接下來，我沒有再找Joe，也強逼自己不打開WhatsApp。我偶爾會告訴自己，他身邊實在太多女生、太多朋友，他常常回覆著手機。我只是一個過客，這樣想好像好過一點。Joe沒有再找我，可能真的是這個原因。只有這樣，我們才能繼續當很好很好的朋友。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3RgIAWpHr
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探訪前的星期六，Joe在群組裡問：「聽日大家會唔會出現？」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFSbOuAEbU
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「聽日見。」我回覆。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifkIW7D1h7
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這是我沒有私訊Joe以後第一次回覆他，可是，那種期待的感覺，好像已經遠去不少，至少我不會等待他回覆我。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuMPzs45Sa
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早上起床，一如過去的日子一樣換個衣服，那個袋子就出門。上了巴士，巴士也跟以前一樣沒什麼人，車窗的人和物迅速掠過，或許我跟Joe的那段記憶，也該好好忘記，就把那些我們倆獨處的時光當作回憶。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiZaCYmGgo
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踏進社區中心，Cindy又是在接待處那邊準備探訪要用的物資，跟陳姑娘一起。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzvqRpVgFP
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「早晨啊，Emily。」Cindy一如既往的溫柔。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPbxFALWrA
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「早晨啊，Cindy。」我也是一如既往的回覆她。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rOs04BmQy
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我坐在活動室裡面，等待其他人的到來，陽光還是依舊從窗子斜斜的射進活動室，從地上我看到自己的影子，一個孤獨的影子，瞬間突然有兩個長長的影子出現。我抬頭看，是Kenneth和Joe。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNayCee0W4
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「早晨，Kenneth, Joe。」我說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzs1IkOB2F
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「早晨啊，Emily。」他們同聲說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yaqUSQoVD
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今天我們四個人分開了四組，可能是陳姑娘覺得我們已經有點經驗吧，可以帶著新來的朋友探訪，所以把我們四人打散。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJkNMhzmDY
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好不容易探訪終於完結，今天又是我們四個人留下來吃飯。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v4CI0R1YP
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我們四個人已經有默契的幫Cindy一齊收拾好所有東西，然後一齊去茶餐廳。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr8KXQwtJZ
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「我想食咖喱雞球飯。」Joe看著餐牌說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypfSOE1OLN
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「我都係。定係魚塊好呢？」Kenneth問道。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPUWyGtoBb
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「你魚塊啦。」Joe笑著說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1To06YDWoJ
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「又想交換啊你，都估到你啦。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPolB5sW7sO
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「又比你知添。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMjzuhR66b
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「點會唔知啊，咁耐兄弟。」Kenneth用肩膀輕輕撞了他一下。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJUoAtLAWy
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「我都知啦。」Cindy說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86pXqYpslg
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今天，我們坐在我們四人第一次吃飯的那張卡位，看著牆壁上還貼著充滿油跡的餐牌，看著那大門，想起Cindy拿著蛋糕跟他們慶祝，想起我們在這裡慶祝Joe和Kenneth生日，想起好幾次我們在這裡說說笑笑，開著對方的玩笑，尷尬的報Status。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Ex1Y69d4
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看著大家開開心心聊著天的樣子，我知道，把那個秘密收起是最正確的決定。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtvSzG5o7r
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「喂，飯到喇，食飯啦。」Cindy對我說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOUjRlyJeP
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「哦。」我說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c2lFB4ep9
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「諗咩諗到入曬神仲笑笑口？」Joe問。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq2QYAUuD2
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「冇野啊。」我假裝沒事。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDgc5ZpzX1
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「係咪見到對面Kenneth咁靚仔啊？」Joe開玩笑說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10WjIYUKTv
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「食飯啦。」我說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IjyOS6IHR
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說說笑笑就這樣吃飯的時間過了。送別Kenneth以後，就只剩下我跟Joe二人。他一句話都沒有說。回想這一天，他沒有提起WhatsApp，他沒有提起我們自己的約會。我想，這冬末春初發生的事只是我自作多情吧，忽然之間覺得自己有點可笑。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJDcekS1XC
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走到巴士站，跟Joe說再見以前，我還是想給他答案。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F9tCZZx21
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「果日你咪問我，如果我係你，對住成班食煙嘅朋友，我會點做？」我說。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAoN0Vd7Cj
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「唔。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TM0vt4SLJ
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「我會走，我會離開果個地方，因為我唔介意成為異類。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNybpWBnK92
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「我都估到你會咁答，你同Kenneth真係好似。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPqkRQFGis
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「哦，下次做義工見啦。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkaACnmduU
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「Bye。」227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTVDM4IrrR
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看著Joe的背影，我想起他曾經說過，抽煙的人總有自己的原因。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3cFRnt6gr
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渾身煙味但不愛抽煙的他，都有自己的原因,；就如愛做義工但不是為了幫人的我，都必然有自己的原因。227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFiYhegUYT
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只要我們四個仍然隔個星期做義工時候見面、閒聊，原因真的重要嗎？227Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaZSkDVXPW
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