我好早就起咗身,我望一望個時間,只不過係早上8點左右。379Please respect copyright.PENANApbMCqn9SdF
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對於一個無返學嘅人嚟講,8點鐘起身真係奇蹟,平時無12點都唔好叫我起身。379Please respect copyright.PENANANMDPxMs6yo
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如果係平時返學嘅話,應該係遲咗到架啦。379Please respect copyright.PENANA24silOGvtf
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之前我8點鐘醒嘅話,我會即刻瞓返。但係依家我完全醒咗,好精神。379Please respect copyright.PENANAIzkvVS0HJd
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我望住部手機,Kitty嘅icon係同一個女仔嘅合照,相片入面嘅佢,依舊清純,笑容都係咁清新甜美。379Please respect copyright.PENANAJOXBxHn58Z
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好似一切都好熟悉咁,但我哋好似靜止咗咁,郁都無郁過。379Please respect copyright.PENANAlDZRBMsHIL
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我將對話拉返上去,唔洗好多,只係小小咋。379Please respect copyright.PENANAp5scXs7Tuh
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明明之前大家仲有講有笑,仲sd個得意嘅表情符號,氣氛都幾好呀,幾甜下。379Please respect copyright.PENANAQptD46wglO
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下一個回覆,已經係『唔好嬲啦。』379Please respect copyright.PENANA1WAwjUBKvE
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再下一個回覆,就係『聽日加油』379Please respect copyright.PENANAIGMtnHbv6v
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好諷刺。379Please respect copyright.PENANABaMocUuBcC
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我笑咗……379Please respect copyright.PENANAFzfiwGlfMn
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我連吞一啖口水都覺得苦……呼吸亦都好唔暢順,個心好似戚戚然咁,好辛苦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAbdur954pGu
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呢種痛…我第一次感受,但係痛到我唔想再試多次。379Please respect copyright.PENANAC2rHij5vlh
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我笑,係因為我心入面好苦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAuzU80jNhBS
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我唔明點解可以咁,對話內容嘅我哋,明明都仲係好開心,點解下一個回覆就變成咁?379Please respect copyright.PENANAa5TY3ddOTh
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我好想喊,好多嘢屈咗係個心入面。379Please respect copyright.PENANAyrse2x9mFQ
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但係我喊唔出…我無辦法令淚水流出嚟。379Please respect copyright.PENANApBAsogO0qv
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我知道好痛…卻流唔出半滴眼淚。379Please respect copyright.PENANAV6lKKXIj4t
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我已經完全無曬心機去考試,可能你會話咁on9架,考緊試嘅時候就唔好諗埋啲兒女私情啦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAEjD9VMuEWr
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係男人嘅就生生情情,考好啲佢,咪撚係度叫春。379Please respect copyright.PENANA2zPyVu1Sj2
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呢個係我係連登開post得出嚟嘅結論……379Please respect copyright.PENANATSCfwh6Hw3
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係架…我真係咁on9,理性係同我講緊要我準備好心情去考試,考返好個成績俾Kitty睇,一齊入u。379Please respect copyright.PENANAgaU1bixWkG
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但人係感性嘅動物,心情一低落真係做咩都提唔起勁,我就係一個咁嘅人,無動力就唔想做。379Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ti4hRR6Ls
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如果唔係我都唔會懶足咁多年啦係咪?379Please respect copyright.PENANAIeTqZnmKW0
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但我知道,我始終都要提起精神,但當下真係做唔到──我需要時間。379Please respect copyright.PENANAKc9NitDdjN
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係中午嘅時候,去洗個面,刷個牙,飲罐咖啡提下神。379Please respect copyright.PENANAnNXQXSLwMQ
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唔知係咪呢幾個鐘有諗通下,轉一轉個心態又好返啲。379Please respect copyright.PENANAPW092apcpr
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當下真係好唔開心,但慢慢諗正面啲,啲動力就慢慢返緊嚟。379Please respect copyright.PENANA9YNXhm24Hy
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我都抖擻一下精神,好有衝勁咁出門口。379Please respect copyright.PENANAY9AG51INt3
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但去到考場,見到好多著便服嘅學生,嗰一股緊張感,又再返過嚟。379Please respect copyright.PENANAeQiyW2upeu
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呢個緊張感持續到我考完oral。379Please respect copyright.PENANAcSgIssPeTb
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我出到嚟,覺得自己不過不失咁啦,有嗲過幾句,但又無係咁搶嘢講,都覺得自己有講到重點。379Please respect copyright.PENANAZjkqsa8n3B
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一出到嚟,覺得自己考得唔差呀,心中有啲放鬆嘅感覺…同有啲開心。379Please respect copyright.PENANAPpXYzx8miA
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呢一刻…我掛住Kitty,我想同佢分享此刻嘅感受。379Please respect copyright.PENANATYO1eBMOZt
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我拎起手機check下佢last on係幾時,再考慮下搵唔搵佢好……379Please respect copyright.PENANAznqDlyTwVw
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一打開Kitty嘅chat room,見到Kitty係度『輸入中…』!379Please respect copyright.PENANAIYS2qsDXcU
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然後Kitty忽然間停住咗,我諗一定係佢見到我上線中,所以嚇親佢啦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAyP4rPObm29
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我即刻熄whatsapp,等佢唔好咁緊張先!379Please respect copyright.PENANAZt32bJfXEP
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然後我係度等,滿心歡喜地等Kitty諗住同我講咩。379Please respect copyright.PENANApFOZr9ptYi
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我將手機收入褲裝入面,好瀟灑咁走係回家路上。379Please respect copyright.PENANAaZZtC9rufN
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我心裡強忍住想拎手機出嚟衝動,然後一邊諗Kitty究竟諗住同我講咩。379Please respect copyright.PENANAc150ShVnXR
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我瞬間諗咗好多版本,但多數都係鳩的。379Please respect copyright.PENANACNCUJWsFtu
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我一直期待手機嘅震動,點知久久都未見有。379Please respect copyright.PENANAoBXd0tPEBg
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心諗:係咪頭先震咗,行緊路嘅時候唔覺呢?379Please respect copyright.PENANAwmJRx1P2AG
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可惜……我拎部手機出嚟,發現係咩都無。379Please respect copyright.PENANAYZbaRnTvIP
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我打開whatsapp, Kitty早係嗰個時候off咗,姐係我白等。379Please respect copyright.PENANAW6J2tE4Vf9
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Whatsapp女仔,係一場攻防線,互相猜測人哋諗咩,換言之,姐係捉心理。379Please respect copyright.PENANANN6Kt4E2mf
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由MSN年代,我哋已經做緊呢樣嘢,係status上面,估人哋諗緊咩。379Please respect copyright.PENANAKMW0B0PMAN
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呢一個動作,只不過延伸落嚟whatsapp姐。379Please respect copyright.PENANAJhcalZ8fb9
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以前有忙碌中,你會諗人哋忙緊呀之類…379Please respect copyright.PENANAdEnxkabBl0
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依家whatsapp都相類似,但係打開嘅次數多咗。379Please respect copyright.PENANArWzG9HZII9
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自從嗰一次之後,我都有間唔中睇下Kitty whatsapp,但係都無理到我。379Please respect copyright.PENANAg2LRAFSoae
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直至我考完成個DSE……379Please respect copyright.PENANAQdd0dVbfAn
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DSE好快就過,中間都無咩時間俾我諗起Kitty,無時間俾到係度叫春,因為自己嘅將來更加重要。379Please respect copyright.PENANAGzF9rN83y7
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呢段期間,我有時間休息嘅話,會上網睇下啲故事,或者係港女語錄。379Please respect copyright.PENANAN65MaeAnW4
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對於仲係愛情新手嘅我,覺得入面有啲嘢講得幾啱。379Please respect copyright.PENANAtFswXAUU8z
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之前Kitty係我全世界,但依家...我會識得為自己諗,我會開始為自己打算。379Please respect copyright.PENANAdn8S1FYxvC
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DSE之後,我做咗好多日廢青,終日係屋企打機。379Please respect copyright.PENANAlrqwhf45dC
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時間就好似靈藥咁,將我之前嘅心結解開咗。379Please respect copyright.PENANAzeJ6BjsTsa
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係屋企度,我已經無好似之前咁辛苦,慢慢睇得開咗。379Please respect copyright.PENANApOuPgH75MQ
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直到關晴叫我出去,我個心又再復活過嚟。379Please respect copyright.PENANA89WYXcqviv
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「喂!好耐無見呀!」考緊DSE嘅時候都無點樣同呀楊佢見面,關晴自然亦少咗。379Please respect copyright.PENANAZJD1QjlVBb
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但關晴卻好似一幅悶悶不樂咁。379Please respect copyright.PENANAocYBumSHW0
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唔通佢同呀楊鬧交?379Please respect copyright.PENANAnujPultpar
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我見關晴臉色唔對路,我都收起咗平時嬉皮笑臉嘅模樣。379Please respect copyright.PENANASJOvrWmQCo
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「咩事呀?搵我出嚟?」我打探一下,唔敢細問。379Please respect copyright.PENANAbw4JvhKoUE
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我哋約出嚟食個lunch,諗唔到食咩就求其話食m記...379Please respect copyright.PENANApX5Cef1Qj7
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「我有啲嘢想同你講...」關晴嘅語氣好沈重。379Please respect copyright.PENANAVbiiKXB1wS
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「關於呀楊嘅?」我好小心咁講。379Please respect copyright.PENANAI5GUUmlLHT
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「唔係...係關於Kitty。」佢板起臉孔,好認真。379Please respect copyright.PENANAny3rHTVagS
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「咩.......咩事?」我有一種不祥嘅預感。379Please respect copyright.PENANAAVcQ3fp3JV
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「Kitty佢要離開香港。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAP5C1RdEoqq
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「下!?」我聽到唔係覺得唔相信,而係咁突然?379Please respect copyright.PENANA5zOPNB3KDI
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我仲有好多嘢未同Kitty講,我仲想見到佢。379Please respect copyright.PENANAaigiGUPN8E
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我個腦忽然間轉得好快,好多問題想問,好多嘢想講,但又唔知從何說起。379Please respect copyright.PENANAJyMP6Cz0XY
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但我正係想眼前嘅人,係Kitty,唔係關晴。379Please respect copyright.PENANA5gTFEUin0u
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「點解咁突然嘅?」我盡量撳住自己嘅情緒。379Please respect copyright.PENANA9B9Utkt3IM
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「Kitty同我講,佢一家要移民去外國,我有問佢去邊架,但佢無講道。」關晴鬆鬆膊頭。379Please respect copyright.PENANANCbK2xYFRh
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「做咩事無啦啦要走嘅?Kitty成績又唔係唔好!」係咪Kitty入唔到大學先送佢走咋?379Please respect copyright.PENANAXRiQK7Fz6y
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咁同啲女仔去外國留學有咩分別?分分鐘俾條洋腸晚晚吉鮑魚啦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAGzkt03SlWx
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移民係仲嚴重啲,姐係唔知幾時返,有可能唔返添。但係留學起碼放假都會返嚟呀。379Please respect copyright.PENANAel0J39jcUq
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嗰種會令人窒息嘅感覺……又再返嚟啦。379Please respect copyright.PENANAkNjaFLfNey
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「哩層我都唔知,淨係知佢屋企人要移民。」睇嚟關晴都所知不多。379Please respect copyright.PENANA8E7BxdhcqC
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但我好感激佢咩事都幫我嘅哩份心意。379Please respect copyright.PENANArtOGrNYA8N
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「咁佢有無講幾時飛呀?」至少俾我送佢呀……379Please respect copyright.PENANAD1bQTY4Onl
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「8月XX號」379Please respect copyright.PENANAwlQt9hMzqE
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「都仲有兩個月嘅…」我細細聲道。379Please respect copyright.PENANAgYbhALG8Tc
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「其實,你係咪同Kitty發生咗啲咩事呀?」關晴問道。379Please respect copyright.PENANAaO6mMyOJdg
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我都知瞞唔過佢,因為佢係女人,直覺準呀嘛。379Please respect copyright.PENANAMY7fxPT7aN
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「你點知呀?」我好on9咁問。379Please respect copyright.PENANAdz5VJySZ8L
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「見到Kitty同我講要走,無同你講,都估到啲咁啦。」關晴呢次真係醒。379Please respect copyright.PENANApN4gwka9VK
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我唔知應該用咩心情去面對呢件事,只係覺得,點解自己咁不幸?379Please respect copyright.PENANAZdE2R5qJfh
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明明過埋DSE,我哋就應該順理成章咁係埋一齊。379Please respect copyright.PENANA5GxTc3KWhG
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關晴不停係度安慰,叫我唔好諗咁多啦,都係啲鬼唔知你呀嘛係女人嘅說話。379Please respect copyright.PENANAkxwbpMh18H
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不過我都體諒佢,唔講呢啲可以講啲咩先得架?379Please respect copyright.PENANAkD8t6vJbjg
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我低頭望望枱上面嘅麥樂雞餐,心裡面諗起我哋有陣時補習完,都會偷偷地食個m記餐,食完先返屋企。379Please respect copyright.PENANAkpUHpHvIuP
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Kitty每次都話食少少咋,因為一陣返屋企要再食嘢。379Please respect copyright.PENANAY96C2EiJrp
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次次都要我食埋佢啲手尾,我就覺得……好有拍拖嘅感覺。379Please respect copyright.PENANAojiChuHQ5a
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我睇住呢個餐,我食唔落……379Please respect copyright.PENANAcLDWvyTQOp
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「要走點解唔自己同我講聲?」我帶住呢個疑惑走出m記。379Please respect copyright.PENANAGuyZ0UOScn
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關晴一直跟係我身邊,以佢性格,點會靜靜咁陪住我379Please respect copyright.PENANAnRCPylSRqU
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佢一直係我身邊講嚟講去,仲話我無禮貌唔理佢,但我無心情同佢辯駁落去。379Please respect copyright.PENANA3jeflDk051
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「俾我靜下啦好無?」我用哀求嘅眼神望住佢。379Please respect copyright.PENANAUOvCpCxvuh
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從關晴嘅臉上,我睇出有一絲絲嘅掛心。379Please respect copyright.PENANAspCKadUcgw
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「我知架啦,我唔會做傻事,更加唔會搵佢。」我保證。379Please respect copyright.PENANAUfpzqiY10f
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「但要放低一個人,唔係一件容易嘅事……」379Please respect copyright.PENANAPdDRqhDjJ8
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「我知,可以嘅話,我都想你哋可以修成正果,你哋其實幾夾架。」關晴拍一拍我膊頭。379Please respect copyright.PENANAxYCkJJAY18
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我知佢已經幫咗我哋好多,我都好感激佢。379Please respect copyright.PENANAp37ZzAUM4g
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然後關晴就轉身走咗。379Please respect copyright.PENANAipbLZFETr8
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夾咁都又點?唔可以一齊又有鳩用咩?379Please respect copyright.PENANAIAi5sd380q