Dear Jessie,
I liked you and you liked me. I made you fall deep for me, I knew it was me that you liked whenever we played our little guessing game. Your love went on till the leaves fell. I will never admit it but I liked your long hair, you cut it for me, you said not in those words but I can remember them like it was yesterday. At the lunch table, the late summer heat hit our backs. I looked at you for too long I guess because you asked what was wrong. I asked why you cut your hair and you said because the girl you liked wanted short hair. That is when I started to fall for you. I loved almost everything about you from your short temper to your innocent dimples. The things that I didn’t like were that you treated me like your personal therapist or the fact that you would kiss other girls on the cheek but never me, or maybe the fact that you would date other boys. I never liked Mateo, when you broke his heart, he broke the cafeteria window, it scared you so I left my things to hide in the bathroom with you. I knew Nathan before you ever did I told you he would fall in deep yet you still used him. You made me sneak off campus with you, I told you we would get caught, but I didn’t care seeing that joy on your face when we ran off. We shared a bed for a band tour we had in Hawaii, and from that day on you decided to vape. I never liked it but I liked you and you liked me. That was all that mattered. But then in early November, you started with her. Perhaps you chose her over me because she didn’t look half-dead or like a stick. Maybe because she wore dresses and skirts in the coldest of weather. But in reality, you never knew her. Now you ignore me. And for loving you I will forever be sorry.
Best wishes to you and your new love.
-HAZ
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