I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf3gJfgSep
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTX1bxZtLt
I sit around wishing you well119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSThe6yaUn
How I'm craving you119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR65yf5QCIr
Every time I'm near you119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcHkOdZ3mH
I always wanna swallow you down119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyvgtDIfV7
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaERQvBwlZ9
I'll need you here119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkdRChOynV
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbA2p4gii3
Why is it every day119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvZVbSNsSh
That I feel the pain?119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMviY2sA9zR
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgNTTFpyB6
Where were you when I was down?119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuU9QMG3YM
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaswbQjzhY
And my soul mate lives in your body119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBaScTWe6r
I can't get you out of my head119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgjeLBAwvG
It never goes away
In my life,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoAcZNrDlx
I'll need you here119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1rELM7aW7
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVzS1nB6QH
In your eyes,119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXFgWFFgU6
You can bid me farewell119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2ZZZdn9fm
Don't ever try to understand my situation119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZphLS8RKvh
Why is it every day119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzdlykk9gR
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdjXuJ4tlP
When I'm looking for love119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2OIUOeCSv
Always seem to be regretting it119Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0G1fa128O
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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