花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG5RMDAJPg
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mMdqRqyjJ
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIKF5FFB2a
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZpLTZh5Oh
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqw0xdyP6S
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA9MjcJwM1
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivq0Lrr7Cd
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTajv2rXFL
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jJs4yARF7
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oogs98Gj5
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDGjzDzCyu
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNhoq87DHy
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「那又有什麼法子……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EyEHJbGcK
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「夠了！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDubtoBwoEt
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q0bhivz9o
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvViT4FtoeO
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLUvIE6fM5
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25rzsrPkPW
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRdTQDNYA2
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60RoC7cQAl
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnmcDWp76Q
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Y6T99cJ4
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOWueMUkVe
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「為何還不起來？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb7qx5g4K4
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「我已受夠了！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fAd1SsSIU
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「住嘴！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJJMTa0c9X
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhus9SW4Du
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVzFk1GLo8
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第七天，我終於見到她了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCkUoJtfFz
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbifiKnDUX
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3bFxGajI7
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMFBmWKLCl
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlm3pJB9Jj
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「呃、謝謝……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBm7G0XJvZ
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「不客氣。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkFtMBobeQ
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M9d6D1wVx
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUwPFMs9Gm
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8mxWWDW3h
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61IGs6oCSR
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSf6V0GZrR
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdnmnvtd5O
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5L43jUZir
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「沒受傷吧？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8desvVjV1
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnFNuE4nLJ
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnj61tLQF5
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPxBr0QK8g
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OerbcK7j8
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIDTpKmNW9
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「欸？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguNSOMAe1p
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcWbSUiWB2
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUoVgN5iic
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEusJ0UnbF
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLNDc4lqM3
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rndS94gDE
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然而，我不能。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdXULL9aSZ
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「謝謝。再見了。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2sKd6LcsW
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTC0khFGFp
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87z88bDS33
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0LiQSWlhU
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「又如何！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY0ZPCzmw1
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NZxIeamD9
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「那麼——」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiApBlxxZ9
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0cfFZv35f
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZAv4MDv6i
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpuhC53nuu
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UGiGMCxWU
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或許是同病相憐吧？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNhElauZKr
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzWxSo7XN
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbaTt7v8G5
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這麼就足夠了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFLKRjiLUu
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx7uKPdkDI
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXOAw6V0qh
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyWwYLdOF2
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOHzzfiHba
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BJpBVqiGM
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「這支是什麼歌？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpZ5ssIueN
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYVBVCrhy
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBR9gxX8ZM
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95W5CFQTUz
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOraWryR2tO
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAtXmp1pIR
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuIbkPCuxo
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Co8t0ZBw
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「啊，是『頑強』……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lXvzkfZgz
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會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ytRojX7PA
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對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIMnLgHFpx
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四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFWvOrbVu7
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「妳很像蒲公英。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBOq5ABImm
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「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8cJRB8Ocn
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「也許。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD62lgAJphw
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「真不肯定啦！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sdCoNsszw
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與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPrJ8LURf4
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像我這麼的人……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHKMJGUFog
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「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtRdADogmN
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「風？」我疑惑地反問。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHSwmwTF6
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「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQyGc2ymaD
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8xnkOqXJt
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TI1fegR4Q
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我真的活著嗎？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThmAt4mqTA
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「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG4cRlbL1C
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「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh0SHxmQy3
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「沒關係。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZonEkTaGq
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「那麼不行時要說啊！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWePEB9Lux0
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她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0VLCf0QXh
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我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX2sMcMZ82
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心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxAAcDLSj2
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「快點、回去吧。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxVGyX3pYw
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我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspGnI9o6AI
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「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkzz5qZofs
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「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTehxPIXUYF
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我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE53EMqCHtR
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恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJIVdp9yv2
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成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAE85jbJfA
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所以這樣子就是最好的決定。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1AiwB9L1K
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可是，為何我會想哭？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKB8CJJZYC
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——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRM7zXfSpH
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我想起那個她。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9bs2Z1IKJ
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對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yjdaogtiI
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不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ooerPwRKj
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沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1MzZFIVPV
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8twPSFQgk
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nY18HF0Rd
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今天我終於死了。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuTXdb9O3S
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成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIj9yAA04e
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我不想死！我不想死！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJbbkJNIVf
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為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIFQnCVm7J
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我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lGyXgxFom
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只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22n4Vre0Cl
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不過，為何她不再笑？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Rw9BQR7Vp
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她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwvvw3zGYJ
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青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu1KysHwEv
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如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43gqDwjXi2
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消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjbWNhCvwS
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可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWj89XDIUZ
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回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxG6DEcyVv
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現在的「人」耐性真差。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRZwEMNofO
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不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR02HD32zx
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永別了，請妳一定要幸福。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FCY9sfinU
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這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlhhukRIHa
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「你是死神嗎？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYDYymtG6j
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「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E7BbDAAIJ
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「哦。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5YgILV7Gg
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也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SAw1XcesG
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每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeucI5z64Xs
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很想回到過去。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWlhSZQRdv
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如果可以……483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1rXRnzmmo
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再一次、再一次就可以了！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvLvKX63pT
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請給我道別的時間！483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALn53gNKZU
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心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YYE0Ffvk2
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直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd6RnWP2nk
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「嗨。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9iWoeIyYr
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「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewS1o8ShvM
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「我就在妳的面前。」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh317tIU3LO
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語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcimoHHlHSU
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「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyanXEjL8M
483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJgFshq0Px
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU2eJc0XNy
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「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQCzUNTDmT
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她這句話是什麼意思？483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8yCvjCUvD
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「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5uv89kVqq
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「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhm6tLr9vS
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說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFJnY4J5vD
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「我……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae64r98MHZ
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「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo8Jm75dy9
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語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6RkPdFfyQ
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只是我發現，不說出口會更好。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidMH93wVaU
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「傻瓜，我已經死了……」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzWNl4IqKi
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即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rZOsgzXbA
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「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT63592lzLi
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冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0hk2yXwX1
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「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc71UueGOA
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXw5xQvGj3
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。483Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bWK59gP3f
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願妳幸福。
