I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKLNLry6fO
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEklEXA3g7B
I sit around wishing you well176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ4iWd0T2K
How I'm craving you176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte65ry4IEl
Every time I'm near you176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4DcsI0FOe
I always wanna swallow you down176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQJPXuPGyt
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx74iSpoAqQ
I'll need you here176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TCxYdWuYw
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxwf83hmnH
Why is it every day176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP1UgkjMry
That I feel the pain?176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsNwzo9JNm
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ncIeAkZkW
Where were you when I was down?176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeMg80rKEe
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRDaFLNZuR
And my soul mate lives in your body176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7axR45sIW
I can't get you out of my head176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzIlp4Xbos
It never goes away
In my life,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh03TasAea
I'll need you here176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4LWKeT9RR
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDthBF77UJY
In your eyes,176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdBlk7rm4X
You can bid me farewell176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnaXxVqtGw
Don't ever try to understand my situation176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAeGmczfBQ
Why is it every day176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2KP9u9rBW
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OWU0RZJhD
When I'm looking for love176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBowPjFC3mz
Always seem to be regretting it176Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeBBFfr1V1
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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