花語：在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱
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相遇的那天，是在晴空萬里的青空下。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2D1Mbw4EH
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一直無法出門的我，偶爾地發現她的存在。她總是獨自一人，靜靜地仰望天際。遠看就像是久被困住的鳥兒，突然被放生到世界，反而顯得不知所措。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0CNG5x08G
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為何我會知道？我也不懂得。只知大家心中的聲音，也會流到我的耳內。即使我想聽，還是不希望知道的事，我都能夠接收到。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmHrkbPFaZ
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籠外的她，與籠中的我，相似又不同。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJsRuQTWty
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我渴望天空的自由，同時又害怕未知的方向。不奢求得到翅膀飛翔，願能如蒲公英般隨風而去。相對在外面的她，我無法聽到其心底之言，唯一感受到的是「虛無」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcs3pBQ68O
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為什麼？為什麼？疑惑的感覺在心中盤旋。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BD5vqMBo0
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接著，我聽到她哼唱著一首歌。溫柔且堅強的歌聲，使我沉醉其中。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzrC9ORnGh
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或許是想打發無盡的時間，我每天都來到窗前，注視著她佇足的位置。她的身影比任何事物更清晰，也更孤單。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgjvSgCizZ
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不論晴雨，她還是一動不動地站在那兒。是在等人嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMKXKKHqVZ
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想要走近她，可是我不能離開這房間。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91VECcN34s
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聽！爸媽又在為我的事而吵架了……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bnWNO736l
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「——到底要我等多久？多少年了呀！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI3LyHYFTG
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「那又有什麼法子……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebfjanh1HX
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「夠了！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccbAXSeQAx
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沒有止境的爭吵，叫人感到煩擾。其實我也很希望制止他們，可是我始終沒法子踏出房間……而我的呼叫聲，也無法傳到他們的耳內。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTViLRqXSf
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曾經想像這是幸福的家庭，能圍在一起吃飯，笑說每天發生的大小事情。然而不存在的東西，全都是空想，我只能在這裡慢慢枯萎。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr432kmtFL3
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想到這點，我的心被刺得很痛。或許如母親所說，乾脆把生命之線切斷，還比較輕鬆。可惜這不是我能夠自主的選項，有時間儘管再努力，也不是能夠依從意願而行。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfq5xGSClv
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沈甸甸的擠壓感，使我只想靜靜地沉眠，所以這天我沒有到窗前，等待她的到來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN3uaWHcIq
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漫長的睡眠中，編織不出夢境，只有伸手不見五指的漆黑。沒有半點光華到訪，我的身體溶化其中。唯獨心臟依然在跳動，才證明我還是生存。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUk4ztRBAf
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不知不覺間我再次醒來，慣性來到窗前眺望外界……咦？她去了哪兒？我看看時鐘，更是感到莫名。平常這個時間，她就會在那兒啊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hKdYRL5Tk
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難道是生病了？我站在窗前一動不動，擔心錯過了她出現的時機。然，到了日落西山的時份，她還是沒有出現。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TnaP9czkl
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待在這牢籠中，被虛無所噬。眾多的線束縛著的軀殼，絲毫不能挪移的痛苦，有誰能夠援救如此的我？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj2yy7tJua
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即使在窗前抬頭，天空還是離我很遠。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaQq13yCjJ
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「為何還不起來？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3mbpCSCAF
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「我已受夠了！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jcfgwEsVn
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「住嘴！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFE3S9JGrRz
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一天、兩天、三天、四天……時間變得比往常更漫長。吵耳的爭執持續，對她的思念，燃起了一份欲望——「我要出去」。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbPOEy3Fxb
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無法與人接觸的我，對她生出單向的感情。這是妄想過渡，而在她顯出我的理想嗎？沒差，反正這份感情，只會存於我的幻想中。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrLLHuThk4
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第七天，我終於見到她了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJHiNQv0J7
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她，看來比以前更雪白。白晢的皮膚，純白的裙子……還有將她雙眼擋住，那層層的繃帶與紗布。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNJCRSPv7u
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沒有半點生命氣色，如同人偶般冰冷的漂亮。只見她腳步躊躇，每步也戰戰兢兢。這時她被樹根摔倒，我即時伸出手想觸及她，想走在她身旁——456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuyOFltCKI
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「小心！」以為已枯乾的語言衝口而出，連自己也感到陌生。最奇妙是我竟然到了外面，而且就在她身旁，使我頓時緊張地困窘起來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwGgI6XkTr
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心跳微微地加速，全身上下有種刺痛感。第一次如此近距離地凝視她，感覺和平常完全不同。此般看來，她就猶如琉璃娃娃般易碎。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLyqKyNnkE
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「呃、謝謝……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80nT2IfxX9
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「不客氣。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpWnNRpVpt
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很輕很輕的聲音從她唇間吐出，被拂過的風吹散，我只能勉強聽到一點。回以客套的說話，接下來又是陷入沉默。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQg5NdTU90
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刺骨的風再次拂面，路邊的蒲公英也跟著飛舞。既然我捨不下，就努力試試看吧。最壞的情況，也只是各自回到原點，所走的路不再相交。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqtIXZ9DxO
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「妳……這幾天沒有來這裡啊。」我盡量用輕柔的語調說話，深怕她會被我嚇倒。只見她的肩膀微抖一下，果然會害怕，始終我們只是陌路人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva9bIsx12M
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「我房間的窗戶面對這裡，所以、總見到妳站在此……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuedCZXtzDE
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說畢，我就即時後悔。聽起來不是滿像跟蹤狂嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCKJ4knGqM
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「這麼啊……」她的聲調依然偏低，只是比剛開始時鎮靜了不少。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9dfIncA2G
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氣氛稍稍緩和，我不禁舒一口氣。然而在挪移腳步之際，她再一次被地上的樹根摔到。現實與幻想是兩回事，還來不及伸手，她就一腦子跌倒在地上，弄得滿是泥巴。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM7PJYVsTP
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「沒受傷吧？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5JMSWoSTl
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「沒事沒事……看不見果然很不方便。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqL9EJm7Ne
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「妳的眼睛怎麼了？」我跟著她一起坐下來，二人間保持著距離。不過原有的隔閡漸淡，連拂過的風也變得溫柔。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAImZ0tzU3
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「最近剛做完手術……之前已失敗了一次，希望這次能夠成功。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O7JXWYdOt
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我靜靜地聽著，凝視她的側面，有種她正在哭泣的感覺。所以她平常來到這裡仰望天空，其實什麼也看不見……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5RYio3FKc
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「妳一定會痊癒的。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQ4fqs0whv
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「欸？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVbHByxDWH
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「如果連自己也不相信，那麼還能相信誰？」想著自身長年的病，我把這話說出來。希望能安慰她的心，也願能說服自己能夠痊癒。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk4ZdqnCSj
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「也對。」她笑了，真的太好了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFUQZOWOau
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二人再次靜靜地坐著，我仰望她所喜愛的天空，初次感到自由。只是身體很累，昏昏沉沉的……是又要回到房間休息。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbziubMOgWF
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「我要走了……明天、可以再來嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9JkQn1F5R
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注視她靦腆的笑臉，輕巧地點頭答應，使我更希望能夠靠近。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdsbq6yG3H
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然而，我不能。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaziIVvp4Vv
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「謝謝。再見了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvctW9y4VOM
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轉眼間，我又回到床舖上，剛才猶如夢境般不真實。然而當我往窗外看，就見到她在朝我剛才所在的方向揮手。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjXZJRVBGj
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「——看他這個的樣子，和死掉有什麼分別？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJKt6zWwHv
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「他可是你的兒子呀！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0gVy6YkA0
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「又如何！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEe0dKAtOx
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「那是殺人啊！殺人啊！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz0RzuUeCf
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「那麼——」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7taVDD1p4S
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很討厭這些聲音，何時才能夠結束呢？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MAtifrc4S
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如果我能夠盡快痊癒就好了……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtSvetle0L
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心中多了份依靠，有了活下去的希望，人就能夠更是有動力前進。為了那短暫的時間，每天也把自己能夠使用的最大體力，費盡在她身上。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmk9NGANy1
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沒有交換名字，因為這裡只有我和她。我代替她的眼睛，為她看盡世界。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WsfmdXWW0
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或許是同病相憐吧？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qUPegqcSp
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只是，我們一直都在保持距離。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09uJ1FnciI
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二人之間，存在一線之隔。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN6uEluttS
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這麼就足夠了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6Qvc7hv4S
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傾聽她說起回憶的往事，例如班上各同學畢業後的生活。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZlrySkU2m
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其中我最深印象的，是她說起一位內向的同學的轉變。由躲在不起眼的一角，直至如今站在舞台上表演。對我來說是遙不可及的夢。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD4ZoLiIhi
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不過只要是她的話，即使是開心的、痛苦的、幸福的、哀傷的，我全盤也會收藏在心裡。無法經歷的我，將之當成自己的過去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNok1Ikj6FA
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然而不變的未來沒有持續，人類的欲望不會輕易滿足。得一想二啊……貪婪終究會把平靜的幸福摧毀，是我親手把這時光終結。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HYOtuog2c
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傾聽她無意識地哼唱的小調，令我想起初次看到她時的情景。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCs8f5i6Xe
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「這支是什麼歌？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhDncv4IEf
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「啊？呀、就是之前說的那位歌手同作的曲。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9SZjelbLc
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她的回憶流入我的腦海，這是我首次窺知別人的回憶。在音樂室中，周遭的同學一個接一個地上台，為了考試而演唱。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOhHJ4431y
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直到一名怯場的女同學上台，她兩手用力地抓住麥克風，全身都抖擻不已。良久，她依然唱不出半句。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RZI7wuRlj
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「妍同學，請問準備好了嗎？」老師彈了幾個音調，終於不耐住催促。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnPbS483w0
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沒多久，那位同學深深吸了一口氣，就開始唱歌……是近似天籟的歌聲，使我也不禁恍神。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwha5dVCUa0
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她從回憶中回神，再次揚起了微笑對我說。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fne1RFFpz
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「那位同學近年剛出道了！這支是她寫的歌，說是紀念一位影響她很深的人。歌名是《火焰百合》。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzyGmgqy8z
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「啊，是『頑強』……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8UBIl8GK4
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會喜歡上這首歌，也許是渴望得到堅強吧？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QvmYZpHoe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpjqTgrlVO
對話結束，我們再次享受平靜的沉默。她一腦子躺在草地上，蒲公英也飛起來了。不過因為沒有風，所以沒有吹走。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgBOV5fqrc
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVynCKa1Mf
四散的蒲公英靜靜地降落，落在她的身上。不過當風輕輕一吹，它就飛得很遠很遠。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3XdVfNDSn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKy9zhbvGKV
「妳很像蒲公英。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx32iTBktQI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivMEww7O0x
「呵，因為我都穿白色嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyFzajAKDe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlf5WtmXNc
「也許。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOQbrvpJDl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE3Ztu3h5F
「真不肯定啦！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLMTmyAku6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucZksWl1Lr
與初次見面相比，她笑得更甜美。距離她雙眼康復，應該所剩不多時間。如果她見到半死不活的我，會否像母親一樣感到厭惡呢？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLS8sjQiYB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmO9hlRJfa
像我這麼的人……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3YjyAv26x
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6AQIMpIeO
「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXly63Daut
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwIe780yDf
「風？」我疑惑地反問。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY3G6HjWiX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG069KsyF8
「嗯嗯，因為你帶我去面對這個世界。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdSodXchqY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTb472jVSL
凝視她認真的樣子，我初次感受到被肯定。瞄向她在我旁邊的手，渴望連接相繫。掌心中的暖意是如何呢？我沒有丁點記憶。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn32C1pLx8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjraTAy1OHN
我真的活著嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbgos7XKyG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwifKysgft
「要不要到外面走走？」我不自覺吐出如此的話。越仰望天空，就越想要得到更多的自由。看那細小且不起眼的蒲公英，不是也能飛上天際？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3JiHUbvdg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYd9PxNEqG
「但你的身體……」她知道我體弱，所以多數都只坐在這裡。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWcENQ9Dol
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHq7ihJELBK
「沒關係。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN5E3ptImE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgSJ8iV55k
「那麼不行時要說啊！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt83GZk7D5
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcJ3JvWP8S
她接受了我的提議，臉頰泛著微紅地對我伸出手……可是我不能夠牽著她的手，所以唯有婉拒。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YkujklgFM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NPMwnF3Ex
我們平肩而行，朝市區出發。中間隔著無形的牆壁，沒法子接近對方。如果我告訴她一切，就能輕鬆不少了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKw6XbHjuIG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgOtCV59lL
心跳加速，陣陣的不安感湧現。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfex2oIpaj1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbzcidFHaY
「快點、回去吧。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIt4BLM5tJ1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi56ImWGFab
我停下腳步，聲音也開始難以擠出。她即時緊張起來，朝我的方向摸索，只是……不能！我縮身不讓她觸碰。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FusjxtnyV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN6vGeAtHD
「你怎麼了？讓我扶你——」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU56qkMQW4H
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapVQN9xVAF
「別過來！」我聲嘶力竭地大叫，打斷了她的話。眼見她僵硬的模樣，我更是難過。雙手慢慢如霧氣般慢慢消失，眼前的景象化開。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVz3RabpAn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWFhoT9cRp
我再次回到睡房中，看到睡在床上的自己……還有跌坐在一旁的母親。她的手拿著一把剪刀，地上則是被剪斷的喉管。那些維持生命的線斷開，我也將真真正正地死掉。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRyruHohob
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMhVrfSCi2
恨嗎？見自己的母親淚流滿面，要我如何去恨。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqM3FhKwYB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd8O9vZ73a
成為植物人的我，一直睡在這裡。她已照顧半死不活的我數年，沉睡越久，醒來的機會也越微。即使真的醒來，身體的機能也會衰退。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt8QiTUVK7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaGwhAL9NZ
所以這樣子就是最好的決定。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUrGngGxDw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4S6nCO0kI
可是，為何我會想哭？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchZtngkiVV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyCJhqrwcX
——「那我覺得你就如同『風』一般。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B07x4mU8S
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbrFlVT4U8
我想起那個她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycsB4L4XkV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8n6i2HhZ9
對不起，我沒法子帶著妳去外面，也沒法子再與妳仰望天空，更沒法子成為妳的眼睛，看遍世間的風景。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj07Efx1cRA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzUYFfypqu
不想讓妳知道，這般難看的模樣就是我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2xsoye6Ur
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyGWeNO1Oh
沒有告訴妳我的名字真的太好了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglqUcNvRDi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfSWNGi3nz
回望短暫與之共渡的地方，我落下了久違的眼淚。死亡的期限逐秒迫近，我依然無法掙扎。現實是無奈的，再頑強地渴求生存，也不一定能夠成功。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU27ptVPRSU
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt8ORX06b1
今天我終於死了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGQY5kj9uB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55wHkq6glg
成為植物人至今多年，我本以為不會為失去從沒擁有的生活而悲哀。得到不一定是有形之物，即使如此的我，還是有珍貴重視之物。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzz0XxdmxH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LxD7pNo3K
我不想死！我不想死！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMFevvJ1nh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8YThAmX1n
為何擁有一切的人，能夠輕生自殺？想要多活一陣子的我，只能這麼看著自己死去？眼巴巴地看著一切發生，無力的我只能佇足原地。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwg5mK30OQH
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmvJyB6x1N
我的屍體最終被送走，而殺害我的母親，則被送到精神病院。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOJwMROVDy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXgSW37d8S
只是這不是結束，我還是站在窗前，看著她所在的位置。每天、每天她如常地出現在那兒。如今紗布也拆下了，我能見到她美麗的雙瞳。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgaOihsnM9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AKWouattC
不過，為何她不再笑？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8U6bCl5kx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡby4MFUGSKO
她在等誰？是在等我嗎？明明連名字也沒有，連臉也未見過，她又怎會記得我？不過縱使如此……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p46105LeS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡie9SoJAJFp
青空中，飛舞著朵朵白毛傘。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeS7Z4SrKy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghKythIKUH
如果能夠重來一次就好了。那麼我就能夠說實話，不用以欺騙作終結。願那柔弱的種子，能飛到彼方之人的手中。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrqMyIDiZn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB2EFoki0F
消逝而去的光景無法再現，只願平方的思念能隨風而至。正如蒲公英的花語——在遠處為你的幸福而祈禱。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQExryiAFk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAzhPJmszs
可惜，我要走了，已經有「人」來接我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY0Cp4u0QM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdPUOIijVT
回首望向在身後出現的男人，他冷冽的臉蛋叫人感到淒寒，雙瞳中彷彿藏有冰塊。他用不友善的目光瞪過來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYX48Usi1Q
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOudyiDH69O
現在的「人」耐性真差。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lvaONskYz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yitAXtZ1C
不捨地再次眺望不存在的彼方，我無聲地開閉雙唇——456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWOLRzUbew
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HAR91Ytnx
永別了，請妳一定要幸福。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGFQyZ9XXl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQlcBrMBW2
這時，本來在默默等待的男人，終究忍無可忍，一手抓住我的手腕離開。男人被男人手拉手，是多麼噁心的畫面。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4gaOagyl6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn98CcqvlS
「你是死神嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkf7v9RosHF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnYHp0kLrg
「……任何稱呼也不重要，職能上你可稱我為引渡者。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIACABMysK3
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8itSxTqnoj
「哦。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRtMt9mBDA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ghKlmO7eB
也對，什麼名稱根本沒意義。他見我願意合作，就鬆開了手指示我隨他而行。我們遠離溫暖的房間，走入黑暗陰森的道路。背後的光未有完全消失，使我有所依戀。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT2vmqcccs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEx2LABsTcZ
每向前一步，就有一點點的光掉下融入黑暗中，如同把我的記憶漸漸吸收。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7HwlDunwB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0b9eekTIn
很想回到過去。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yNkkwq2xr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pd89UXcH2
如果可以……456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgz08cQ1KOD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9L0L2CgBf
再一次、再一次就可以了！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgFltBDSWI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRVVA6lP7K
請給我道別的時間！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiaOupQNY0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafdv1yzBxx
心生一念，我不顧後果地扭轉身，一口氣地朝原點跑去。後方的呼喊聲帶有怒意，可是我還是不予理會。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHWTWFEWlT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNcckv8F7
直至跑到樹蔭下，在她面前我才止住腳步。我咬緊著牙關，決定儘管她能否聽到，也要說出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0xzCtoOpQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUFqcIFwal
「嗨。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeBM25HmpF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT4zKTebxY
「是你嗎？」她即時緊張地左顧右盼，拉高聲線地嚷道。她還能聽到我的聲音！只是轉了一個圈，依舊無法看見站在她面前的我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT7BWbsLo1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBYnacIyVW
「我就在妳的面前。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum3eFnXJMh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk45GJBL0uk
語畢，我伸出手欲撫摸她的臉頰，可惜沒有實體的我，只能穿過了她，什麼也感受不到。而她即使定眼注視我的方向，其瞳內始終不會有我的身影。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuZIUVXo1i
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa15VKzLx9
「請妳不要害怕，雖然我已經不是人，但沒有加害妳的心。」我語氣放柔，希望盡量不要使她恐懼，留下不好的回憶。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03FRQYa22e
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sdRbAPScX
在沉默中，她垂下頭緊握著拳，眉間擰住又有別於懼怕。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEu9IO8Vfm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OFhaTFVe2
「我知道的，怎可能不知道……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8tzPSr5w1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqeZwfMhxy
她這句話是什麼意思？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtupcRjj0Jn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70acPlezB9
「我、眼睛……在更早之前已經痊癒。從那時開始，我就發現根本看不到『你』。」她的聲音很淡很淡，近似哀傷的音調悄然流露。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9rmBGzTPi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDRBdVFGgO
「因為在六年前，我在交通意外中陷入昏迷。直至聽到妳的聲音……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8NQeswKLQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgboamgJvlh
說到這裡，我看到她的眼淚再次冒出，真是愛哭鬼。不過，我不是為了見她的哭臉而來。很希望拭去她的淚滴，只是我做不到。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLO7RuLfBX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm0es7Ry3G
「我……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYPP3MMARi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIfcr7sjLn
「吶，你不是說等我痊癒後，就帶我去看看這個世界嗎？為何要撇下我？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXI8jdWXMK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RuGayqNvO
語畢，她就伸出手，如同眼疾未癒時般，摸索著空氣尋找我的存在。本來逃到這裡，我是要對她說出自己的心意。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDSMO43CV9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ443IgKeH5L
只是我發現，不說出口會更好。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDv9Yyl5dD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap3OhXAWln
「傻瓜，我已經死了……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvA8ZbJIKt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ghqJHHA3
即使如何努力，即使咫尺相對，我倆的視線也無法接觸，生者與死者根本沒法子在一起。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1fWlnICNW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7pHODemuu
「夠了吧！快點跟我走！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qdJK6vPaQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKEeoJK4Nc
冷淡的語氣從背後響起，其語音一結，我的身體就被綁住。身體漸漸被拉扯到黑暗之中，她與光明慢慢消失於視線內。我——456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuS0Z06YKp
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CInUa8SVa
「喜歡妳啊。」這句心底話，就永遠沉睡在我的靈魂中。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08WfvVxE8I
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風拂過這片大地，蒲公英在她身邊飄過。儘管短暫，卻是永恆。未盡的話語，願能隨風送到她的身邊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfzQer1BMq
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在彼岸之處，帶著這份思慕祈求。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC5B7eoiVX
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願妳幸福。
