Dearest *insert my boyfriend's name here*,
As the summer draws near, I want to let you know how amazing this year has been with you by my side. I know we were only best friend for half of it, but even then, I still loved you as much as I do now. Not only are you my first love, you're my best friend, and even if we have a vicious, ugly, horrible breakup, that will never change. You will always be my best friend.
People keep telling me based on my past experiences that I shouldn't get my hopes up. They tell me I shouldn't think of you as the love of my life. My friend told me, "What person have you met who has married their middle school sweetheart?" People tell me it's very uncommon to stay with the same person you've been with since middle school for the rest of your life, and I know that. I know that there's a possibility that we might not last forever. But here's how I like to think about it:
You are possibly the love of my life.
I say it's possible, because I've never been in such a wonderful relationship before you. I've never been with someone who loves me as much as you do. I've never been in a relationship where I've felt so comfortable to be myself before you. People have told me that I seem more happy and like myself when I'm around you. For a long time, I've been so down and low. Then when we started dating, everything seemed so perfect and in it's place. Times are still hard for me at home and at school, but I know that you will always be there for me no matter what, and that's what keeps me smiling. 191Please respect copyright.PENANAiMYWmTnyL9
I'm so happy that I met you, and I'm so happy we get to be a part of each other's lives. Even if we never see each other again after middle school, I will always think of you and all the amazing days we had together, and it will always make me smile.
I love you so much (and shut up about you not being cute, you are the most handsome person I have ever met in my life).
Yours,
Millie
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