Grace. You so eloquently win the race, yet I only watch as you fall from grace.
Am I really so below that I am not on your radar?
I see you as a rival these days; the respect is gone.
So I made the choice for you, I dropped my grudge and started anew.
Yet you only shoved that back in my face; if you have something to tell me name a time and place.
Never in the first grace did I ever negotiate or cause problems? No I didn't, so why wont you tell me what I've done?
You lie and refuse to say what I did, so now it's been a year in the dark. I feel like I'm trapped underwater, I'm stuck with a shark and I'm on the run.
I admit I made many errors, was it my struggles with Hayden? Or maybe was it that I hugged you too often yet I always seemed to ask. Yet you don't tell me; you ruin my fun.
So here I am with rage, struggling to talk to you face to face. I have admired you from a distance, even though you didn't acknowledge my existence. I have compromised, I have been wise, yet I have come to despise, every part of you and everything you do. I idolised you.
Yet now you're caught up with real 'friends', the favourite pupil of our Jess, the tutor that we once shared when I was still pulling through. And even as our future looks brighter, and my name will forever mean fighter, I cannot fight for you.
I cannot fight for you when you treat me like this, leave me in the abyss and I cannot resist not undermining my mental health any longer.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS43etG4Cfu
Did you know how much I cared, how much I bled, how much I cried as my love for you died, yet you couldn't see me.
You still can't see me.
So let me tell you this, I do exist, I would've listened if you told me. And I wouldn't have been mad, but you were stuck being sad.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWFGIhIn2Z
Here I am now, looking like a clown as I stare at the biggest red flag I've ever seen.
And for all I cared, you never shared the same sentiment I felt towards you.189Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs6BwYlVnE
I was the only one upholding our relationship afterall, so..
Never forget Grace, how I looked up to you.
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