花語：遇見幸福
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMnQA8WXUz
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNwWYeCvM5
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lFxAzPdGb
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMCErGXwiS
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjlA8sZNng
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9MdcGXRjJ
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjwuJJ7agF
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5YsrNaDUe
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實在太超現實啦！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ik4Kg0Tw
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL85TlkDKJ
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真矛盾。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvghogRSUx3
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrX6eRhxQW
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Kss1P6CJ
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很完美的人生吧？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbqVN7BHnK
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0W7bdArrL
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGPSB9TW7e
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETTM5NODi0
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錯了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrLghqgLYe
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完全錯了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtwhgxCO5q
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcANvNQs2Z
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERIbyq2EZx
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g8WIwiCIo
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDaq9sT4gy
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w5rx3wVCH
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會死掉嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWznsIis8d
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沒所謂。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpuxdgYg2L
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZyFGZv8zW
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzdrZ7tKIR
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UZdlUJWaL
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYVng1RjAK
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYuOxF04RK
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兩手是空空如也。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYKcPQU57h
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GdfGJp9n3
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemDGnLuTFk
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zhGB5gnG6
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM5kDKtcba
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JvkJ8MYix
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hiIxBgE4H
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibixpRohWO
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假如……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIGdLAJYte
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXM1oFKH7Ku
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy7j40mLwW
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSFrxpuV42
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ56zRsLNTm
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAq8JI7qTk
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsnqgX6Wg3
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2z5w16axz
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcGM9x1h11
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我真的活著嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7It20xMcmj
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfSF4Gc7Lc
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVfn7Sovyl
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmxoE4JqQk
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96jfGld0AJ
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很可怕。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMOc3ul0In
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa48b1Y8P4
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTXT5PoI04
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcB1MdV0g3
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLUqNiHpB4
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKWq5dgsLF
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnM08TdvMV
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「妳怎麼了？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Otwmwzrqg
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8qmZ6XKLe
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「看起來很痛……」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiee1mqQS9f
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ2yH0sGx5
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「來，打起精神吧！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedObJw7jca
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowBP7SGQ3M
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXGofQRPVN
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd204BKsVOl
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到了哪兒去？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwC1IIEQzR
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Nmejuss8G
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLbSIuM3L0
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEw0vxcrIB
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1B7U3tvOZ
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFpe4DDXHa
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為什麼呢？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblrR0f68g4
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTNbovRw3a
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyKzDEaKOS
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5nS3rHW4V
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嗯……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVDzWlN82j
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj25GaepzTe
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS1qIcTYmc
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIf8gX4Uwp
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PomyHG7aH
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ATCJ8Q6RW
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzONn8iCu7R
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzluKWO4D4X
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後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFeEWUZpDz
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少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YTUnFmSbZ
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「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrL0PuFOwqe
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「有很多東西。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRsjJ2PGpp
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「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDil0ehaNpx
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沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP6RRxomgw
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沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirDqRrIwza
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「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQwejzmiC9
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「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwLLKOvwHU
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「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMIKbXEPlL
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微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgL8KP5rQZ
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我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdXzAXvq5C
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「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKy2VBMjoQ
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見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo46J7tgI9V
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這是我第一次自己作出決定。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbMgVWwKgJ
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由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswHhB4z2FG
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仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHKJOgOxRu
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是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9dCojor28
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啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a33o3MRa5
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嗚——501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWRDpm2v7d
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警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAkp9mdoro
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開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcOifhChCi
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「妳還真是……」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeC8jYaPwf
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好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Go2oHN3oM
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用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEadU4AVotN
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「有想去的地方嗎？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTJtCOKasH
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「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC5rmxw8Ra
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「沒問題。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbQPHbkgxb
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穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8voLxYCmz
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來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G9LYsoYJe
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凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89I8U1Cm6E
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「喂！」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNznANpMIa
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正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioOGfSMk7I
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可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpOrcx3IRW
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「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBHe5o56Oz
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「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAy9mH4pBXU
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「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOYGx1VH4h
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之後要如何是好？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9Mt6iIvj5
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我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOybN0f4DT
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「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiacTo012tG
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鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLJR0hty6u
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轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp8t5bGg5f
沒有要拆下的樣子。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhjRhhU385
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「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzEhIjEEvE
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藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlou7twtiab
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「送給妳。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeD04JNchk
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「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT2zFnJB8w
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不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJicKqXxpD
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我好像不太懂他……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz25sgkEHn
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接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZJOPxD1Wl
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「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7XcOdMaYb
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我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarepnEnK4N
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「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF0xhOqFbC
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「戰爭？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w1pppki7W
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我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnabAttk3T
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「其實我……」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I0JkXDqQk
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嘶——501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmxlsvIJwt
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刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XiS9bUinH
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少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzqbT3YjEa
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「爸、爸爸……」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg66lM9NEFS
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99aofAsPWl
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「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqErZ3vKUc
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「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxeKXrZJv6
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糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVnYgc9xrJ
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我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYADSzLPhr
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「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpRAY9nZMt
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或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Uy0rmxak
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「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsktkMLL5Q0
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順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzhFHces4p
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我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBmbfyTJeX
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美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbPNw1uLmY
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那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jBd7bHWR4
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感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRCOuL6tDE
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沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uQoOb3F9n
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沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6wAeBPQwK
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然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyCBpCfz1q
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咚！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBiaHkkG0e
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是什麼聲？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlelrsRfVK
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我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27u2tHpMeL
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心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y2NBUkw4a
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「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn7TYBahCM
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看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQngplew32o
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「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCNhBwKAuG
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以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FoKrl5ITL
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCFDTXCRa3
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盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qXtLJpT0O
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糟糕！被發現了吧！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1C2iYODGD
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「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t9Pagth20
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「謝謝你，還有再見。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRaQs5TXjV
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我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AusD5Rogk
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我回望窗台，他已經不見了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDj5cm9Nl3
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這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekNB6MhFeH
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「不要上飛機」。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJKV8yYqYk
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沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQETmq14roU
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是他寫的嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV95KQLUsnI
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將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU5eFktKCN
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輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdB5JeV33I
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沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizJHBvqXQG
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將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vifoCx5UU
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「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7RhnCLtYm
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「……那快點走。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZNcjOlkoj
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他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UQrllwqhd
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我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsozllV6Vb
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只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIoFjgDp59
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緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqY2Hg0XeS
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「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCarMVkkURE
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爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbHhPsYZXy
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「拿著。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EvVZtGdtg
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「唔。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPg16LhjpZ
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7el2oEjnZX
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我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIJCsUlEMa
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只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoR6eIZRq1
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爸媽真的不愛我嗎？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FcU3FhB93
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踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftHWG5CqaH
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很懷念。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKM9jTFahw
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不過一切都要完結了。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeBGf0hrgz
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飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY6MOvi22E
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在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo4talXlqB
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「不要上飛機」。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwU4RHq85I
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為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRPd9l7L5R
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轟！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzYVzanTKw
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忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KOuBBHRr2
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「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpqV6OKQ2k
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「爸爸……」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mu65jr1is
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「什麼都別說。」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelbDoYdUyU
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正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDhqL5cVE6
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只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEdZnDB6kJ
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爸爸？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC1MgWU4Lo
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爸爸在哪兒？501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmFQI5qFs8
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很痛啊！501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOFq0DkWIb
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我動不到，連指頭也動不了……501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptXGStpIU6
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意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR87dXDFrrb
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「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZC183fQd8
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語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
