「你自己唔試下,無人幫得到你,因為你都唔願意踏出第一步。」呀楊每講一句,就好似支針咁,吉落個心度。434Please respect copyright.PENANATZ8jshDHmX
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針同刀唔一樣,痛楚係有分別。刀嘅嘢一嘢捅入去,好深好痛,甚至可以即時死亡;但係針唔一樣,好淺咁慢慢吉入去,唔算好痛,少少痛楚咁,但你實死唔去,吊住你條命咁。434Please respect copyright.PENANAzO8D9mZTrX
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「你一直停留係以前,有咩用姐?我哋返唔到去架啦!我哋只可以一路向前行。」434Please respect copyright.PENANAYDr2lyuW5b
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「我之前唔講,係因為我知道你需要時間走出嚟,等你慢慢好返,但依家我唔係咁認為。」434Please respect copyright.PENANALjOiSAMl99
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呀楊又飲咗一啖酒,望實我,眼神係同我講,『無自己諗啦』咁嘅意思。434Please respect copyright.PENANAa4uHj8kgCL
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我無出聲,只係係度飲悶酒。434Please respect copyright.PENANAUOyrDosvrj
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以前嘅我唔識得飲酒,覺得飲酒唔好,仲要唔識飲酒。434Please respect copyright.PENANARYb2ZqBNDq
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但呢幾年,我慢慢學識得飲,而且越飲越多,每次都wing住咁返去。434Please respect copyright.PENANAD2NovAjrvs
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唔係呢啲係咪成長必經階段……男人識得飲酒,就係成長嘅開始。434Please respect copyright.PENANAOTTGMCGdqD
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唔識飲酒或者唔飲酒,證明自己真係毒。434Please respect copyright.PENANA8vIRtABwJW
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人無可能一直停留係同一個位置,同一個階段,我哋總會改變。434Please respect copyright.PENANAvCdey8h2VU
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原來依家回頭望一望,自己真係改變咗好多,心智都成熟咗,但對感情,我始終如一。434Please respect copyright.PENANAxL86vPmZjk
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因為我走唔出嗰一步。我有膽改變自己,去試唔同嘅嘢。434Please respect copyright.PENANAOaqnx2XVlt
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但我就係無膽去面對感情,原來我對感情嘅處理,都係同以前一模一樣。434Please respect copyright.PENANAwJEjm5kRIQ
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呢方面我係無變到,都係咁懦弱。434Please respect copyright.PENANAokD8A6MAje
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可能係自己性格嘅關係啦,見住自己身邊嘅朋友不停咁換畫,換男/女朋友好似食生菜咁。434Please respect copyright.PENANAdFWEliYgkl
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呢啲對佢哋嚟講駕輕就熟,完全唔會好似我咁無膽,有時我都好羨慕佢哋可以咁開放,同埋直接表達自己嘅感情。434Please respect copyright.PENANAgf8c5OBKWg
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反而自己嘅感情卻一路原地踏步,無進步過……434Please respect copyright.PENANAZw5alwfQrG
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伴隨著呢種尷尬嘅笑聲,我同Amy嘅關係就好似落定咗咁。434Please respect copyright.PENANAUaGB1v9IIN
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但我好唔適應,就算返嚟香港之後,我都唔知應該點做……434Please respect copyright.PENANA9FH0A7jZ9K
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但Amy佢都好主動咁搵我,約我出去,食下嘢,行下街咁。434Please respect copyright.PENANATPaBNpB40z
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我哋就好似同其他情侶咁,無咩分別,但我哋從來都無話一齊,姐係無正式嘅表白都無。434Please respect copyright.PENANAKKYmutHqVX
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但行動上,算係情侶掛?我都唔知,我都好迷惘。434Please respect copyright.PENANATKHRi1E7EM
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我都唔想咁仆街,明明唔係話好鐘意,但又同呢個女仔發展。434Please respect copyright.PENANA6guZzL56fa
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我想逼自己試下出去第一步。434Please respect copyright.PENANAgiBrb6xXXP
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「我哋……係咪情侶呀?」Amy係旺角呢個人多擠逼嘅地方,拖住手問我。434Please respect copyright.PENANAXwMCXwiHSS
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一時之間我都唔知點答先好……434Please respect copyright.PENANAbYDjOkhDh8
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其實沿路上我哋都有講有笑,但唔知點解Amy會忽然間問呢條問題。434Please respect copyright.PENANAkbRFPCplYT
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「哎…係掛。」我敷衍地道,因為我都唔知自己想點。434Please respect copyright.PENANAhX0BseSoS4
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Amy聽到之後,神情極之落魄,我見到佢呢個表情,就好似嗰時同Kitty咁,會忍唔住心軟。434Please respect copyright.PENANAsQvit9DtXR
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認真啲睇,佢同Kitty都有些少相似。434Please respect copyright.PENANAWxTsJZS4o2
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係我哋行緊嘅時候。434Please respect copyright.PENANALGBYeSgyWL
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迎面好快咁行過一個熟悉嘅身形。434Please respect copyright.PENANA71VPgf3M5C
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經過我嘅時候,有一股熟悉嘅香氣……434Please respect copyright.PENANAbrpPN3oqdh
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我回頭望一望,只見嗰個女仔低頭玩緊手機,好快就係人叢中穿穿插插離去了。434Please respect copyright.PENANAsQHXg92fw0
「做咩呀?」Amy捉緊我隻手問。434Please respect copyright.PENANAyo2xzu6K5S
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我笑了笑,「無呀,我好似見到個熟悉嘅嘢。」434Please respect copyright.PENANAmjOsGwjEbM
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「係呀?」Amy低頭不語。434Please respect copyright.PENANAMqauhZ2ZpK
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然後佢輕輕放開我隻手,然後同我講,佢夠鐘意返屋企啦。434Please respect copyright.PENANAMYsaP4kClb
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我見佢好勉強咁牽起嘴角。434Please respect copyright.PENANAm8kD9IamQN
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之前嘅我,傷害咗一個的鐘意嘅女仔;如今,我傷害咗一個我根本稱唔上鐘意嘅女仔。434Please respect copyright.PENANA5uaLvmLTPc
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今次嘅感覺無上次咁強烈,只帶點淡淡嘅悲傷。434Please respect copyright.PENANANjde2v4fqH
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「咁早就返屋企?」我望一望手機上面嘅時間,只不過係8點鐘左右。434Please respect copyright.PENANAjqJpwPIJd1
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之前我哋都會行到好耐先返去。434Please respect copyright.PENANACt4ogB142b
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「其實你心入面早就住咗一個人。」Amy眼神裡沒有一絲猶豫。434Please respect copyright.PENANAfAwXzVPysa
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「我唔會怪你……其實我都感覺到架啦,只不過係我太鐘意你,所以先咁主動。」434Please respect copyright.PENANA0yZv4AgK6T
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唔知點解,我無留住Amy嘅衝動。434Please respect copyright.PENANARv9b3erCgZ
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我知Amy係好女仔,我都好慶幸我無遇到啲極品港女。與其話遇唔到,倒不如話我無可能同到嗰啲人做朋友,佢哋都唔會睇得上我啦。434Please respect copyright.PENANAfFhqggJDQM
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我知道之後都未必遇到好似佢咁好嘅女仔,但我寧缺,都唔想濫。434Please respect copyright.PENANAuG38AyHsGb
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我有自己嘅堅持,堅持等到「對」嘅人。434Please respect copyright.PENANAH2AA2LVChI
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我無咩都講,就咁望住Amy係呢個人山人海嘅旺角消失。434Please respect copyright.PENANAhUmZpPsvWY
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我哋之後都無再聯絡。434Please respect copyright.PENANAekJNc8MWRJ
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我都好多謝Amy,係佢令我知道真正嘅答案。434Please respect copyright.PENANAgwXRuBy5r3