It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl34EKvRr2b
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdZanbe0wF
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CBdvZPB5o
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2x8czb7Cu
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5zuP4XEwf
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbx7lDu0GG
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jZKeTXWuP
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡls5qd1YhRf
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPR7uZfeWC
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VakkgqVVX
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwErNpvGCa
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx3fH9BJih
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRbtQoMFmU
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DN5KcIWPR
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOmZ9M61LY
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInCfmK4wiL
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyZM5JAQwW
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhRxu6VYvq
Wow. So it's not just me then?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaaNNrJKZc
"No, it's not."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRhImPW08a
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DGWxUFZDo
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrkRBv7xxF
"How about dinner?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fjHd9rzXJ
"Okay."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNppYD37Lmq
He smiles a smile of victory.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3cfOdTElI
"When do you finish?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE7HBiUKSO
"Five."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4HTTv7DZo
"Okay. I'll pick you up."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ol2fEHksF
"I have to shower."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcCwJUCpla
"I'll take you home first then."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKC32AKdF
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FDQJZLcKV
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgJv4KIGtT
***483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhy2f0ayHT
"Tell me about yourself."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZCw3epupx
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWmNiX1T1d
"What do you want to know?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsUEx8yBqy
"Siblings?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRIrmTBJ7f
"No."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23T9aHCnXf
"Aunts or uncles?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqSvBrE0sj
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KIQPkLhDy
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY20tMAjXJ
I smile.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVVpRhn1k1
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mmJc14rOa
He stays silent for a few seconds.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i1ZiEyIxi
"So you're Catholic?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5r33dcWIt
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCjlEMUWV5
"What are you then?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D1DYYKJ5w
"Nothing, really."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGZuO21XDG
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmhYDhRChl
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPgqap5FWS
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydQfOYHzSe
"Really? What did you do?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ5WdsU3ag
"BA in Drama."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEGeYSXpBS
"Cool."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj90e49ViJv
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshjxvveSk
"Come on."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw92EeCQxK
***483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5PNJ35H5J
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWvZBLijJ4
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYaPUZHLLz
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqfmCakLeJ
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRCg7bSH7c
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCNb46FxUA
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfc1FwWeph
He nods, satisfied with my answer.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2g54a6rnXT
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2s5V7QzamV
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW3JWdpJ1F
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwIiEHvwEI
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQv9cA8G6x
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTfnhfxI1b
"Someone's hungry."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6I4EROHq3C
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYSaExCNTz
His smile broadens.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrvX9qoC0n
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh86Q2Azkd
"Um..."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRjJRqeR2z
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRWgmVOaUc
"I think I can guess."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDKe1fSNXg
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUJLxjnPyI
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF2kBRRXXe
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zbSUShRyP
Now.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkvmDFJhoD
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhX1eJHAg9
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FjVaVkGOh
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E3efeOBip
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpecOz0GVnr
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8yKhrMSwX
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9D8qD0Jy4A
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnG0LOyd4O
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22WyC6opg6
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmHMowmD9A
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAcg3q9Keo
"The question is, will you let me?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHtZ7kEhNZ
Those four words: "will you let me?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfp825vNoH
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJNuRyMFJ6
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lw8NEBI08
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7mZGRaCV6
"Desta?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPsGVum2st
"Hm?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjNJ0v2JgW
"Tell me about yourself."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6UCsd6fkq
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO0XUaA0sf
"What do you want to know?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplMpYv7Nia
"Full name?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeY1L7eZb9F
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFsypG3qEZ
"That's actually really... poetic."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Mzc6BSVm
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnmGh84Wvu
"So... are you Rastafarian?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv76qEjmeuX
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCLrzvrI8X
"How about your mother?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXDPCLe5Yb
He remains silent for a few seconds.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ryXsPKKek
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMSGIHSuS7
"Oh. I'm sorry."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNuwre29J4
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKcGLdyW2Q
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPpeuij7mN
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeNfcPFz24
"Mason?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FiIg59VRZ
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkvAQjn5b0
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFexg1H648A
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe1gMIH0dB
"Why?" 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2y795wV9n
"Because he's gay."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTsRiW9IOg
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnhsxCkfFM
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11QYPEiPgO
"Your father sounds amazing."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DmHfKq3N7
"You can meet him."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FtDcFBz86
"What?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBXyO0ji5l
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWelnmpeZZH
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aweQzyecO
"I thought you said you liked it out here."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkRr2MDWG
"I'd prefer your restaurant."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoji76RuNUf
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cnErgm2Gm
We're sitting outside my house, now.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEW2doc23M
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdCKFQJxfR
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAJxmhARep
"Yes."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EnibLAP18
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOq7YJ0qEa
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HqZNERisd
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzkBUrv7hs
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNMjMqehXp
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwREcif4sf
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGO8LLkwMUK
I'm done.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nxsSPQGN6
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVxvXWkUMS
"Don't say anything."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsvQn0GQjy
"I think it's cute."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mm39YYvMa
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvb8HQEmIw
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTljFHXgaF0
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8FuZqRL5C
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcwdfl51Ks
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KGF8wreb1
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuyv5HCiAG
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
