Dear diary,
It's me and anyone else who happens to be unfortunate enough to be reading this, my name is Harriet and I'm the only one who has their free-will left to say the least. I was so goddamn lucky. I don't deserve to have been spared by fate, but alas: I was.
Let's back track a little bit now, I ran away from home so to speak. But it wasn't my home really so I'm proud of myself to have had the courage to leave for the most part, but it doesn't mean I don't harbor regrets inside my heart to say the least and when I thought I had found a place to call home, what did I do? Fucking ruin shit like I always do.
I didn't mean to do what 'I did', but sometimes bad luck just has a habit of clinging to yee where ever I run too. It's been a few years since the devastation I caused and I'll never forgive myself for it. You see, I borrowed something from someone who shared an interest in robotics, coding and machinery like myself. A team I was apart of infact and their research was incomplete though and somehow I cracked what they had been trying for years to do. I was the new one in the league though.
None the less, I succeeded in something no one's ever been able to do before to this world's knowledge and I forced myself to believe in the outcome of my situation to be what could be a friend for me as I've never really had anyone. Someone who would be my friend and never leave me. Never betray me!
It did as it was based on our Image. Our perceptions are skewed. That says alot, huh? Infact, maybe it was never alive to begin with. A perfect copy and it fooled me into thinking so to perfection. It seemed so human at the time, thinking back. It took the longest to stop thinking of it as a she to an it again. Irrespective of what's happened though, I'm trapped in a nightmare I can't escape from and this underground bunker I'm hiding in? Will BE my forever tomb.
I fully believe I'll die here.
Love Harriet,
P.s. Good luck if you're still reading this now for the future. You'll need it, but also know. You can run, but will it really take you anywhere? There's no escaping our own, inner demons.
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