It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bBt1eXMzc
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiGAZ6HFro
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3m6l9KU0j
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3T5zztLMI
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxHVUstm6w
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XU8Z6xpQN
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNzIJS1CmX
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrvQFzaHos
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55FpCEqATb
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYY4vnUmPo
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbJ4EWZ5rE
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6GsR8gS1Y
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbPfpCuesN
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rOhgupAgp
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1SEkbgPPp
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQIj1fzcr3
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6jmg7Deyw
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rVgvzKQRA
Wow. So it's not just me then?506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCaAXZ8jYU
"No, it's not."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TQWjLLiff
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xkPTTB4kJ
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdim4ZRpgp
"How about dinner?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCltXeJ8re
"Okay."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf9Mg6Y0ED
He smiles a smile of victory.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYvOkKEK5J
"When do you finish?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKhsceuAbH
"Five."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMfnspxzoL
"Okay. I'll pick you up."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNMQzHB82s
"I have to shower."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffp6fVyoIB
"I'll take you home first then."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKINeCUYD0J
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO1U6i7Ncg
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRK1mULfOv
***506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf1XWr6AGe
"Tell me about yourself."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB6xCFixtH
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xCc3F6ybJ
"What do you want to know?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JyvD0bgLD
"Siblings?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3y5Phnvna
"No."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMU6PnGJ1CN
"Aunts or uncles?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdknZCHJnE
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgho2eItgVm
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbARopZ1SwZ
I smile.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMHuJaJudU
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NaZ6anE3E
He stays silent for a few seconds.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7MiSZebUD
"So you're Catholic?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPqYH9IO0g
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7UGaXPUzg
"What are you then?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytfmKtLwS2
"Nothing, really."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodtkXqG8wn
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKczurQ1xt
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Fq94tyXZJ
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT2lP5tEgh
"Really? What did you do?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNS6GWOjDr
"BA in Drama."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsLjYIwMNU
"Cool."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4STIxFs3Oh
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5y16NQkAW
"Come on."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3jVtjYkQ
***506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFTWSTMrkq
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTtFwrFf5W
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupd0tsgEXg
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdSzo0xr5x
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDRooVCno5
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzca4mNabbi
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxCHQWBivp
He nods, satisfied with my answer.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTTPkshyrP
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZja9iZYBwm
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m2kmYQhb6
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMgh6nbZk9
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlc0rbD42J
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTWfBXUKwq
"Someone's hungry."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcQizCJFby
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi0wPKY4YR
His smile broadens.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBbCYJYofG
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf0sC3lR6e
"Um..."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cKSHxsi7S
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhrnaSuoY8
"I think I can guess."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvrdRUXPon
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElMG6nb8Jt
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnJFDR8jHG
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV207JEegLv
Now.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHb7CohU5e
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vCj2hCsK0
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCzqc3F6eS
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIC815XRIjh
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCHSxEtmKi
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZsGCdGj7c
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSkpUk8SGs
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6UmjB0D5B
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap1saKwX4l
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf0RZRXUpK
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBtYtfKZUE
"The question is, will you let me?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2woQ5HZKkU
Those four words: "will you let me?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j3jQAhcuq
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdYU4ZmFOq
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BH3neTRiw
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmgVd5paZq
"Desta?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrxlEkE25I
"Hm?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eNPvQhroy
"Tell me about yourself."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ldgbfNGaK
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMbjXS7gO5
"What do you want to know?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03lsyIIlQc
"Full name?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SEP90vYx6
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatbgGSSXKK
"That's actually really... poetic."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQMeQecfHP
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsq114qkYY
"So... are you Rastafarian?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenVQOOYk5O
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRN5vqfNb2
"How about your mother?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKabDNfIEg
He remains silent for a few seconds.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQrND0r0KY
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt2A4suYVG
"Oh. I'm sorry."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu3xIjO8Z0
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBmqQa6PPG
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKMNMQ0hiC
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCZENilarT
"Mason?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5oq2p2kGF
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8boXrD9WF6
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rsRSGMFmk
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ9xfrTWQ9
"Why?" 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxy8edu436
"Because he's gay."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1rfvb6aRe
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMnMddDw9S
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8yatpRMaA
"Your father sounds amazing."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfd6oG4lEW
"You can meet him."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2waSe3pQh
"What?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjXxU7ElX6
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0QibjCwK7
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSCBFh5hI6
"I thought you said you liked it out here."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrQYfhsM6a
"I'd prefer your restaurant."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HZRuu0W97
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyITK2YGmeu
We're sitting outside my house, now.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaaMpw7ZJU
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89AFCuOHoI
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFEQYYgj3Z
"Yes."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZF9dPN5rC
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXc2MZxjHja
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Eh8zHcMrQ
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARglsedrCA
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCjjMcFCis
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkRHSmwrj2
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmSQWKIwc1
I'm done.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5a6Ucu8hB
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOXutjgdYC
"Don't say anything."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vtNPsQ3k5
"I think it's cute."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhshbwx6wJi
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg0P34JpDg
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvNyrN7sTD
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkh6REzZoO
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlJ8FNhF70
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTB3Ir3Ci0
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.506Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt8sJTqZK2
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
