陳凱婷的心死了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh0ZHa70Yr
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準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSeCv6of7h
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老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF70UsPBW2M
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那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviN0hXX95I
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他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCQNSklpXp
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可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zhHWDZnKv
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陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3YsWdimQl
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接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGSfQ4i3B0
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陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhvnpVZZ4h
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdL6mJ6cuy
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZgVVbUeKd
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陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X5OuwT5JL
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更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Og5l3qD4D
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她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eJ35PJqM6
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陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZF2dKyC2i
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始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zv2FAJL4d
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvkDC1ZIlx
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyxZxjUDg3
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只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGRqznb91H
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兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV75cC1Cte
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於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kznhY1xXG
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說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qFTRF0lL9
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朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawzhklya6r
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空氣凝結了那麼數秒。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUqrnSCa7B
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「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNyLXkISvA
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9bUVP8uM2
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusJShgxCtK
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她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQcAtDnIt2
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陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaBLC80YBe
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她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv48m164Ha
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「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB2BKz6Uva
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少年頓了頓，靜了下來。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbar9U8akf
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他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RFXvUYtna
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UKC13bWlL
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpCC5gZS1Y
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朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPt71Xp6Bg
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「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK9zdo77Rk
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他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxh1NWxIa8
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq5bBAiOR7
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBOMDrWZk9
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人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5PGnozIva
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他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwFlDPLpsE
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「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wJQTpxX6i
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陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv3vuV5S2v
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkb0wl91o0
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjgu0Svd5l
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對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwemiuvBdw
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她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBiZbd0VKI
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OFH3DSgHX
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFULZTfl3Za
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她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoZP0WkVw4
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朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEyroklyej
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他沒有資格安慰對方。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoWAHIIQL1
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「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKnxJ5dTVU
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgJqFzYQSc
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUxDvFEufL
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溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06gFLhRAdJ
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她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx8PecDl4y
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「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9ZUWaqLXZ
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QNiQqwY5e
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmm8l8rjWrG
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腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6XyzxHWZy
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這個結局糟糕透了。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeI18WLd3VO
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aGZEj3pQS
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgnZthHoVU
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陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIBggV7bq4
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「我想要一個人靜吓。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2dB10EBgg
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夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkagkH2bVtz
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張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDWoQez12D
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33lcY0qocE
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhbXseTGWC
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iIgTG7ola
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxZD05LJpV
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlVC7pwISi
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYdrsNHn3A
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuavNC01y4d
張靜宜亦不外如是。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXsYrkDBAK
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她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3veoMmwSH
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陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA5m3uRClN
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ch8HAIgru
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2xSICjxbA
173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48pnWy8HhD
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」173Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEiAAAuLqQ
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