{留一天與你喘息—陳卓賢}
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「無論世界有幾咁黑暗,我都會一直拖住你,迎接晨曦來臨。」224Please respect copyright.PENANASBYl2tbsDN
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呢句說話係尋晚我同佢困喺學校儲物室嘅時候,佢拖住我隻手,望著我雙眼對住我講。雖然漆黑之中我睇唔清楚佢嘅表情,但係從聲線可以聽得出佢係誠懇發自內心的。224Please respect copyright.PENANA39hqUWJYBo
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而家佢隔住電話,問我記唔記得尋晚佢講過呢番說話。224Please respect copyright.PENANA6HiGdoT9C5
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「我記得吖…」我哭著說。224Please respect copyright.PENANAbGFYF6bJxJ
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「你唔會呃我㗎可?」我內心,希望可以聽到佢親口講唔會。224Please respect copyright.PENANAdr2JhBeIM5
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「傻瓜,我點會捨得呃你,我應承過你㗎嘛。」224Please respect copyright.PENANAoZIKZVDqrR
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「無論發生咩事都好,我都唔會放開你隻手,我會拖實你同你一齊面對。」佢再補充道。224Please respect copyright.PENANAlEAIHz4twR
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我無諗過,佢俾我嘅答案,會遠超過我心中所期望嘅。雖然唔係面對面聽到呢番說話,但係我都覺得好窩心,一種甜絲絲嘅感覺,慢慢衝破緊我內心嘅苦澀。224Please respect copyright.PENANAbmol58lOOo
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或者佢同曾皓賢最大嘅分別,係在於我可以感受到郭家朗嗰份認真同坦率,唔會隨便口甜舌滑,雖然只係識咗佢好短時間,但佢就以橫空出世嘅姿態,直接闖入我嘅世界,一次又一次咁將我從深淵扯返出嚟。224Please respect copyright.PENANAcS1NC2MQ3T
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「你而家肚唔肚餓?我陪你食啲嘢好唔好?」而佢嘅嗰份溫柔,我無辦法抗拒到。224Please respect copyright.PENANAETyfOiZIPe
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「嗯…」我想見到佢。224Please respect copyright.PENANAtaK90zRlPZ
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「我哋喺邊度等…?」雖然我唔係好肚餓。224Please respect copyright.PENANA6qvUb7olJH
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「你打開門,就會見到我。」佢唔至溫柔,有時仲會有種霸氣隊長嘅感覺,搞到我個心係度小鹿亂撞。224Please respect copyright.PENANAOwf79yYu2b
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其實嗰一晚,佢除咗坦白同我解釋佢出現喺排球隊儲物室嘅原因,同埋向我表白之外,佢仲同我講,前日我哋俾訓導主任罰完留堂之後,佢見我俾我叔叔拖住,感覺到我好似有啲唔妥,於是就喺後面偷偷地跟蹤我哋,最終發現原來我哋係住響同一幢大廈,跟住我問佢你住邊層吖,我先知道原來我哋係上下層嘅鄰居。224Please respect copyright.PENANAnPJrCtCiDW
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之後佢好奇問返我,既然係上下層嘅鄰居,點解咁多年返學放學都冇見過我,我同佢講,其實我媽咪前年同我爹哋離咗婚,之後我哋一直冇地方住,只可以暫時喺親戚屋企寄人籬下。224Please respect copyright.PENANATOh7lxwbSV
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直至上年暑假,我媽咪同我講,佢終於搵到個地方可以住得舒服啲,就係搬入嚟同呢個叔叔一齊住,點知原來呢個係我惡夢嘅開始,我為咗避開呢個人,平時好早就出門口返學,放學又好晏先返屋企,所以應該係咁嘅原因,即使我哋係鄰居,但從來未相遇過。224Please respect copyright.PENANAO2j8ygMcWh
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就係因為咁,佢知道我住邊度,可以直接出現喺我屋企門口等我。我怔一怔,然後即刻起身落床,用濕紙巾抹乾臉頰上嘅眼淚,同埋痴喺大髀上面嘅污糟嘢,再著返好條校裙,簡單咁梳返好啲頭髮,不過就冇時間紥返好佢哋喇,最後拎埋電話銀包同鎖匙,踢住對人字拖就衝咗出房,直奔向屋企大門。224Please respect copyright.PENANAF4959K9KNt
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一打開門,就見到一個高我成個頭嘅男仔,著住排球隊校隊波衫,孭住黑色運動背囊,企喺我面前同我揮手打招呼。224Please respect copyright.PENANAXbgiFGgpjs
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其實,喺我入校隊之前,我已經覺得男子隊呢套海軍藍配金色邊嘅波衫真係好有型,佢哋著住呢套咁靚嘅波衫出去同其他學校打比賽,士氣都肯定會勝人一籌,只係呢剎那我覺得,郭家朗佢著呢件波衫,比任何人更加有型。224Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8qPAVcRhD
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我一面靦腆咁望住佢,同佢四目相望,佢向我露出一個陽光笑容,一時之間,我忍唔住噗通一聲跌咗入佢懷抱之內,佢伸手輕輕咁接住咗我。唔通呢種就係小鹿亂撞嘅感覺?我誤打誤撞,俾我遇上咗呢個男仔,總係可以喺我最唔開心嘅時候,俾到適時嘅溫暖我。224Please respect copyright.PENANAOY8WP2CIvr
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呢一刻,我可以近距離,確切咁感覺到佢嘅心跳,佢個心好似越跳越快吖。然後,我都感覺到我個心,都跳得好快,但我唔想俾佢知我心跳加快,於是乎即刻退後一步,脫離佢嘅懷抱,誰不知原來自己成塊面已經一早紅晒。224Please respect copyright.PENANApjLEDf6wVJ
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「佢仲喺入面?」郭家朗細細聲問我。224Please respect copyright.PENANAWcUnwYAyYs
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我點點頭。224Please respect copyright.PENANA1NpGEXEK1L
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果然佢真係估到我頭先遭遇嘅經歷,但係我好感激佢能夠只係用簡單一個問題,就可以確認到我嘅狀況,但係又唔使我主動講發生咩事,呢點完全顧及到我嘅感受。224Please respect copyright.PENANAtGIK1yYFlo
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「我哋走?」佢以平時隊長嘅語氣,再配搭對我嗰種嘅溫柔地說。然後,緩緩向我伸出右手。224Please respect copyright.PENANAA4Vm11W7n6
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「嗯~」我接住佢隻手,你去邊,我就跟住你去邊。224Please respect copyright.PENANARbqYuQbk19
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佢知道我唔夠膽擰轉身閂返屋企度門,於是幫我輕輕閂好,佢連呢一點都可以貼心照顧到我感受,郭家朗你再係咁,我呢隻小鹿就會亂撞撞到暈底㗎喇。224Please respect copyright.PENANABwSEJHbEdJ
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就係咁,佢拖住我隻手,行喺我面前,我就喺佢後面跟住佢。一前一後咁經過走廊,行到電梯大堂。雖然我睇唔到佢個樣,佢亦都睇唔到我個樣,但係咁都好吖,至少我唔想俾佢睇到我怕醜個樣吖。224Please respect copyright.PENANAlzXne0AY89
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搭緊𨋢嘅時候,我忽然諗起一樣嘢,於是問郭家朗:「你頭先入𨋢嗰陣,電話咪會收唔到囉?」佢笑笑口咁答我:「傻瓜,我點會捨得收線啊,我直接跑樓梯衝上嚟搵你㗎!」224Please respect copyright.PENANAG273iNYov5
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我聽到佢咁講,個心又一陣甜意湧至,情不自禁地捉實佢隻手,輕聲細語地說:「你先傻~練完波咁攰仲要跑廿幾層樓梯。」224Please respect copyright.PENANAPVKB6qwo74
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即使,佢知道我唔係一個純潔嘅女仔,但係佢都依然肯對我咁好,我可唔可以自私啲請求你,帶我永遠離開呢片充滿傷感嘅地方。
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