It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzfnmbuYQC
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg37zkMsTFK
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3cmk4U1r
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1rBrU8n6J
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7D6rZA31C
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkeZRrY2I3
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeEEuSDVyQ
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1xXsOeNHV
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO64skY3I6K
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdwhsZ8Gyj
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHCRKE09GK
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1efxph720
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VTxrYVgT7
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k4FRBzlBS
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0q8uqIUvE
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqaopwiJQx
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrCY43z2AP
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6kcRvSlr7
Wow. So it's not just me then?471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbk0ULBTi4
"No, it's not."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImavBDwS9i
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sHTxiNyOy
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX9iPZUsLV
"How about dinner?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3ddzxc1Kx
"Okay."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvbycitwA8
He smiles a smile of victory.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv7XeTFMNv
"When do you finish?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzTYQ4ZqCf
"Five."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQYck0BL3u
"Okay. I'll pick you up."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkylbmRoJPw
"I have to shower."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZGvvjhpLU
"I'll take you home first then."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI4Fu5qdSh
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4xFpKy290
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfxh3WWCi4
***471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvNL1mEJGB
"Tell me about yourself."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZAuwKq0ga
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ppy7PtHJs
"What do you want to know?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoQERnXWTy
"Siblings?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj0h2ZwuT4
"No."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNWrDzZ2XC
"Aunts or uncles?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mLEF8kAVw
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVAVHX0aG8
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1FxMuaeDG
I smile.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcwtzjGNcy
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcWsiIHkSo
He stays silent for a few seconds.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwh7o3btEy
"So you're Catholic?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhNDi5pz0Q
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5YP25BhqB
"What are you then?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgG80OPpfnz
"Nothing, really."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK1Uw3f0oR
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DAaNJXJrY
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbRQQGECBr
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdLgwhXeik
"Really? What did you do?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvtKTGJ7Oa
"BA in Drama."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMxasbuGTN
"Cool."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9wQ1zf6PX
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y1hoFh5eC
"Come on."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZ7iwn21HS
***471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDGRrrODAH
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AzipbvPxU
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b9VvS6DDt
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r710fx2hs
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rNg4F3EBK
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyxP7V96dZ
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwN9Bj56t8q
He nods, satisfied with my answer.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGSfgWPiVK
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMrggC9RL5
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZsAcng6Xo
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0cxxd8kVB
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvw0qwJrPP
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfcPPpQS9M
"Someone's hungry."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCJ0Qenc2O
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgoeRVEEAY
His smile broadens.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZMKMRgbXF
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB2eZyW2Od
"Um..."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYvRenw9DT
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUgj59jLKZ
"I think I can guess."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Whvrv2d7U
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFrdAHL5sY
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtuHSgxqgt
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtRzDu9W8P
Now.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9OZIz70Sn
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu02UexEPF
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3PCxi5aDk
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSvRa7VwVq
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4DnQUDIl0
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMiSaJbLBd
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstzCKsZcSN
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZs35Rg0Oj
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzmzG0KSDD
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JmA0ByYu1
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxgF05ydoD
"The question is, will you let me?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitbI7BFaXb
Those four words: "will you let me?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcViBcG0oP
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxgpKzUEmy
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIdz8SPAKI
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aEstxT1ks
"Desta?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gdSFAJejj
"Hm?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD1gahmPFR
"Tell me about yourself."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTbV2oGerx
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSOvhxuKwe
"What do you want to know?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD7reprlx0
"Full name?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNQpCam3q1
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYb31OfWcXX
"That's actually really... poetic."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7dzNRy9Kk
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dJWQ72Inf
"So... are you Rastafarian?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn44mE3VHg
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyIk39cV57
"How about your mother?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihxpZf9OJG
He remains silent for a few seconds.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSq8RT8hOI
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexT1CZumJm
"Oh. I'm sorry."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4heR0LnJgD
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLxBv8c7BL
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9owdP1nC3
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKykCAGHDx
"Mason?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh5mExPVXY
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LsCtd40VO
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMO5vydeZk
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPADwk0mPj
"Why?" 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHK6DEZP7r
"Because he's gay."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRsAkxPBgA
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0DiCwS8lH
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15Qa2Eyftc
"Your father sounds amazing."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu06wK1ZO1
"You can meet him."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c6BScdtfr
"What?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5frS5FE1n
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmW9xZDENoH
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7ZNtMUe0l
"I thought you said you liked it out here."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBAmhl5Rbp
"I'd prefer your restaurant."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFYeYusdcn
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxZUIFGA4x
We're sitting outside my house, now.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRrGtoVDvJ
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNnTie8osN
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QGOoIFgV7
"Yes."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVi6YHFDpb
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDU6HCMDp95
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtpDLRRvcP
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXyWhB3lJO
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjr7NEWKgm
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoegH00r3m
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXvz5pXJcP
I'm done.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdO7i1nSbX
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV54eCFttbT
"Don't say anything."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1hrhDb6bp
"I think it's cute."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOnWMjiyst
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaNJYEctdV
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xE9Mg8RuB
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbmOueyBU8
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29NQ4mM6NJ
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1DEDvVqGk
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.471Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13WXSQH3dX
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
