天晴。白雲飄飄,清風颯颯。131Please respect copyright.PENANAil8AlEvulr
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從倉庫拖出塵封已久的小舟。簡單檢查和清潔後,直接把小舟推至湖邊,準備出發垂釣。131Please respect copyright.PENANAEHpBH64Pdl
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已有好一段日子沒有釣魚。自從釣友們因各種原因不再聯絡,我也沒心情釣魚,縱使我是住在湖邊,屋子與湖水只有十米之距。131Please respect copyright.PENANA1vK7SOs524
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為何今日會突然有興致重拾釣具?131Please respect copyright.PENANAYBDeJe1qxJ
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今早起床時,總覺得會遇上甚麼特別的。奇特的靈感令我不自覺倍加留意身邊事物。131Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8eELdAGQE
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原來雙手那麼粗糙,需要花點心思好好保養。原來椅子坐墊有破口,少量棉花探出頭來。原來白色杯子已被咖啡染黃。原來窗邊小盆栽長出新葉。原來春天已到。原來是需要打掃倉庫的潮濕季節。原來已有好一段日子沒有釣魚……131Please respect copyright.PENANAtilrk8ZoxQ
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一!二!三!推!131Please respect copyright.PENANAXPg53hupWk
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莫名其妙。明明只有我一人,我還是數拍子計算施力時機,彷彿釣友們在身邊。我傻笑,笑自己傻。131Please respect copyright.PENANATmY8AkXEaF
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登舟,划槳,離岸。微風,波光,水聲。湖中央,回望。屋子像積木,大樹似佈景。近在咫尺的驀地遙遠。131Please respect copyright.PENANAKtn50YTb3L
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忽爾體驗到甚麼是空。131Please respect copyright.PENANAvfDVP0KA0u
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無法觸碰。無法掌握。無法言明。131Please respect copyright.PENANATjf45q5RVf
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有點兒像迷惘。有點兒像不安。有點兒像孤獨。131Please respect copyright.PENANAgGLAveqVVn
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有點兒像沒有釣友在身邊的日子。131Please respect copyright.PENANAOBoR6Pi5K8
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有點兒像獨自垂釣的此刻。131Please respect copyright.PENANA80E86IiQ7e
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此刻只為垂釣。131Please respect copyright.PENANAs6vRfar8pC
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垂釣吧。131Please respect copyright.PENANAEgZUPAUFAi
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靜,顯得嘈吵。131Please respect copyright.PENANAIzLR1VOTTx
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紛擾減少,雜念增多。131Please respect copyright.PENANA0WXX6CzrAC
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回憶很多,執著很多。131Please respect copyright.PENANA4UIoBVDqpx
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記得,派翠克是第一個離開的釣友。他不是斷然說不來了,而是漸漸減少出席次數。每週一會,雙週一見,每月一聚……131Please respect copyright.PENANA4BR56UIwGS
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記得,大衛是第二個離開的釣友。他說要離開小鎮,到城市找工作。他不想一輩子無所事事、渾渾噩噩。域陀口直心快,反問大衛何以肯定在城市就不會無所事事、渾渾噩噩。大衛沒有回答,整個下午默默對著湖水沉思。然後,我和域陀最終都不知道他確實何時離開了小鎮。131Please respect copyright.PENANAouoyKjwdfz
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記得,域陀是最後一個離開的釣友。他的離開方式最灑脫。深夜投湖自盡,沒有遺書。有人猜測他為情所困,有人傳言他覺得人生無聊,有人估計他只是酒醉失足遇溺罷。我沒有推敲背後因由——死亡是其中一種離開方式,無法改變他離開這事實。131Please respect copyright.PENANA2cIH03SCuw
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浮標或浮或沉,魚絲隨之或起或伏。我的目光許是定在浮標和魚絲之上,許是定在作為背景的水面,許是定在作為襯托的回憶畫面。或浮或沉,或起或伏。131Please respect copyright.PENANAI845wb5vsZ
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無魚,有雨。131Please respect copyright.PENANAOqMX3kigRX
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雨粉若霧,輕、柔、潤。不必在意?必須在意。若不躲避,再細的雨都能令人全身濕透。我抬頭望天,灰矇一片,看不清楚雲層厚薄,無法估計這場雨會持續多久或是雨勢會否加大。131Please respect copyright.PENANAJfgYhetoTe
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回去吧。131Please respect copyright.PENANAsJHwsIxlHw
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靠岸,登陸。131Please respect copyright.PENANAMDj403kMp9
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停雨,放晴。131Please respect copyright.PENANALGPjLftzFR
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有彩虹。131Please respect copyright.PENANAg04qphVHA9
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景色如畫。131Please respect copyright.PENANAibScuigeC0
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美麗,卻不動人。因為我沒有心情。131Please respect copyright.PENANAzzqcm2UNTU
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匆匆一瞄。131Please respect copyright.PENANALrFT03zcJm
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罷。131Please respect copyright.PENANAzlKWNJiDgM
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