I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJV0oldw1c
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GQ0EfyrID
I sit around wishing you well128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQSTOgLa36
How I'm craving you128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjfFCf64d1
Every time I'm near you128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzMVWNZn6i
I always wanna swallow you down128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnW8wBUiY3
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKXYh0RhPB
I'll need you here128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6r83aAOln
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejmDjILgmb
Why is it every day128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFgFOeiCn1
That I feel the pain?128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWCuKR9k2H
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5a7ygpEUB
Where were you when I was down?128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaRKJG2rX2
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiOg1R8YaJ
And my soul mate lives in your body128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nbB5GHKUo
I can't get you out of my head128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDsjYqj9PJ
It never goes away
In my life,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtSd7EZn71
I'll need you here128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYHjtRdecO
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Chv0qKvON
In your eyes,128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ9zFrxfMp
You can bid me farewell128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE6JzfPu7B
Don't ever try to understand my situation128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigcEzGLTC4
Why is it every day128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYesP39s5RC
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pg2TNV3Ij
When I'm looking for love128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0RS43Aqhw
Always seem to be regretting it128Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqtXDgPrzc
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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