It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MGOiu4LUG
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlfPbAjGZS
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp3FrYbbwU
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fzMNo577E
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9VQ085DvY
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyQCMXJ1iE
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHaFZ949Vo
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CigSh2Afh
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsL3NFMDIb
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ028gY3CkyY
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1VdVbJTy8
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpryJPM79r
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvymSpCWynZ
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsED01ytxyY
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSDXoMGTur
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXNcIYOwbK
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY67rRF2sm
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiutdGcQwYk
Wow. So it's not just me then?504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj0dgImDAF
"No, it's not."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyQxDDB5xD
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJOrt1MZQd
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2X2G53A0B
"How about dinner?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGIoQHBMak
"Okay."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGhFUEYrOa
He smiles a smile of victory.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2utWoRhlFJ
"When do you finish?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDIO76DJ1z
"Five."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG9UImqrBr
"Okay. I'll pick you up."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSEUbIa2ln
"I have to shower."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5hTTs4QwY
"I'll take you home first then."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk4YmZmPdc
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnof20kZ8G6
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Kohdx86t
***504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhzFkUaKOA
"Tell me about yourself."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYo7vtsaXr
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppfmWXIXsS
"What do you want to know?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTg4Nd5s0d
"Siblings?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohic7BckBm
"No."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vhVbGH90a
"Aunts or uncles?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFRwT2R6Un
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfQo66eEsM
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6F1Y8o5Rx
I smile.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRU659TKdJ
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr2BjhPRg9
He stays silent for a few seconds.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxP4zZYICz
"So you're Catholic?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONxjHtPbTE
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCWvcJgpwo
"What are you then?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3oYWpPOas
"Nothing, really."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8p8i2X3Fg
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGMoCIc1ln
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhp3b0GqYA
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhZa32iNZn
"Really? What did you do?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuYXsl3ppc
"BA in Drama."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVv0VA1LdO
"Cool."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYe987jqGt
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpK7DR8kRf
"Come on."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfqiFfhpDi
***504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zH8tvomnT
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWdyXPvmiw
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJccDVeRHOv
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5v64pvvsFh
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZO9tnDUlg
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVPIJWv33R
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgxP5aAa9C
He nods, satisfied with my answer.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc6apQiKg5
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsNIzMpDQA
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MjQq7AVbA
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxlQIsOcmi
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr13ASOJuuE
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUGuglyMGr
"Someone's hungry."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBoura9GqC
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5FveRlhU8
His smile broadens.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZDZzuSZuH
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHB9JGmJ93
"Um..."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8dC0YrZs3
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurkSSyXgyV
"I think I can guess."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwNNdS3dX5
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz036Xx7bc
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FuVEvYTla
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGNSdB5jB4
Now.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTcIWbky6R
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CTgkFV1qG
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlcMBe3l1F
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKza0JQnpg
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqFhx5VOxQ
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZWtexw7nm
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99YVw4YZYV
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt8NYk3oTr
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHxFx3ip7X
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aj91UT7Os
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFB4U22px
"The question is, will you let me?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r8rvQNH5L
Those four words: "will you let me?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDksv0d3bgv
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qftx04PrK
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx8Lrq3NNt
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFD7Rjl3aZ
"Desta?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYxIWQOOnq
"Hm?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR12zeU3wli
"Tell me about yourself."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZL3r7YFqm
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ70A7LoT9
"What do you want to know?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry42udWdIh
"Full name?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OtpIgg8M7
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE95toeXp4j
"That's actually really... poetic."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdyqKiiCyC
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLVD0LwPiH
"So... are you Rastafarian?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCf0kSWk6v
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSVlw3guR7
"How about your mother?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniZNcnaW5Y
He remains silent for a few seconds.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwidxfKaEQv
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkxQ6VJfeK
"Oh. I'm sorry."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8pyYAxuJn
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BStPUuD9R
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEkFL8HZvS
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR06cNH3n2
"Mason?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkJOfAxS7R
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCer1uYalG
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIsbiJigkT
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVb9as2fGL
"Why?" 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsntFNJlJ2J
"Because he's gay."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8sv8QMzsF
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgIWDmCWos
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqme3Qo32X
"Your father sounds amazing."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4qGHY2WSo
"You can meet him."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMdXupbyPo
"What?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFkckUMP5s
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK07RmnEqW
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZHK5FixBG
"I thought you said you liked it out here."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpXZQBjAqd
"I'd prefer your restaurant."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMXV9kMeSz
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4eIOZA11k
We're sitting outside my house, now.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJExH6b7IG4
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxZifJGDha
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwAjwD7Fov
"Yes."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h6zyrJ7hN
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4uqv3Nunm
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wznO3e8NJ
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OS67zEs6F
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoI9anumGJ
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5fNH3qKP4
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6ABAflIM0
I'm done.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UPZ0zMNfF
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoR48lwM22
"Don't say anything."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahqVfRve60
"I think it's cute."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRaCBUDa7D
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MHs2qorWh
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHVq4SHy9N
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGPUgL3V7s
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl41M7rCl88
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScKnQ0Mwwu
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.504Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIflQ3f87rC
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
