張靜宜站在家門前，拿着鑰匙的手停滯半空。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRWkBu0lDH
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從學校乘搭巴士回家的路程只需二十分鐘，而張靜宜平日當值後會準時六時半便出現在客廳中。然而她今天的腳步格外沉重，晚了十五分鐘才走到家門外。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW18mfOIx00
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我遲到了。媽媽肯定會質問我。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanvVhE1YCM
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張靜宜嘆了一口氣，對接下來將會發生的一切萬分抗拒。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoJwnj1fcU
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人們總說家是避風港，能安撫疲憊心靈。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWCX6oqCUi
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對張靜宜而言，門後那單位卻是煙霧瀰漫的戰場，無刻都要提心吊膽地生活，稍有不慎便會一命嗚呼。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoYn0suasb
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「點解你可以遲到？」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFtQTJ1pUR
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門突然被打開，張太一手抵著門邊，丹鳳眼居高臨下地對張靜宜上下打量。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvZ7VZoQq0
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「連準時都做唔到嘅人注定唔會成功。」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrnNLWSqCr
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張靜宜的媽媽是一名大律師。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBOC4oCL1f
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作為一個成功人士，她對管教女兒方面自然毫不手軟。張靜宜之所以能得到傲人的成績，除了因為當時想變得像鍾文傑般優秀，更因為張太的無情鞭策。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7afCQrJIl
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張靜宜肩膀無力地垂下來，萬分不願去回應母親的數落。她雙眼略略掃過七百呎的單位，父親已經安坐於飯桌旁，手中卷著報紙，對女兒的到來不聞不問。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocCWx5VfoO
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客廳內鴉雀無聲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZf2QBt86E
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「人哋同你講嘢你要應。」張太站在張靜宜背後。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldBqC1Gn2V
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張靜宜緩緩轉過身，一眼便看見母親那梳得一絲不苟的髮髻，尖削下巴勾勒出端正五官，久居上位者的凌人氣勢絲毫不減。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNIGiigjG4
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「知道。」一切無聲抗議在絕對權力前蕩然無存。她竭盡全力牽起僵硬的微笑。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASkdt9o3s5
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張靜宜連忙關上房門，小小臥室中刷上淡黃油漆，書櫃上整齊地放著她最喜愛的文學經典。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwgHJDolg3
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專屬自己的空間看似舒適無比，她卻坐立不安。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekBvgyrv2f
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書桌上放了一張就讀小六時與鍾文傑的合照，那是鍾文傑拿到第一名而張靜宜屈居第二的一刻。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp98J3jyU7u
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當時她雙眼發光，只顧著凝視站在旁邊的他。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC2qKWRtQW
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真諷刺。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSb7vTugkM
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相框一下子被反轉，昔日的憧憬已化為泡影。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohJa5HKLvj
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「邊個俾你閂門？」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfFEdTSWvQ
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「對唔住。」所剩無幾的私人空間最終被強行奪走，張靜宜不敢對上門外那雙眼，唯有低著頭坐到飯桌旁。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlxwT3bGNr
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每天的晚餐流程都一成不變，先由張太追問學業進度起，到累得匆匆吃完飯去洗澡為止。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QuDmWuT18
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浴室裏亮起燈，蓬蓬頭的暖水飛到張靜宜臉上，沿著眼角滑下去，在白瓷磚上濺起水花。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbvTg83Jua
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從小到大，張靜宜一直缺乏號啕大哭的勇氣。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jJdPIJJlQ
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每一次禁不住眼淚時，母親便會變本加厲地苛責她：只有弱者才會哭，強者需要做到喜怒不形於色。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHhfhFvLJQ
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正因如此，她對鍾文傑的心意隱晦而朦朧。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRauxmNkzbT
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她只需要悄悄地靠近對方，默默艱耘，成為配得上他的人。只要成績上能與他一起擠進全級頭三名，她便心滿意足。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkAhRDHTZx
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也許一切還未被畫上句號。張靜宜突發奇想，偷偷拿走電話溜進浴室。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv4162sWpI
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這場長達十年的戰爭怎麼能就這樣結束？也許她能改寫結局。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan1onElkl3
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一切由改變自己開始。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXxo444JC9
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只要她明白鍾文傑的世界。只要她理解鍾文傑的心態。只要她…281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAzovkVQsH
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「如何模仿性行為」張靜宜對自慰一事毫無概念，只能笨拙地將難以啟齒的內容交給偉大的搜尋引擎處理。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnk2tZDKPNA
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兒童心理學…模仿電影性行為…模仿成人… 所期望的答案無影無蹤，看來得靠自己了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR8N6n1WRk
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衣服一件件被剝下，露出蒼白身軀，贅肉沒精打采地圍繞腰間，雙腿下爬著若隱若現的青蛇。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLiUNqXqDh
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那並不是吸引人的身材。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfr70DHL8n
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張靜宜終於發現自己和泳淇的差距。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2g6xmv3t0
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一片片泡沫被沖刷到地上，張靜宜蹲下來，兩眼望著去水位上的小旋渦緩緩轉動。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEYj8LeMqd
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她帶著背水一戰的覺悟，按著記憶模仿起鍾文傑。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHIEkdupLR
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指尖小心翼翼地撫上胸前那點紅，卻毫無變化。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJL5CdykDh
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那為甚麼當時他們看起來那麼享受？281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvApU27BqNo
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張靜宜不禁焦躁起來，使勁地搓揉著乳尖。然而五感彷彿被阻塞了般，身體依舊麻木不已。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR72VBeusf2
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微微顫抖的手指開始在下體摸索著，毫無預兆地刺進那乾澀甬道，最終跨越那道防線。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglzivc7Le4
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相關知識始終仍停留在理論上，加上張靜宜周遭的環境因素，她根本對性事一無所知。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNdSrICZ3x
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緊緻的軟肉似乎萬分抗拒異物的入侵，張靜宜只能艱難地把半根食指伸進去。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiV7ucwVHG
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「嘶—」281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdtnGPkWVI
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強烈的不適感使張靜宜霎眼間便把手指抽出來，皮肉撕裂時痛得她倒吸一口涼氣。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UPRQoEggK
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耳邊水聲嘩啦嘩啦地冷嘲熱諷著，淋熄了最後一絲希望。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsoj80GK4B
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也許像她一樣畏首畏尾的人不值得擁有快樂，也許這些年的奮鬥只是一個人的自我感動，亦是可悲的獨角戲。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rvzD7cnK0
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她擦乾身體，換上睡衣，和家人道晚安。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsDktcLM2z
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一切動作如此平平無奇，今天卻暗藏著濃濃的不自在和逃避感。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ80OAYrwV
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頭上那盞燈被關掉，張靜宜眼睜睜地看著天花板，鼻子忽然酸溜溜的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtKEitGWFZ
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她的真心被徹底捏死了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxLfV8dgya
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