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WHY!? Why am I starting to become the person I have forever feared to be? When I walked by my mirror as I was getting ready for school, the reflection had taken parts of me and in place i saw fragments of you in my face. I've avoided this at all costs. It would be a relief if you would just explain it to me. In these moments of panic as I realize what I will forever be, I picked out all my mistakes. I made all the same choices as you. I took drugs in my free time even though I swore against them as a child. It should have been a one time thing. Maybe I am just like you. It happened again. Now I worry it might not stop. Mother i'd like to know if you ever feel regret? I'm sure you must have noticed the little girl on the verge of death. I don't think I deserved to slowly starve. I hadn't even turned one. I am 13 now. I would like to think that you see what you have done. I also know that you jump from one crime to another. They tried to keep it a secret but I know you killed a man. I do not want to ever hurt anyone. Now you are locked away in prison. I have no way of contacting you, so I guess that makes me glad. I continue to feel a burning rage every day. I hope I don't hurt someone like you decided to do. I see you in myself . At first I was overcome with fear, but I am in place of power so I suppose I cannot delay the inevitable. Now I have come to terms with the blood that we share and I understand my fate. I am going to be the fuckup that I am meant to be. So Mom why don't you show your child to all the best party spots and come along as I take my first shot. Show me the most amount of lines you can do, and lets crash parties and speed on the highways in some random strangers car. Show me what it's like to really truly live. Mom, I hate you with a passion but I'm letting you take my hand and lead the way. This is me giving up little miss perfect and becoming part of the stories my bloody slashed veins reveal175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg7cgbhRnI
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