今天一整天都在昏睡92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4viQFsEjt
原本沒打算要發日記92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNJ13rC1f
但突然冒出一個念頭92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTpoD3eVVk
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzogQGY0tBG
跟 看到未來92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VhsXQSS96
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqbOg7KTj8
能等到結婚生子92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0ToSgaNY4
有我的孩子92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPB2YQIIOY
我自己的孩子92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0LqUUoPVS
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagOrwhXBTr
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWYyVvBCa8
92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanwqxp70yy
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJPwGMXHsL
我會變成什麼樣子？92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVnLuzb6ky
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL5fQgPO9E
沒有愛的人92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKkO7ZDuUB
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM06T4IHRt
好像是在逃避什麼92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNmamgHu92
又像在渴求什麼92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdcV1Vyiap
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2ze0wWKid
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFugsBFU6m3
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESTwmLGTV6
請容許我幼稚下去吧92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlrFuO63qr
這禮拜學校出了不少事92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTdMsmBpAR
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxoVywRu36
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iwY41BUVz
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZK1pa8v35
所以不清楚92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjHnQVFVZF
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMyw7OHz5V
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjZeBprhdK
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcib9xT8bR7
大概是這種想法吧92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylLQIhbNFc
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT99nlq3Ifz
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHQPQnvGWa
會選在大家都看得到的地方92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgwA7mwy2e
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOIW95R7Pd
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsOa64N0Hv
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9FnQlf1Z6
我也是92Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGB2XB8YFd
