今天一整天都在昏睡93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkOLe3skoA
原本沒打算要發日記93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfvJZ1epd0
但突然冒出一個念頭93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqRYwCMYiJ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJFgXK8HGG
跟 看到未來93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiFRf9I5S4
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFRYi690UH
能等到結婚生子93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51feZpWENN
有我的孩子93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOBi70gbX3
我自己的孩子93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqZxDUZFsG
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8N4ksI98t
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnA0NP0wKl
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGihE3uHY2r
我會變成什麼樣子？93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89r9XqAUYj
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVDJkF3Rxc
沒有愛的人93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFU8z1PfaD
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuvV8KcLvO
好像是在逃避什麼93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFpwomm7eP
又像在渴求什麼93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ7EP2dACd
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOlxO8RRBk
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yWx6Lrcsh
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmKQ83Wbqu
請容許我幼稚下去吧93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDbFSxgwEH
這禮拜學校出了不少事93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHCmPGwYwL
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRDHo7tYhH
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMebvXclpE7
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6cibhpwi1
所以不清楚93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKo9vY1f8aK
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RL0Hbj23O
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZG3pYCJZt
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccHvODS4uc
大概是這種想法吧93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ401OVU3qBJ
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt6YAAmgO6
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTOOjAF10C
會選在大家都看得到的地方93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIw7qU9Blq
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYEYPd5c8r
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIjf1YviKY
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGYsRALZ3R
我也是93Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQRsmCS9vp
