「你自己唔試下,無人幫得到你,因為你都唔願意踏出第一步。」呀楊每講一句,就好似支針咁,吉落個心度。385Please respect copyright.PENANARLXWYuoMCR
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針同刀唔一樣,痛楚係有分別。刀嘅嘢一嘢捅入去,好深好痛,甚至可以即時死亡;但係針唔一樣,好淺咁慢慢吉入去,唔算好痛,少少痛楚咁,但你實死唔去,吊住你條命咁。385Please respect copyright.PENANAYsUrLZW5aD
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「你一直停留係以前,有咩用姐?我哋返唔到去架啦!我哋只可以一路向前行。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAxa26DMF8lg
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「我之前唔講,係因為我知道你需要時間走出嚟,等你慢慢好返,但依家我唔係咁認為。」385Please respect copyright.PENANATruFJnguE3
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呀楊又飲咗一啖酒,望實我,眼神係同我講,『無自己諗啦』咁嘅意思。385Please respect copyright.PENANAz2KYPtD31i
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我無出聲,只係係度飲悶酒。385Please respect copyright.PENANAaTYrGglUzK
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以前嘅我唔識得飲酒,覺得飲酒唔好,仲要唔識飲酒。385Please respect copyright.PENANAxhvazOjmT7
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但呢幾年,我慢慢學識得飲,而且越飲越多,每次都wing住咁返去。385Please respect copyright.PENANAIPP28SgBpX
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唔係呢啲係咪成長必經階段……男人識得飲酒,就係成長嘅開始。385Please respect copyright.PENANAu9eE8Df60s
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唔識飲酒或者唔飲酒,證明自己真係毒。385Please respect copyright.PENANAJdcgab0s9F
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人無可能一直停留係同一個位置,同一個階段,我哋總會改變。385Please respect copyright.PENANA9slnCdytZt
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原來依家回頭望一望,自己真係改變咗好多,心智都成熟咗,但對感情,我始終如一。385Please respect copyright.PENANAH0i2aKHGAg
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因為我走唔出嗰一步。我有膽改變自己,去試唔同嘅嘢。385Please respect copyright.PENANAsJQQNS2Rmo
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但我就係無膽去面對感情,原來我對感情嘅處理,都係同以前一模一樣。385Please respect copyright.PENANAAlicR9L0kJ
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呢方面我係無變到,都係咁懦弱。385Please respect copyright.PENANAEIK8XNfLFn
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可能係自己性格嘅關係啦,見住自己身邊嘅朋友不停咁換畫,換男/女朋友好似食生菜咁。385Please respect copyright.PENANAvfKio1oYQi
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呢啲對佢哋嚟講駕輕就熟,完全唔會好似我咁無膽,有時我都好羨慕佢哋可以咁開放,同埋直接表達自己嘅感情。385Please respect copyright.PENANA4zN6f14uva
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反而自己嘅感情卻一路原地踏步,無進步過……385Please respect copyright.PENANAVqR43r7a03
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伴隨著呢種尷尬嘅笑聲,我同Amy嘅關係就好似落定咗咁。385Please respect copyright.PENANApXcjSDuW7p
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但我好唔適應,就算返嚟香港之後,我都唔知應該點做……385Please respect copyright.PENANA1lfuVz5tRf
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但Amy佢都好主動咁搵我,約我出去,食下嘢,行下街咁。385Please respect copyright.PENANAwYDSErsdue
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我哋就好似同其他情侶咁,無咩分別,但我哋從來都無話一齊,姐係無正式嘅表白都無。385Please respect copyright.PENANAjEfbYFplEa
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但行動上,算係情侶掛?我都唔知,我都好迷惘。385Please respect copyright.PENANATzw409bKgd
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我都唔想咁仆街,明明唔係話好鐘意,但又同呢個女仔發展。385Please respect copyright.PENANATOe8FDWiNr
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我想逼自己試下出去第一步。385Please respect copyright.PENANA8J9DxQSPTI
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「我哋……係咪情侶呀?」Amy係旺角呢個人多擠逼嘅地方,拖住手問我。385Please respect copyright.PENANAtYYU7IE5Pd
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一時之間我都唔知點答先好……385Please respect copyright.PENANAQI5QCa4obL
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其實沿路上我哋都有講有笑,但唔知點解Amy會忽然間問呢條問題。385Please respect copyright.PENANAXC0QpL3fd0
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「哎…係掛。」我敷衍地道,因為我都唔知自己想點。385Please respect copyright.PENANAu8V5pHylI2
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Amy聽到之後,神情極之落魄,我見到佢呢個表情,就好似嗰時同Kitty咁,會忍唔住心軟。385Please respect copyright.PENANA1TODXS1CrU
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認真啲睇,佢同Kitty都有些少相似。385Please respect copyright.PENANAAdxmeehAgu
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係我哋行緊嘅時候。385Please respect copyright.PENANApFN0L1t96E
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迎面好快咁行過一個熟悉嘅身形。385Please respect copyright.PENANA3dfyGAWpjZ
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經過我嘅時候,有一股熟悉嘅香氣……385Please respect copyright.PENANAZNJ4K5oTCz
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我回頭望一望,只見嗰個女仔低頭玩緊手機,好快就係人叢中穿穿插插離去了。385Please respect copyright.PENANAmVlKuInTJa
「做咩呀?」Amy捉緊我隻手問。385Please respect copyright.PENANA0xcse83Ixg
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我笑了笑,「無呀,我好似見到個熟悉嘅嘢。」385Please respect copyright.PENANAYv02dBvWPd
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「係呀?」Amy低頭不語。385Please respect copyright.PENANAxEXcVE8dNB
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然後佢輕輕放開我隻手,然後同我講,佢夠鐘意返屋企啦。385Please respect copyright.PENANA5PR0bQ4LYw
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我見佢好勉強咁牽起嘴角。385Please respect copyright.PENANA3Hlr92Xudx
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之前嘅我,傷害咗一個的鐘意嘅女仔;如今,我傷害咗一個我根本稱唔上鐘意嘅女仔。385Please respect copyright.PENANAHcNpDEOa6b
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今次嘅感覺無上次咁強烈,只帶點淡淡嘅悲傷。385Please respect copyright.PENANAfZBaDj6aVY
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「咁早就返屋企?」我望一望手機上面嘅時間,只不過係8點鐘左右。385Please respect copyright.PENANAU8bunQP8Oe
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之前我哋都會行到好耐先返去。385Please respect copyright.PENANAjbSYvpWpxB
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「其實你心入面早就住咗一個人。」Amy眼神裡沒有一絲猶豫。385Please respect copyright.PENANAdtvpayBg7J
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「我唔會怪你……其實我都感覺到架啦,只不過係我太鐘意你,所以先咁主動。」385Please respect copyright.PENANA4BNZcizpxi
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唔知點解,我無留住Amy嘅衝動。385Please respect copyright.PENANAu4LdTxFp7M
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我知Amy係好女仔,我都好慶幸我無遇到啲極品港女。與其話遇唔到,倒不如話我無可能同到嗰啲人做朋友,佢哋都唔會睇得上我啦。385Please respect copyright.PENANAJg8hjfthkl
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我知道之後都未必遇到好似佢咁好嘅女仔,但我寧缺,都唔想濫。385Please respect copyright.PENANAosMy3mksBJ
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我有自己嘅堅持,堅持等到「對」嘅人。385Please respect copyright.PENANAJC3Y3PJZpa
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我無咩都講,就咁望住Amy係呢個人山人海嘅旺角消失。385Please respect copyright.PENANAIUqfeL5AHH
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我哋之後都無再聯絡。385Please respect copyright.PENANAzgODfQqiw8
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我都好多謝Amy,係佢令我知道真正嘅答案。385Please respect copyright.PENANAZNX4VewjEp