陳凱婷的心死了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b1NCC8HNa
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Z8rUc3sd
準確點來說，她的心死於大半年前的平安夜。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7t3iacSwD4
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1hFFPzAow
老實說，她不想再回望當晚發生的事。只是自從她和朱碩謙正式分手後，腦海總會不受控地浮現與少年初遇的那一天。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJmVtuaUH9
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkonR6EbtH
那個黃昏，朱碩謙跌坐在巷子裡，頭髮一縷縷的黏在額上，臉色蒼白，奄奄一息地喘氣。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtwziZX93y
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFd4S5NA0C
他好像被擊中胸膛，一呼一吸間盡顯吃力，並不是甚麼特別帥氣的一面。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UsN33LnBT
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeI4PTeIpD
可青春期的悸動從來不需要理由，亦毫無預兆。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiVloP1P11
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPMqO1VHqK
陳凱婷被他深深吸引住了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lsxuriZD7
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMW9DnPou1
接下來發生的一切都可笑得讓人不忍直視，她亦懶得再提起。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1tqfbRCtE
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0WnIA0Aso
陳凱婷最近經常想起「人生若只如初見」這句話。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SqaiFyBNV
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6MScSNJxg
要是她與朱碩謙的故事永遠停留在巷子便足矣。要是他永遠只像初見般溫柔體貼便好了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B9fg5jMsx
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgOF3BRKil
陳凱婷並不是甚麼記仇的人，但朱碩謙始終是她初戀，是她第一個為之傾心，為之心碎的對象。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcNtb3k4KH
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYLb0oxkjD
更不用說二月所經歷過那短暫的生離死別，這不是一時半刻就能一笑置之的事。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLNLQaJ1hQ
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLNJqgeL6p
她從來沒聽過朱碩謙的解釋，她聽不下去。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGEuJm9l0Z
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGXK38l6lz
陳凱婷寧願抱著朱碩謙沒有愛過自己，只想一心一意把她騙上床的心態看待這件事。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy05557Cxp
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV11MIzCaZ
始終讓自己徹徹底底痛恨一個人，總比藕斷絲連更好過，因為她把不切實際的幻想都切斷了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaqU6fLeAD
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXG2HqbcK9
她曾暗暗希望這段往事能夠等到朱碩謙和她畢業後，悄悄埋藏於學校裡。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Uipl2szk
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7XSPq5DYc
只是，自從封鎖掉對方所有聯絡方法後，陳凱婷知道這一天理論上是他們最後一次見面。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwZGbwDHcj
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywLgtnQj1r
兩人不會再遇上對方了，是真正的分道揚鑣。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumRbZzJiOF
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgyFnMFTsr
於是她現在和朱碩謙面對面站著，兩人心緒一時間混亂得無言以對，相視的眼神訴說著難以言說的感情。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwBhMBG03G
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoyNmgTitD
說完全放下了是假的，可無法回到當初也是真的。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EjpvXMGRT
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZdtLkAVuN
朱碩謙再不是穿著校服，臉色亦不如以往般朝氣勃勃，笑容滿面。相反地，他變得消瘦憔悴，下垂的嘴角如牽掛重重心事。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBzrZXG2U2
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SpR8m03rg
空氣凝結了那麼數秒。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozRIriye4x
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CRPtlvc3k
「對唔住。」朱碩謙想了又想，最後低下頭輕聲道歉。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZMfAV6kJL
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NaDKaxyhS
短短數隻字彷彿甚麼都沒說過，卻又確確實實讓陳凱婷聽出少年濃濃的愧疚感和後悔。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ8kaZClF6
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3fSWAx1sF
她鼻子本能地酸了酸，攥緊拳頭，心臟揪成一團。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekYTVTU1Cw
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO32rr9xJk
陳凱婷好像沒和其他人說過，她後來之所以不斷對朱碩謙拳打腳踢，是因為她仍未放下他。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcrEcG3FHB
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA22z1sQu1
她打得有多大力，代表著她當初有多愛對方。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hf3kiIypu
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjsThnWLqB
「朱碩謙。」陳凱婷說出那個曾讓她心動不已的名字，聲線微微顛動：「有啲嘢唔係講對唔住，就可以當無事。」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyeB9YRmYV
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz7rulXtfo
少年頓了頓，靜了下來。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R5CjDMft8
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK58vemJJh
他對上陳凱婷晦暗不明的目光，心頭一緊。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74isfO7zpP
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR7n4En19n
少女仍像初見那一天般紮起高馬尾，雙目如圓鏡清亮，眼底卻再也不見昔日的憧憬和光芒。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY5n4C4hyE
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLEcZzchVf
朱碩謙重重嘆了一口氣，彷彿下一句話是最強大的詛咒般沉重。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bI1Y4cKDB
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFDnhX09hJ
「其實我有一段時間好愛你。」他凝望面前的少女：「只不過後來我真係控制唔到情緒。當知道你去咗流產嗰陣，我知道你冇做錯決定，但我…我好似癲咗咁。」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOB1IuyKX8
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PJFIenlW2
他是如此痛恨自私自利的自己，竟因一時衝動傷害了最愛的人，然後接二連三地錯下去。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2CvElRPMj
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iEJMg64MC
事實上朱碩謙有想過就這樣了結生命，可這樣一來，不就是逃避責任的表現嗎？171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6sNlzghTY
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmL6BJavxX
人終有一死，可他想在死前向陳凱婷真摯地道歉。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡki5fBEFuzc
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAyzeRhRb1
他也作好了不會獲得原諒的準備。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOkMGtwixb
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpSlYPpBhx
「但…」陳凱婷欲言又止，嗓音變得沙啞。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPqhXtq18u
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmhlxrDQhm
陳凱婷難受極了，由對方口中吐出「愛」字那一刻，心臟便好像被觸到最柔軟的一部分般陷下去。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbigK5Libg
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc02baIlcfz
既然你愛我，那為甚麼你要把我推下深淵呢？為甚麼我好不容易才爬上來的時候，你又再一次把我推下去呢？171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tiMvmccbS
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaWSxVjOGO
對啊。他們都曾經深深愛著對方，只不過那些日子早已一去不返。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5ugpnaekJ
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlwtRWYBlO
她眼睛一眨，淚水瞬間奪眶而出，在臉龐上劃下溫熱的痕跡。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFtNKTaNVt
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxDymSogfe
陳凱婷的聲線染上嗚咽：「你知道我哋返唔到轉頭㗎可？」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL3xgwl2ho
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb0WOujMNb
她倏然低下頭擦去眼淚，哀傷如潮水一下子席捲心頭。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LLGgUjJhM
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC28Q28bbAA
朱碩謙下意識欲伸手撫上少女的頭，可手那刻凝滯半空，握成虛拳，最後收回身旁。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h8HMaCvIX
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGUU9yYBl2
他沒有資格安慰對方。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwfNj54hMy
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLkOM1Jczs
「我知道。」朱碩謙喉嚨乾澀，艱難地接受殘酷的現實。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXn8fTRGDU
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lx5AIj1yp
即使用膠帶重新拼湊撕破了的紙張，那條裂痕也不會消失。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbZnug5c9P
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQEl8YYixx
溫熱的淚水流進她嘴裡，又酸又苦。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQ6V5QMhM6
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcHwNZsV0H
她再也消受不起這樣的刺激了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgmdVns3So
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Zevvvixl
「出到去，記得唔好再利用人哋對你嘅愛，傷害返佢哋。」陳凱婷眼眸紅紅的，她僵硬地牽起一個笑容：「我哋就咁先啦。」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lGN6p5WN5
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nOERWxfzR
她沒有給予朱碩謙回應的空間，轉過身子便捂著臉跑開。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lfD5DrG1s
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFubWmst2v
腳步磕磕絆絆的像是在逃離現實。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4KiPZWPNb
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsyKzdP84D
這個結局糟糕透了。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCivSoA2goI
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMSAuDpokx
「凱婷…」躲在後方的張靜宜擔憂地發聲探問，伸出手想要握住對方。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILdujQ7zLI
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWcq62NTiL
陳凱婷輕輕推開對方，繼續獨自跑開。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFBGOyKAz9
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcBHAYZhsB
「我想要一個人靜吓。」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbmg0BRwJc
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLpLViBDY5
夏天確實熱烈如常，可她的心也死得透涼。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0KZkmurOI
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWnJft6akV
張靜宜探出頭凝視朱碩謙失聲痛哭的模樣，少年兩側拳頭捏得發白，落寞的身影明朗不再。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ1qf58rN3
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG2t4g02Ui
他好像真的切切實實地愛過陳凱婷。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ769aMqXOWj
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejL1nBDfip
但為甚麼後來又一手摧毀了這段關係呢？171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmajlWgvdhS
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlez71Uv4a
人類是很矛盾的動物，上一秒明明還信心十足，下一秒便會因一丁點兒的跡象而陷入迷茫。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D7kGVU5NM
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYfrUxnFkO
張靜宜亦不外如是。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOFbCkLB3f
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxguV4hOkZu
她不禁回過頭仰望身後的陳曉智：「如果你一開始就知道個結局會係咁嘅話，你仲會唔會開始段感情？」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANDjm5HVtW
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdRyscfdZL
陽光傾斜到他們這邊，少年的頭髮被吹得凌亂，散漫地扒在欄杆上的模樣就像隻慵懶的貓。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqQMpKoqxt
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8z7sZ9Ahc
「我哋唔係先知，唔會一開始就知道個結局係點。」陳曉智的語氣很平靜，深啡色的瞳眸一瞬不瞬地盯著少女。171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWOLzvB6hi
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwbTQF1sNX
「但如果你連開始嘅勇氣都冇，咁你都注定唔會有結局。」171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oAC32NhiY
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHgJ9LHVww
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9kGTBgYg9
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