「時間實際上並不能治癒傷痛。184Please respect copyright.PENANAColgNIoIC2
它只是緩和了痛苦,模糊了記憶。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAdZr4qdtd8J
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凌晨四點。184Please respect copyright.PENANAleTHmVv993
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濃郁夜色席捲一切,星辰寥落,一片深邃中藏着無數顆破碎的心。184Please respect copyright.PENANAPwqcQZLhsn
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陳凱婷最近經常從夢中驚醒,帶着一身冷汗不斷喘氣。184Please respect copyright.PENANAMpVR4PTJar
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和朱碩謙分手的事至今已有三年,她一開始以為自己能慢慢揮別過去。184Please respect copyright.PENANAYDk0KfPeTw
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然而隨著經歷了數段感情後,她逐漸意識到自己在不知不覺間被困在過去的回憶中,哪怕是最輕微的身體接觸都能引起她巨大的反應。184Please respect copyright.PENANAlglFV7A6ZF
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某個前任曾經紅着眼,對她一字一句地說:你不能把過往的傷害,帶給下一個人。184Please respect copyright.PENANA8VhHns9JAt
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她無言以對。184Please respect copyright.PENANA9BnmBPrhoc
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她何嘗不想擺脫那些陰影呢?184Please respect copyright.PENANAkp7QPa3jAA
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女生臉上盡顯疲態,目光像失焦般投向床尾堆疊在一起的棉被。184Please respect copyright.PENANAYUIFounN28
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被子形成一座小山丘豎立她面前,腳尖被壓得一動不動,恍惚中一種喘不過氣的錯覺。184Please respect copyright.PENANACqoe7WqKmf
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她像認命般放棄掙扎,身子往下躺,視野只剩下空白一片的天花板。184Please respect copyright.PENANAX3n40h7ZPp
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月光從窗外斜斜地投射進來,在陳凱婷頭上映出拉長了的窗框影子,她懶懶地翻了個身。184Please respect copyright.PENANAAvO9x8iPTc
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合上眼。184Please respect copyright.PENANAoyjUhPawbG
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回憶如黑夜般佔據一切。184Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ25fOD33U
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生活糟糕得咄咄逼人── 陳國強這半年以來進醫院的次數比以往頻繁了許多,留院檢查的時間亦延長了不少。184Please respect copyright.PENANAiCSh4Rhvpp
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於是陳凱婷便要負上父親掉下來的擔子,替補他缺席的課堂,此刻她大概處於同時間兼顧學業以及道場裡種種大小事的繁忙狀態。184Please respect copyright.PENANA7F204FNMs2
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更不用說蔣玲玲的狀況了,自從陳國強成了醫院常客後,也不知道是習慣還是賭氣,她總會在晚飯時預留一個位置給常年不回來吃飯的丈夫。184Please respect copyright.PENANA62igPybjvq
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然後在睡覺前默默把陳國強那碗飯倒掉。184Please respect copyright.PENANA2vUu0zJUmt
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陳凱婷經常一臉無奈地盯着陳國強那專屬位置,還有那雙筷子,暗自猶豫到底要否和蔣玲玲道出真相。184Please respect copyright.PENANARiIb0P8bd9
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陳國強回家的機會愈來愈渺茫了。184Please respect copyright.PENANAK0caaUZsNA
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當然,她最後還是不敢說出口,生怕蔣玲玲這一受刺激病情惡化便會釀成無法收拾的局面。184Please respect copyright.PENANAcqwvQkQXQG
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那晚,陳凱婷重新睡著前的最後一刻還在思考明天的行程。184Please respect copyright.PENANAlVZBZmraOy
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早上需要回大學那邊考試,中午到醫院探望陳國強,然後晚上有長達四小時的跆拳道課。184Please respect copyright.PENANA0Zglk0JyP8
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她偶爾感覺自己更和一部機械人並無二別,每天重複完成千篇一律的任務,七情六慾都被迫抑壓在心底裡發酵,然後在晚上演變成一個又一個讓她夜不能寢的噩夢。184Please respect copyright.PENANAi6ZHQETmWT
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她不斷在某種困局中徘徊,答案似乎離她很近,可卻永遠隔了一層紗。184Please respect copyright.PENANAsx4EVbIiIt
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摸不透,看不穿,走不出來。184Please respect copyright.PENANATyFfxwqkQ7
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翌日,陳凱婷像個沒事人般拿著倆膠袋走進陳國強的單人病房裡。184Please respect copyright.PENANAQEUEYFj9zt
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她先是打量了一遍明亮寬敞的房間,還有一旁的電視,然後把焦點放在中間的病床上。184Please respect copyright.PENANAxRnoDcCm11
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不愧是私家醫院,不愧是金錢的力量。184Please respect copyright.PENANAps64nEhjZB
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至少她不用忍受某些陌生大叔盯得人渾身發毛的眼神,還有那股像是放了數天沒洗的髒衣服味。184Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7vbb41h2L
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「嚟啦?」陳國強微微支起身子。184Please respect copyright.PENANAGkWR79lHOm
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他聲音再也沒有像以往那樣低沉莊嚴,現在更像卡了一口濃痰,聽得人耳膜不適。184Please respect copyright.PENANAAmz9nXTbnr
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「例行公事。」陳凱婷舉起膠袋晃了晃,臉上寫滿不情願。184Please respect copyright.PENANAEEPg7RqlLP
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病房寂靜,窗簾透出天外的光亮晴朗。184Please respect copyright.PENANArNLMme9q7r
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他嘆了口氣,感嘆自家女兒還是一如既往地口硬心軟:「道場嗰邊點?仲係你睇住?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAoovNjsdlNG
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她聽出了他的潛台詞,皺眉,隨便拉了一張椅子坐到對面。184Please respect copyright.PENANAvUyLUo1tyU
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當陳凱婷坐在那裏,靜靜看著陳國強時,總讓她有種照魔鏡的微妙感覺。184Please respect copyright.PENANAWprCRrECkG
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她歪歪頭,默認了他的問題。184Please respect copyright.PENANATNnQY1d4Gg
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陳國強好像從來沒承認過自己在跆拳道方面特別有天份,更加沒有支持過自己。184Please respect copyright.PENANAHUJXr8fJvq
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他好像滿腦子都只想着要由兒子去繼承道場,至於女兒……她感覺陳國強只想把她嫁出去就作罷。184Please respect copyright.PENANACPIaqTwFKd
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「點解你咁唔鍾意我去玩跆拳道呢?」陳凱婷終於捨得解開她這些年來耿耿於懷的疑團。184Please respect copyright.PENANAlhZDuD4kZw
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她趁對方還在思考時順便開始幫他削蘋果。184Please respect copyright.PENANA1DjJxctSJ3
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一圈又一圈的蘋果皮堪堪掛著,她垂下頭不緊不慢地削,有股等不到答案便不會離開的堅持。184Please respect copyright.PENANAJymgEs1R5f
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「窮養兒,富養女嘛……」184Please respect copyright.PENANA2SOEDUijsP
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「你有做過咩?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAyJbLXKLXOX
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她一頓,刀刃卡在拇指上,滲出的血比蘋果皮更紅。184Please respect copyright.PENANAi0d2JlpSC3
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陳國強撇開頭,躲過她銳利的目光。184Please respect copyright.PENANAMao2jrpUNS
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「想。」他有氣無力地回答:「不過做唔到。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAJJVqDeMq44
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她沒有接話。184Please respect copyright.PENANAjrbHqkwkOS
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蘋果很快便被切成一片片稜角分明的弧形,像陳國強那日漸陷下去的雙頰,以往還算得上健康的氣息消失了蹤影,只剩下倆顴骨掛著垮下來的肌肉。184Please respect copyright.PENANAu1Ulqq7UJ9
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陳國強閒散地靠在床頭板上,掃視了陳凱婷一眼。184Please respect copyright.PENANAxZDzefv6x3
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他有一瞬間的失神,似乎又看到了小學時天真爛漫的女兒,那時她經常會向自己撒嬌,還有似模似樣般模仿着他大展拳腳。184Please respect copyright.PENANA7g6r4ZWZmA
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後來她的笑容收斂了不少,看自己的眼神也失去了當初的敬愛。184Please respect copyright.PENANAHK7zPKmj9f
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曾經的他神采飛揚,無憂無慮,身邊願意湊過來的女人多不勝數。184Please respect copyright.PENANAGumWrpsgrp
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現在他病得奄奄一息時,卻只剩下女兒願意來找自己。184Please respect copyright.PENANAoyXd9QNwgO
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他不時會想,要是當初沒有在女兒失落時落井下石,也許他們還會有一絲和好的餘地。184Please respect copyright.PENANAR5GnRnhFvr
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也許她不會像現今那般痛苦,似乎無法與過去的自己達成和解。184Please respect copyright.PENANAwEVh5zrv7V
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他輕咳了聲:「人老咗之後,就發現其實冇咩係放唔低。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAVwJXZ40b9L
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走到最後,他才發現原來自己最放不下的是家人。184Please respect copyright.PENANAWUSskHmC8X
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陳凱婷奇怪地瞥了他一眼。184Please respect copyright.PENANA3EvdYxrXHC
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「你想表達啲咩?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA7bUDPbjFth
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氣氛再度凝結。184Please respect copyright.PENANA7Jo9cBZazL
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半晌,他動了動。184Please respect copyright.PENANAWLXccherSl
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「可唔可以原諒我呢個唔稱職嘅老豆?」184Please respect copyright.PENANA3qEDZLGA5W
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聞言,她微仰起頭,心裡有種說不出口的難受。184Please respect copyright.PENANAFv3uVx64kX
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「你好似上一秒先怨緊陳曉智冇如你願繼承家業。」她答非所問。184Please respect copyright.PENANAqE3JOt7YuF
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「講吓啫。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAd6X5jGPjIp
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房間只剩下沉重的呼吸聲。她一時間不知道該如何回答對方。184Please respect copyright.PENANA9smNEnHFUF
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這是他們兩父女將近三年以來第一次心平氣和地聊天。184Please respect copyright.PENANA363AV3Z3Xx
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「聽講曉智拍咗拖,叫佢遲啲帶過嚟俾我睇吓。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAD8iG3yF0RH
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陳凱婷揚眉:「點解?」184Please respect copyright.PENANAdeKDSBqSvo
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即使是她也不一定能叫得動那如膠似漆的情侶呢。184Please respect copyright.PENANAmfMtUooV8b
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「我想臨走之前試吓做好父親嘅責任。」他努力扯出一個笑容:「死而無憾。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAdKG2GJ2BzY
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「所以你而家算係點?想自己良心好過啲?」她聲線開始帶上鼻音。184Please respect copyright.PENANAykxlMIUPwI
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陳國強聳聳肩,眼神示意她自己意會意會。184Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ym4u2zNc7
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她沉默了下,對上那長得如出一轍,卻因年邁而變得混濁的瞳眸。184Please respect copyright.PENANAo5NdkCqPC7
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指尖發力捏著另一邊掌心,竭力抑制即將滿溢的情緒。184Please respect copyright.PENANAS25T1L4Evx
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「我走啦。」陳凱婷瞟了一眼時鐘,直起身子往門口走。184Please respect copyright.PENANAs7K1Wib8hn
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女生的身影此刻顯得無比孤獨。184Please respect copyright.PENANAn0EBea6nLU
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「凱婷。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAf4jK6QLO3Q
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她回頭。184Please respect copyright.PENANAHJtnNGDSH8
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「三年啦,放低啦。」他重重咳了下:「唔好學我過咗幾廿年先嚟後悔自己錯過咗最重要嘅嘢。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAuAPbikNpfG
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「考慮吓。」184Please respect copyright.PENANAc0QvKV9dIF
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她臨開門前偏頭看了一眼。184Please respect copyright.PENANA4FBX1SP1KA
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接著自嘲一笑。184Please respect copyright.PENANALKKaSoXh4R
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淚水不爭氣地滑下來。184Please respect copyright.PENANAtDid6aBgwI
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比起原諒陳國強,她好像需要先原諒那懦弱的自己。184Please respect copyright.PENANAnvYpdTHWsj
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