花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyFswOQesK
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgayXIZNO6
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06F99oBl6z
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KOJCwLQ4m
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA1XjfV6Gb
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSfUpsloZ0
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN12xWyGtt5
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwYaGHlj9Z
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWTTDen8rM
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實在太超現實啦！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf8YdM2qcm
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDLCWTPUSl
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真矛盾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQotuQJTwC
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gWUvdXtY8
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGPo9bREfX
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很完美的人生吧？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1phdDt7yh7
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmDjP34IH0
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKl2y8y84x
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDE7zr5nGw
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錯了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPdeyOx1A8
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完全錯了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2pfdGdFJ4
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvC2Qu0Lwt8
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXnWqwhKod
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIM3f58d7Ez
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOYcwFXNho
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqViVi6N5cn
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會死掉嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsD2SAi71L
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沒所謂。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mfVnrclFY
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtGvAnBaHy
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbURgU7LnaZ
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfI9E4eRc0
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH9ODWK16u
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eZCADMKzd
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兩手是空空如也。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc2Qasy0Mb
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMj792MX1j
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV0BtxYOp7
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhOEjt9wT9
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfGxmgXGGW
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrxyFgSA5L
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrOO9H7Kcj
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0fYG1jJUP
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假如……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bmhByS1PU
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHZY7vBMKW
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMsI8pnX65
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4enbO0xpLc
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbS4MfZlrO
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4RxJizIUb
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlgw1TyQFE
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDQWwDubYv
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyxuh7GsKd
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我真的活著嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ycfkgV5Hr
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FkkMDYdyc
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo7wFYj4xF
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ952zPxdXx9
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3x8GMKTfw
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很可怕。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszrHm3W2Il
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohO1QcKMus
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIar9T4W15
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvTvBAs0De
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6VqANPRAy
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsplO0JJiO
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iYlS96X8A
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「妳怎麼了？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc76KRQtHNF
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20OqMwigyb
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「看起來很痛……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaUSax0CdP
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqSN8b5MK0
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「來，打起精神吧！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHEohIM8LT
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioE7kbQ5Ve
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CYCuBW4Ea
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8u15o0yPw8
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到了哪兒去？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVdVfxsVOh
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFe2lYQfsQ
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyd8hXHdAiq
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRFhULonnv
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflsXggYki5
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAbuahWix8
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為什麼呢？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGczD58SWh1
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2nCWmQruz
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vop2E5Ysx
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jdshngVt8
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嗯……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAgeyKgbRD
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEoe3i5xin
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7pJalGyDO
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoJsfannol
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WqNfAwM3E
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkes3XnOS8D
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dnOwhWqID
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJZl5Wr9fE
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2QXjcyFu8
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9wMSlqrHC
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LJMnGO2Df
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGZbcfmjAG
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H1FWtFbh5
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTM8c0Qk5M
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDKPqjaS3o
「有很多東西。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyhPsBDjl7
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FlQHKHxux
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUH2qfsyAW
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUnqvDlz0u
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBlXP1vXpz
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvmkrI9Rm7
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3TuJBDBVr
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7hJI0Ejyh
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0LsxI9AGi
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJz0ycl1Kw
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZvTYZnvan
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBDeO1KIZD
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZnrLwbgPl
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS794x7hPhS
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvSTbK9W1X
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1bJuVEaFC
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDQTui3yaT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX1teIDsYd
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3JrMU3bgg
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9U62h2lVg
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkitkW31C0
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi0m9ixh5N
這是我第一次自己作出決定。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NhroNaAbY
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgkJsEBR17
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73CG21f2mI
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSGxXUS1b1
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZ8SG9mQU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaacnPxNZHA
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF0VvPDrZv
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv3DuabVWz
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL012LStFR
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSIAw0yr3r
嗚——464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnM2UoYsnE
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYEIDzbD2V
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwYluyykEs
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWGZOQMPHF
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC39vidqBrH
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPQtgIgCkt
「妳還真是……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAJDZLSj2n
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOeQlpfJEm
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltVmfYa1jT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9szPlzEB6u
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfzPmKXThv
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1GvcQZvzu
「有想去的地方嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEHqzm2E2S
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG14RYbmb7e
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSYwczzkwu
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8WKgf3HAw
「沒問題。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXWYLANvIU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvir32lKe0
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnTFnGlkKX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVRXmUXpN8
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcEnDUpg3r
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6cm4GZZ3G
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLrVqevy5C
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OuvIaUwu3
「喂！」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cK8RPgfdn
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ijBX3raQ
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmCaqbtLMU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3uG9L3TGc
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hpmB9MN8n
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ycvpx8Wla
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQB5O7YNaD
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOKRZBQFvv
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6QM2cyEYb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN7h3GqhZO
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMlIDOGpZr
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eHsXJC7ZZ
之後要如何是好？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuTeIFW4V8
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C2RiF4u95
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz0kf3xtoZ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KLg3kRc1q
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4BiKLDE2s
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoHhsdzxSc
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6XkzKF7Il
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOGU3uySq1
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P8bCaM34N
沒有要拆下的樣子。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc24NSNxiKf
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvZzwNxTNY
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfot62pKv3e
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekpkHMmeth
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhs6IDJGnU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXRfC11yg8
「送給妳。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6BsQzrTyA
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaAreAHIRS
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoVDZmfkPR
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhn1AltTvC
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4bmkbqGNp
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmcNxxD8R9
我好像不太懂他……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HB3E2gvt3
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRhopCBSZT
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTcGuDEjLe
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKzHJSFXrC
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98gKxVCAqa
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1130Mz8zz
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluOVfdZxBK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuuc1vudxP
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVtlYKWKRX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItpjlyc23v
「戰爭？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jBsJHSr9K
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZjUvPVFnu
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnivEYkxEBU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsEeEMSQY5
「其實我……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsGZMOf6IF
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5GbhfnmXd
嘶——464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcAyxp1H28
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5SiK6ptB5
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfJ79xqQjw
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuNxIyFbfL
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbevAY0mWz
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGCBKSgWQV
「爸、爸爸……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7CX7YEXqU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwt4PCk6ts
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9npJpmZc4l
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTIMTlr9Gb
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz0l8Irot3
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQeESDoMWi
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMtrzje7Mv
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xGY3yaeCm
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcexemvGpW
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbP8Gfpj69y
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j6SiaxbBY
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHNAsq77ss
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSDSl6xjiN
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfcN7G4Ho2
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMQIHWFp4
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORFmUipOHr
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb60TLoDuH
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWVjxIp5BI
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHSxvrJitb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxFyTGQr8W
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvIXakWSvP
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4DOaMxBCU
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKqeZd6DJV
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGa9fLhkVx
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M3RdphkiU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCxkMfChaQ
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdo0qGxNdM7
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoBQhq5ThZ
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOgZqAlG1I
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PQVTecrZA
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCn3NPNqks1
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BVA4sMOWi
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8dNpju6XT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62mdLS6bWE
咚！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrfc9O8fgD
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTOufyANZx
是什麼聲？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSt9myaAYD
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EvE71XG4Z
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcgZ2YOtX8
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPS6baa86D
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA9nvYDBnA
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTy7irHsdC
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKxhXojOHU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSQWfyzm8Y
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOwuJL1MzC
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「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr6vBDJG5y
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以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmtszOsE3L
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB7UE6vsN5
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhGD5d3z4w
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmceCYyR2U
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糟糕！被發現了吧！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTYAqzdIOk
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbtBvpwKv3
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Gq0haHJZF
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWDmIpHoZr
「謝謝你，還有再見。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8tNZuQQQ5
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G2qX4Vz7R
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVi7xXWDkd
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBCTENugEo
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cprTGKpqQ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEVJMV4pov
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt2y8ljRjP
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCnKssgplw
「不要上飛機」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXLyOIXZ2q
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKquEWy1BDK
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64WzBdgTLA
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5Pa0QosMV
是他寫的嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4VY4KRV2H
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdtifyzfAW
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9PYeQTBOL
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLkcymzKO6
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDtM2zdOud
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqYMkwxw5W
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoacmYvXwx
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIfLr1FviU
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uAE0YWvts
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE76eTg1d0
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RyfgPMa6D
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoZxlOHIpY
「……那快點走。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIMl4V5KTb
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdBF8Y3GO9
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Xy1Ehra4
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaerIZvfd4
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZXuMHyykT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5pNpM1I8A
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPiOiOAu16
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw2iKDw1k4
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePsagsGnH2
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAHBgprPMg
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0hMA64jUG
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQcydFGwJv
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6zCQSEdvS
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa9FadTlKh
「拿著。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJRZ7IaAsX
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6pOpF8cO0
「唔。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GgpsnqtwR
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHeo6N8qTU
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva41ets5I8
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我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwk28iypIe0
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Hsuiaa661
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ulruwScZ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKyIm0imGc
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwYCfiUAQi
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0XbumMQvz
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5EGpzfL5d
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很懷念。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRNwpsbzoM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrYKTaajRf
不過一切都要完結了。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqci2rARwo
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi6ONI99QI
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SqfeMuM23
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66WyE5xl8H
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpiZw3LHYt
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9i37RwJKMj
「不要上飛機」。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH9HbeSMUK
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNFpC4Kf6c
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjyabsnrfu
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17uzcNGPuX
轟！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUivcEk1QL
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忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHUwZ0IVfT
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVO5Fbz5HB
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVd55nHmVM
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBNLcWc57y
「爸爸……」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrBJsdcozQ
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGsw9LbAWq
「什麼都別說。」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH2Y6X8ay6
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qwnej9MEZ
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpLhA2EeGk
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa1UgXQlqK
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFP4lY99pNa
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爸爸？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC25Ifi8iAO
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爸爸在哪兒？464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy0nWaq2AS
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很痛啊！464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJSBDhnmH6
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我動不到，連指頭也動不了……464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrV9bH00TW
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9DYT9Xi2X
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sUFHVbc2W
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaczd9oUr4
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1wBgWJ60Q
464Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7cVbwWYhY
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
