It's been three days since the incident at the store, and all I can think about is that damned boy.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwMqtuOp4R
Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is his damn sexy smirk, or him saying "pleasure" in that voice of his, and I get wet all over again. 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EzRrC3kS4
Honestly, my hand just isn't doing it for me anymore.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpIM8t8vFl
So this morning, when I walked through the doors of "Roz E" (I know the name is ridiculous, we were eighteen and nineteen) I went straight to Roz and told her exactly where I was going. I left her doubling over with laughter, throwing a quick "be right back" over my shoulder.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8aCpaBKxb
Now, I'm standing in Intimate Occasions, a sex toy and lingerie store in Premier Plaza, not ten minutes from my store, cashing kegel balls, anal beads, handcuffs and two Jackrabbits, one of which is a surprise for Rozii's birthday trying to comprehend the fourteen inch dildo that is on sale in the store.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OXlRUmOrx
As I walk back to the shop, l think of what I just saw in that store.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5X7vVVMxr
I saw a fourteen inch dildo.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHWXHiixCi
Do you know what fourteen inches looks like?455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmxho30kDZ
That's longer than a Subway Foot Long.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEbfhJAASu
These are the thoughts that follow me back into the shop.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XTxyINvHg
So I don't notice the very reason why I was at the sex store in the first place, lounging in the waiting area, in front of the cashier.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO7IRqKRwT
He clears his throat, and when I look up, my knees buckle. Kind of like a new born colt. 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhoH8LoN8K
He smirks and says, "Ezinma".455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcoKTbrGcf
My nipples harden, and I can feel the moisture gathering in my underwear.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0R3gRtxZVw
"Your little friend told me that you'd be back from your little... escapade soon."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8IGpJMfsh
I feel my cheeks heating with embarrassment because instantly, I know that Rozii told him where I went.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYFm4UxFy
Damn you, Rozii Taylor Reese.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7fIk19yet
"The truth is... I can't stop thinking about you."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tKM5h5CVS
Wow. So it's not just me then?455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwaRFtAgBs
"No, it's not."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6THdAsBJw
I'm not even embarrassed that I said it out loud.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bzt85HcGG
He chews on his lip while giving me the most intense stare, and then blurts out:455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW32p3zLlLy
"How about dinner?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIekBHnKOZy
"Okay."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesRtw81Xeq
He smiles a smile of victory.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzfOFSU95S
"When do you finish?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kWAHS7vV5
"Five."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAYVFk3Q26
"Okay. I'll pick you up."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEeWqutLrZ
"I have to shower."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw5WykYeLv
"I'll take you home first then."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IMloPuMb5
He gets up to leave before I can say anything to confirm or deny what he just said, but then he turns to me and says, "Trust me, that Jackrabbit won't satisfy you like the real thing."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt4QjSHAIh
Then he leaves me, yet again, in a pool of arousal.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdzmcUcTob
***455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnvB2p7gpq
"Tell me about yourself."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK5sziMP9z
Desta's voice breaks through the daze that I was in. We've spent most of the evening thus far in silence. The most that has been said were his compliments on my house and choice of dress, and my "thank you"s. 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLrZsFFH7c
"What do you want to know?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTRPbmXneg
"Siblings?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjqVgOgD5n
"No."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BnMsxyhzE
"Aunts or uncles?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7bcWfFJVz
"I had one. Uncle Tim. He died."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpxPIQg9VN
He chews his lip, and then, "What are your parents like?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCay25n71dC
I smile.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF1l6GwNpB
"Mummy is strict and pious. She's Catholic. Well, my dad is too. He's just more easy going; sometimes too easy going. He gets taken advantage of a lot. I think they balance each other out; mummy keeps daddy's head out of the clouds, and daddy allows mummy to enjoy life."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QWhIhsUHu
He stays silent for a few seconds.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTwGpXxKG1
"So you're Catholic?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPHkKBGDOx
I laugh. "No." I haven't been to church in years.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXVkf5hNfA
"What are you then?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5au2yTydx
"Nothing, really."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Us2LkrBv
We continue to drive in comfortable silence for a few minutes, and I realise that were going to Port Royal.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshJY52ScIm
"Do you do anything outside of the shop?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9CHiiVjOs
"I did. I'm graduating on October 30 from UWI."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdccEPXz0H7
"Really? What did you do?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vxyApc39I
"BA in Drama."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAS6Y2P3Oy
"Cool."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIDHdIlZa8
We pull up to what I recognize as The Grand Port Royal Hotel, aka Morgan's Harbour. I am absolutely elated, as everything tastes good here.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoIckZckyr
"Come on."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLb4Y868d2
***455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFZVYucrZD
If someone told me that I'd end up at the Red Jack Restaurant in Port Royal, I would've expected it to be more romantic than erotic.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5Pf7XA1cb
Under this man's heated gaze, "erotic" is exactly how it feels as the waiter takes our orders.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV0iLL3Zof
He raises an eyebrow quizzically when I order chicken pasta without the chicken.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE2L9IiaFY
"I don't eat meat," I say, by way of explanation.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lPrc9SHzk
"Oh. I would've taken you somewhere else if I'd known."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOWaM8AlrD
"It's okay. I actually love it here. I always order that. They're used to it."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjuJGu8Ip0
He nods, satisfied with my answer.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4EesQnEVZ
"Tell me, are you the type to say whatever necessary to get them self out of a situation?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQNE2TkUYx
"You mean a bullshitter? Yes. Why?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1k4RbyW4V
He smiles. "You just seem like the type. Because of when your nipples got hard, and you said you were cold; when you were staring at my dick but passed it off as doing your job." I now regret saying that, because I know that he's going to use it against me.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPGICTPkjg
But what could I have done? Said "I want to fuck you"?455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8LxedMvUb
When the food comes, my attention is immediately captured, and my stomach rumbles audibly from across the table. He smirks with a wicked spark in his eyes.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqgZfSXVqT
"Someone's hungry."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49yqF02oy6
"Um. Yes. Well. My appetite grew on my way here."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiAwdjvbB5
His smile broadens.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ678sLeQkU5
"So, your appetite's a grower, huh?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapfRdbnXh0
"Um..."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuUGdwkq1f
"You know what else is a grower, Ezinma?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1bkLkhJus
"I think I can guess."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoM74liCEo
"Seven and a half inches at rest, eight when hard. If you really excite me, it'll go to eight and a half."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNksCGRfc6
I gulp. If I want to not fuck him right now, and injure his newly pierced penis, not to mention get us both arrested, I need to end this conversation.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFLYcB0KTt
"Maybe you'll get it to nine inches."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23x7vfjlsn
Now.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuv8qG5voTu
"Did you know that the average vagina is only three to four inches long, so me wanting an eight inch penis is pointless?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo62uxEwta
He looks at me with shrewd, calculating eyes, and then says:455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCunugJrmBf
"Did you know that the vagina can expand by up to two hundred percent when sufficiently aroused?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF0JXK1fxo
I gulp, and look down, trying to ignore the discomfort of sitting in wet underwear. The truth is, I 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyonLVSU9h
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do know this; I just didn't expect him to.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DzlNGwNjx
He then leans forward and whispers over the table:455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTZoEIP4kM
"I think you knew; you were just bullshitting, as per usual. The truth of the matter though, Ezinma, is that I know I can get you there."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBMV4saYg5
That all sounded like porn, the way he said it; and I know exactly where there is, know exactly what he was talking about in the last seven words.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO71neOpYb
I don't think I'll be able to get up without a wet patch showing in the back of my pants.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6olD681x8
As always, he continues, as if I'm not insanely aroused.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhGRivhEEK
"The question is, will you let me?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7VLpB9iyo
Those four words: "will you let me?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDeYul4gsA
They ring in the back of my head as I explain my control freak issues to Desta, and why I must pay part of the bill, to which he finally concedes.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ubWhAkcq4
They follow me back into the car, and continue to play over in my head on repeat.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0zDXZorSK
Will I let him? But I don't even know him. I have no idea who the hell this boy is.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvagxrSjWuA
"Desta?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXzsiX6A2h
"Hm?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYTRjeQvXb
"Tell me about yourself."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIGJpVviPU
His lips pull up at the corners, not a full on smile, just a little one.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi3UM6TFYi
"What do you want to know?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfWN7977Fy
"Full name?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg26ErYlzfl
"Desta Hasani Simba." He pauses, and then continues to say,"My dad's a Rastafarian. He changed his last name to something that means 'lion' in Swahili."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhK0hQ0IyQ
"That's actually really... poetic."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCCN6phHmZ
He laughs. It's beautiful and musical and full of joy. "I'll tell him you said that."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbblsrkg85a
"So... are you Rastafarian?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLZwNkPXt5
"No. I'm like you." He gives me a side glace and a wink.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72hS6bzT1O
"How about your mother?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzcF7LC0iF
He remains silent for a few seconds.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vebWRY3aB
"I don't know my mum. She ran off, left me with my dad. We have no idea where the hell she is."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPyY1BFMBu
"Oh. I'm sorry."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUV5SqPZew
"It's okay. It's not like I'm missing much, anyway. My father is awesome."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPPcx9L7D7
After a moment, I ask "any siblings?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue5tIaZYJw
He smiles a smile of joy. "Yes. Mason."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDgdPae5Em
"Mason?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuS9JYChZw
He laughs. "He's adopted. He came at the age of twelve, so he kept his name," he replies, understanding my response.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbyjJfI08i
"What happened? Was he orphaned?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODzW2fvA5y
"His parents kicked him out," he says, his knuckles tightening around the wheel of the car.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckNf0t9yXh
"Why?" 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxsLlu1hdm
"Because he's gay."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAdT1VE7xD
Suddenly, I feel my heart aching for this boy. Because despite being teased jokingly by friends, (which I really don't mind) and having others try to "save" me (which is just damn annoying) because of my attraction to women, I never went through anything like that.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0KKyCv2l4
"And imagine, after all of that it's the Rasta Man who takes in the little gay boy. That's one of the many reasons why I love my dad. He's so loving and he just... doesn't judge."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmVdeqNHLY
"Your father sounds amazing."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbFOdwWtVC
"You can meet him."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv1Gsmkeh5
"What?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrWMzws9e9
"Our next date can be at my restaurant. I own it with my dad and my brother."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmVUnBpqmW
"You have a restaurant? Then why did you take me out here?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNslSwpvsL2
"I thought you said you liked it out here."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMhHilkIPo
"I'd prefer your restaurant."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9X7Piky9rl
"It's vegetarian and vegan. I didn't know that you were into that kind of stuff. Plus, I didn't want to scare you off."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuFCJMTouB
We're sitting outside my house, now.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GFndQlaZl
"Okay. When will I get to go to your restaurant?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tHCmpQanT
"I'll pick you up Friday at six. You'll be here, right?"455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnz3h2JA45
"Yes."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBIwP44r0m
"Call me if you need anything," he says, leaning in dangerously close.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDLPT9SabX
"I don't have your number," is my week reply.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioK2dXNowK
"Check your phone when you go inside" are the last words I hear before his lips press to mine. 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IfCCrlnqH
He starts slow, and his movements quicken as our breaths crescendo together. His tongue strokes mine, strokes the onside of my mouth and I can feel my entire body responding to him tongue fucking me. My nipples harden, I feel a brand new flood of moisture going to my underwear, all the blood in my body is trying to converge in that one point. My hands tangle in his locks and I pull, ripping a moan from his chest. 455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzGjfsxLKA
I want to grind him, but were in a car, separated by all this shit, so I end up grinding the centre console to try and get myself off.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURcCYjZGfh
But what does it for me, is when he runs the tip of his tongue up the centre of the roof of my mouth.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FMwdrsWfU
I'm done.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdHXqFcORe
I come so hard, my eyes cross, and when its over, he has a look of amusement on his face.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdiIQn4aJJ
"Don't say anything."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhALVB5oeLx
"I think it's cute."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAZ4sSA4hG
I get myself together, and mutter "right" under my breath.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xSLS1jK1B
"Friday?" He says, as I get out of the car.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq8gE3VOfl
I turn and smile in all my wet-pantied glory. "Yes. And I think you should wash that seat."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhkfs2aNn7
He looks down, grins, and looks back at me with the grin still on his face. "Nah. I'm sentimental."455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokxqbg4P4D
I roll my eyes and go inside. Only when I close the door does he drive off.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPhPdfYqPS
I decide I'll have another shower, after a cup of tea. As I boil the water to make my favorite tea, Twinnings Four Red Fruits, I remember something that Desta said.455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPAoqlT2Mx
I take out my phone, and look in the contacts. Sure enough, his name is there.
