"So, he made you come by kissing you?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0U42uRCfb
I sigh. "Yes, Rozii, he did."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrLsdLGt7q
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I close my eyes, and then re-open them. "What?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkg616InJz
"Babez," she purrs, "nobody eva getyuh like dat before. Last time I checked, it's almost impossible to make you come. And this boy hasn't even touched you. You like him," she concludes.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyyhYmJmfG
"Fuck you," I reply.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYior7IXu3O
"Hey. Just telling you the truth."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh48sr5cBD
I look at my wristwatch and sigh. It's five minutes past five.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj4pF5iypN
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"Where you going?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ2wJBiiYU
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She chortles to herself, then turns to me and says, "When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed."*505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFom2HOL6w
I chuckle to myself. "He just pierced his dick, Roz. He has at least three weeks left." I cry internally at this. Three weeks. Three more weeks of a sexually frustrated hell.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkgUxEM6O3
"Oh, and E?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUyg0nMJOu
"Yeah?" I ask while gathering my things. I notice that wicked glint in her eyes again. Shit.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8wZDTb7sk
"Whenever you do have sex with Desta... remember not to use Nair."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKICk8nMcby
"Fuck off, and goodbye."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaW8WJ0AYM
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I changed probably five times before being satisfied with what I was wearing.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvSgfSua30
First, I chose a mint green evening gown that my grandmother sewed for me when I was eighteen, but then I realized that it was just dinner, not graduation ball. Then I tried on a black dress that I got from Forever 21 the one and only time I went to England, and decided that it was more appropriate for Quad* than dinner with a boy.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1cB2q00OV
I finally decided on a white dress with a round skirt and deep but narrow cut with a wire in the outer sides of the cups, to prevent a Janet Jackson incident from occurring. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnv8CNZ0Zr
I'm currently sitting beside Desta in his black 2015 Toyota Corolla LE Premium, the same car Rozii has, but in turquoise. He already complemented me on my dress, and after thanking him, I complemented him on his "HIM" T-shirt. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQrnjpG8l7
"I love HIM. My favourite's 'In Joy and Sorrow'."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBhPvqTB1r
"Oh, up until recently, mine's been 'Join Me in Death'."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXnGzHfDKY
"What's it now?" I asked.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH7paHX4Nk
He chewed his lip, and then said, "'Right Here in My Arms'."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4YNX4u792
Since the exchange of these words almost five minutes ago, we've been sitting in silence.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNiADQ42aX
I take a moment to admire his face. He's beautiful. His lips are plump, and he has the most defined Cupid's bow, almost like Rihanna. His cheekbones are so sharp, his eyes seem to shine, illuminating the darkness, and yet, he has a rugged, dangerous finish to him.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Gtjz1F95
"Do you have any friends, Desta?" 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zgQvasd5i
He chews his lip. It's something he does whenever he's nervous or unsure.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9fHVMvrk5
Instead of answering me, he says, "Tell me about your little friend."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdlmtBl720
"Rozii?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF6OdbjvzI
"Yes. How did your friendship start? Because you too don't seem anything alike."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpj3a4Cgnn
Memories of Rozii bringing up events from high school at the shop yesterday come back to me. I decide to bite the bullet.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSJJFsRv1E
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He smiles. "I'll try," he says. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljlyb4FJYl
I sigh. "When I was fifteen, I had a beach party to go to, and I wanted to look sexy. I had never used Nair before, and I didn't know that it would leave me smelling like a freshly passed dog turd."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ1djLnV4o
My story is interrupted by his laughter.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo9lk9AVrF
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"You said you wouldn't laugh."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxHJ9NEx8G
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"Sorry," he says, trying to stifle his giggles.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTd3uWzZiF
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I roll my eyes and continue with my story.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP4WVXzBZK
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"Anyway, I used the original Nair, you know, the one that isn't made to smell like flowers or grapes, the extra stink one—"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnrZhqQDx2
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He stiffens beside me, trying not to laugh, but I continue.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6hJJTByYc
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"— and I did it on a whim — right before school."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmiTjzbIjD
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This time he laughs, but tries to cover it up with a cough. I roll my eyes, and continue. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF0SQopikW
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"When I went to school that day... everyone judged me. Could see it on their faces."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunQ07M7zSC
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"So how does Rozii come in to this?" he asks.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSfAzjJv1m
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"Most of my peers judged me in silence... but Rozii? She isn't one to keep shit to herself. She was in my chem class, and we didn't know each other very well back then, but we had a lab that day, and we were paired together for the experiment. Upon smelling me, she immediately committed: "Bloodclaat, my girl! A wah do yuh mek yuh haffi 'tink up di place suh?'"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTJ1LMjPvI
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He must've reached his breaking point in terms of keeping shit in, because upon hearing this, he burst out laughing. I start to chuckle, too.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPDx3R99wC
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"I admired her rawness, her honesty with her feelings; we've been best friends ever since."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNHHEB8tP3
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The car is silent, and remains this way for at least a minute. I begin to wonder if he's judging me, just like my former classmates, when he breaks the silence.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFVJtjkDuB
" I don't have any friends. Just my brother. In school... I was always too black to be with anyone. My brother and I... We're both outcasts. And we don't pick what we are, ya know? I guess that's part of the reason why were so close."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0uXas68iL
I am floored by his confession. I didn't know what to say. Just like with his brother, I have no idea what this feels like, because being light skinned in Jamaica exempts me from racism. Hell, the worse I would experience would be some people telling me not to be with someone like Desta, because my children would have dark skin and bad hair. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyP7wCP1YW
Bad hair. I hate that term.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8M4720Mn0
"Desta..."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkJbVXFYZB
"It's fine. I don't need friends."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6vaZPEV0N
"Bullshit. Everyone needs friends."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZj1FvCPIx
"Ezinma. Don't argue with me on this," he says in a dangerous, warning voice.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmpmnJv6Wc
"Rozii can be your friend."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrIaek6XiA
"I don't need Rozii. I have you."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEv9mYTC7w7
My panties soak through instantly, but I refuse to let that sidetrack me.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWBJ09TqDZ
"I'm not enough."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh8SB1k0um
"Never say that!"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D5UsIike1
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He pulls the car over, on the side of the road, and puts it in park.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWisNuUgjvf
"Desta—"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBSn5mFzZS
"Shut up."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPtITfWEm2
This harsh command only serves to turn me on more.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmwqqjgVvM
Hetakes off his seatbelt and turns to me. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrloQ7haSOk
"I'm going to make you come. You good with that?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2H5vtpwPR
I stare at him, wide eyed and creaming.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwzxOGRc16
"Answer me."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9JMsCnlfS
"Y-yes, Desta."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kwKo4IqVE
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Yes, sir." I bite my lip at how hot that sounds.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ksl62M1eu
He pulls up the adjustable headrest a little bit from out of the seat.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTOxzIYhv5
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I do.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KtTOySPFT
He produces a couple of motherfucking cable ties, and I look at him quizzically.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoHelgzBlK
"We use the cable ties to bind the electric chords in the kitchen together, so that we don't trip." Translation: I'm not a serial rapist and killer.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cWOXORzQk
Inod, and he binds me to the chair. He then strips off my panties, and smiles when the scent of my arousal hits the air. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LPv35s7hK
"Naughty, naughty, Ezinma."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ139ff4nZWd
He spreads my legs as wide as they will go, and then slaps my pussy; I yelp like a wounded dog.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwJno6w216
That's actually a song and dance in Jamaica — "Wounded Dog", I mean. Jamaicans make songs out of the strangest things. Like "Scooby-Doo" and "Raging Bull".505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3ygs4tUvO
Why am I thinking about this now?505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODKnoa4Wtb
He goes over the centre console and settles between my legs.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTZhFf9lrf
You know that stigma about Jamaican men — that they don't give head?505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fdTJ7lKYJ
It's a bloody lie.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPzswPBBwr
He spreads my lips open, and gives me one clean lick from the entrance of my hole to the tip of my throbbing, swollen clit.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopIC9HPFvN
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I let out a strangled moan-shout, and he sees it for what it is — that I'm already so close to coming.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn12Ic3OoXb
"Don't come."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEnFerOozO
"Nooo. Please," I bed him.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uNxyq3hF8
He pauses to look at me.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6vklFb3AQ
"Please what?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwXF2qPIIe
"Please, sir, please!"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbNlXtDiBh
"No." He sucks on my clit, then looks up. I'm shaking with the effort it takes to not come.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIYxcnjeWH
"Why do you think you're not enough, Ezinma?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw0BP8slik
Seriously?505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvbNsL8aNS
"That's not what I meant."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5GSRsvvQ6
"Then what did you mean?"505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGe1MHZMsI
Before I can answer, his mouth is back on my pussy. I let out a sigh-moan. Then, I remember that I'm still not allowed to come. I want to scream in frustration. Instead, I pull on my restraints.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8sQOotTIF
"Y-you n-n-n-e-eed mo-aaah!-ore thannnn yo-oorrrrrre b-bbb-bro-th-er annnd IIIIII aaasssss frrrienndsssaaaaa."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJixBcLuUw5
Satisfied with my response, he says the one thing that I'm dying to hear.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjKbs6SLrH
"Come for me."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RMPoouQcd
One more suck, and I'm a goner.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3xcY4x9OB
Do you know what it feels like? The best climax of your pitiful existence? The one that eclipses all others, and in that moment is one of both elation and melancholy, because you know that you will, for the rest of your life, chase a climax like that one, and probably never get it?505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIfjQBICZB
Well, this is it.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1EloO3tFY
I can't even hear my own scream; I just feel it breaking free from my throat, and it's so loud it hurts.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLo2p0ueri
Afterwords, I'm vaguely aware of him freeing me with his teeth. He kisses me, and I taste myself on his lips.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfyo057ulO
"You are enough. At least, for now."505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfqKiP9X5s
"Okay," I agree easily. I don't want to fight. After that orgasm, I don't think I have it in me anyway. 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYXC9pDaTs
He rebuckles his seatbelt, and I do the same. After shifting gears, he pulls off the side of the road.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasLYeqzq2T
I haven't missed that he put my panties in his pocket.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY5yFQBx6I
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AN: These are translations for some stuff from earlier.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqj3MJ6tDV
*When yuh dugu-dugu him, try nuh breed.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2susWeShdJ
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- When you do have sex with him, you'd better not get pregnant.505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGvtKaiZed
*The Quad, aka Quad505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIzeB5ZNqa
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And yes, I do know of someone who creamed her pussy hair. (DWFL)
