I am dreading growing old.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV2R3oImaf
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7rE8Ksp6f
everyone asked for a young female.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9REodZCUy
what happens when I grow old,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW5koZMFVV
what happens when my tits sag 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdR3BRAuFKm
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hgkDczcTJ
will I no longer be wanted?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡry50FrAxjZ
No longer desired or admired.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3v0YQ04QZ
will I just be old?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9jZ2QiRFk
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO8DgVVSb4
Just31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScZ5UOfsTp
Old.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkOwJbC5ey
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What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MXuetoT5Q
I'll have to be good at something,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeDIKaW9Jm
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CqRRMhrj7
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3BknzhFq1
I'll have to be somebody31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7Em3N6eM3
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6zqWNj9gt
but I know I can't keep it.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmByHiVonf
Good things never last.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTy1LliNdP
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I don't know when youth became so important to me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jhoCY8xAg
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1futO64od
and why so many people died over it31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmzw5YanDl
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMP7Lm0adE
I would.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSr4ekaC3r
perhaps that makes me a bad human,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQp6YiSXLY
a bad feminist31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbh58PYMwy
bad person,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIAwfpSqyi
but all I know is it's the truth31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXibTjoBeb
and I would do it,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zso98zVVW
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq6i0jfaOB
I would give up so much to stay desirable.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMNI2SyEbi
Because I've never been desired before31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHLsrX9MCA
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cml0EklvM
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhUqlbO3M1
and my skin sags from my bones31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jiTzUx9IK
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NHR9BD0AU
my neck doubling,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lwD4N2j2j
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtBByebeQZ
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QvL4rRWAh
some people think when you get older looks matter less31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aihMYWRDh
But that's not true, nobody wants that31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn4q6MY6Tm
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpxhD1g4Xb
What will I be?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaiXo71YQz
Chopped liver I suppose.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pv263epYo
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c5aWmbQg0
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbRh30990N
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwTrPIqyLe
I'm young31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoostvBC9vN
I have done nothing time is flying by31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q1Y8jLIOE
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhU1LOOvul
Keeps slipping from my fists.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWZGhl12Dj
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVWbXWw1Oa
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP5mJBEQ1F
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyysg8efrgD
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1WxYcUmuO
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now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QgRrjTe2R
I feel it closing in on me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Y2fP7sP4
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5jxfFowoh
looking in the mirror I see my painting.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRdwpLYVEQ
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpqLCdf2tY
I know they're going to be my demise.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v5j7hgxHF
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGw5B4tIgA
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9NdxL6OUT
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq8EmypmSo
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHcnhEcKGF
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudFP9DIWLE
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i0mfCWTjg
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sdZTryuqh
because I know myself if not anyone else31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiykA0Z7Xm
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhgFdfnosr
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUOgUESEv
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXHffgTGex
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtgLFlPEtS
everyone asked for a young female.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfBDoDYZ3r
what happens when I grow old,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTltWAD7e9
what happens when my tits sag 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NeMwnFeOJ
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqsC8AGoHR
will I no longer be wanted?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs62DaFmaQN
No longer desired or admired.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLc2hJJv0E
will I just be old?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ZhW7R4yA
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q8xSaJvWx
Just31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqVy1WRK0V
Old.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYbvh1t3Qh
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVlZXuBMIQ
I'll have to be good at something,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUkumZKqpj
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruYZVwTVvt
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIMGXLGNWN
I'll have to be somebody31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngffCg0E1l
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86kMN3wQPz
but I know I can't keep it.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2VcZ552Rf
Good things never last.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbKLjbFij4
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34eOHmZyM5
I don't know when youth became so important to me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGvigMtw6Q
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKQCOxmp6F
and why so many people died over it31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWSK2apvMV
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC91ffGiQS
I would.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZAkE9lSUO
perhaps that makes me a bad human,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCgTcaFrfu
a bad feminist31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWskskKITvo
bad person,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG9nxNdPm0
but all I know is it's the truth31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCZfskQHZi
and I would do it,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPTcICz2zj
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPiq9Nngcq
I would give up so much to stay desirable.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYpFA8Xw13
Because I've never been desired before31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg5pLPS05m
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXACv8jn5ho
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJIOlO13dh
and my skin sags from my bones31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kpwl6HMup
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUlTqZcTyG
my neck doubling,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtdfbNg193
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRWGI1VPNo
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnoLnygFtp
some people think when you get older looks matter less31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDn5msJjdc
But that's not true, nobody wants that31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRhJTadMyk
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnfODzQyf0
What will I be?31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2bKEhPUIC
Chopped liver I suppose.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxRdL1pCHV
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBsTVxOaoZ
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbHEIKQEG1
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gz8hfIALC
I'm 2031Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0Ozct8xCU
I have done nothing time is flying by31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew23hyyu38
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Cnh3WvKCy
Keeps slipping from my fists.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyE6M259Xm
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYcyX7WuTA
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb1cfpiTD5
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuXsVGXM9q
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyQTIobk01
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5U7mJKwC1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMErmBxxFxA
I feel it closing in on me31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtZgtubZ5R
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigoItMmsYG
looking in the mirror I see my painting.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2pbiRli1N
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ222ENXTYz9
I know they're going to be my demise.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw8R7TVPcU
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphCBuwTGYw
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1WAsqYp2l
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2m83dEF5E
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoda5095cf
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuGlSgxA9I
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G13b9V8uE
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHVhtzNb1E
because I know myself if not anyone else31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeavbAjeXYs
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYu6w8Qa4G
31Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc7nN5rMr0
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
