBXb
"Hm?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTT2e1oCEQw
"Tell me about yourself."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3Gl8lOQQ6
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4K7Aj20sf
"What do you want to know?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2ApuWbFkH
"Full name?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡST1JgLtgCW
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemVumMfEuf
"That's actually really... poetic."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7AH3M6wwB
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlJvmUQWci
"So... are you Rastafarian?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZhocJUlMM
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNgyjpoGfD
"How about your mother?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtde8HmqnUj
He remains silent for a few seconds.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJ2rr4elYW
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlnOIo8CWu
"Oh. I'm sorry."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0XmOHYQ5q
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjYkOEIp5j
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMcvLeYg1W
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E8k2McFcM
"Mason?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh02OSYOk6
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ouJZiHVVq
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVuzcVROOU
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO90R4Mp8k
"Why?" 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWDvXR5g15
"Because he's gay."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBvijMh1QC
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeinMY4fLd
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJBx8WNTky
"Your father sounds amazing."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9h0mn286s
"You can meet him."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jop2ExScQ
"What?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDYnctpzp5
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl83ZdwCIZ4
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJWK5rWDxX
"I thought you said you liked it out here."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2fNyRjvzm
"I'd prefer your restaurant."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49EtXp3PtB
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7C0QCcTYq
We're sitting outside my house, now.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf7sqv8QoP
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGBTfXMjNs
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJDuO8D3A2
"Yes."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmwpnwEOlH
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCRqOX3PEU
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xxcpe0WR4
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOzk7qORwg
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjvTEPcT62
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5qIVib30L
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7u9WXVmrS
I'm done.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhMnvmIULD
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag9bAnnMG2
"Don't say anything."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfGwlroMpK
"I think it's cute."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4BErsTUmL
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NmkY1Z5WZ
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1HkbdKLnd
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXoAQSnC1M
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsHuTFAZ2d
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjqWcdPHUL
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.516Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXJYqppQ0q
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
