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No Plagiarism!Z2pnhWYdNcSas6ypnceKposted on PENANA 人從出生開始便會出現無數的第一次。8964 copyright protection103PENANArgnQnzJ9ht 維尼
第一次出生,直到第一次亦是唯一一次的死亡。8964 copyright protection103PENANAcs9yIZC3Gn 維尼
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第一次的上學,第一次的畢業,第一次的戀愛,第一次的分手。8964 copyright protection103PENANAc9P3CVVgM0 維尼
好像所有事情都只有第一次才有價值,只有第一次才該被重視。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgsmjKC58Ag 維尼
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第一次的告白,第一次的牽手,8964 copyright protection103PENANALB6F4IznRS 維尼
第一次的脫下,第一次的失身。8964 copyright protection103PENANAe6SS43FkLT 維尼
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到底當中失掉了甚麼?8964 copyright protection103PENANARJlWau2SYM 維尼
就是那塊陰道口的環狀黏膜組織破裂嗎?8964 copyright protection103PENANA5n71cqJGYf 維尼
那就代表失去了最重要的價值了嗎?8964 copyright protection103PENANA1SSjubhlXn 維尼
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第一次以前總會幻想第一次的過程。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbSUHtMIl5L 維尼
會是浪漫的嗎?會是痛苦的嗎?8964 copyright protection103PENANAoywLPaInG3 維尼
會是相愛的對象嗎?8964 copyright protection103PENANA548xwfg4Lq 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次後,因為心中的不甘,8964 copyright protection103PENANA98WH0cinLt 維尼
我下意識為自己修改掉了腦海中的記憶。8964 copyright protection103PENANA2frU3cFrz2 維尼
因為那不是我原本所想的情景,8964 copyright protection103PENANAp8fM0fQqqE 維尼
因為那不是我原本所願的對象。8964 copyright protection103PENANAQ4fiMBg3RJ 維尼
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直到所謂「失去」第一次很久以後,8964 copyright protection103PENANAL98HrjLruA 維尼
久到我已年近半百,8964 copyright protection103PENANAuL1M5kN7UA 維尼
久到我連對象的模樣早己模糊不清才慢慢嘗試回想。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEkSyCM1ood 維尼
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那是在某個失戀後的深夜,8964 copyright protection103PENANAReSS6LHSJM 維尼
因為傷痛所以拿着酒瓶在大街上醉酒流連,8964 copyright protection103PENANAZBMIONzMgB 維尼
因為傷痛所以約見了個網上認識的陌生男人。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMkHIUdSYwa 維尼
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從相識到曖昧,從曖昧到相見,8964 copyright protection103PENANAWtMtCRoBrj 維尼
都只是在一兩個月之間發生。8964 copyright protection103PENANAbIfde5HYac 維尼
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因為那名陌生人碰巧會到訪香港,8964 copyright protection103PENANAWBD20c09lN 維尼
便相約見面,打算盡個地主之誼。8964 copyright protection103PENANAXPlVsL9WTF 維尼
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或者他能帶給我些戀愛的氛圍,8964 copyright protection103PENANA9dx3QIjMPv 維尼
或者我不太適合與本地人戀愛。8964 copyright protection103PENANAmZ8Zqp8nTj 維尼
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之後因為醉酒,在迷糊的狀態下,8964 copyright protection103PENANAl6eqPz08BQ 維尼
被半推半就地拖到那名陌生人入住的酒店。8964 copyright protection103PENANA0s6WnefdZn 維尼
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因為力氣不夠,因為太過軟弱,8964 copyright protection103PENANAmmLeXCwVGn 維尼
之後就⋯⋯8964 copyright protection103PENANAT5y7nil7lp 維尼
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『No! It’s my first time! Let me go!』8964 copyright protection103PENANAHL73Ku4PzD 維尼
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『Nah~ You will love it, just relax and enjoy it.』8964 copyright protection103PENANASwoofCcHPi 維尼
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事後我看到他一臉滿不在乎的,8964 copyright protection103PENANAdGfUV9ChrE 維尼
事們我看到滿床的鮮血,感受到疼痛的下腹,8964 copyright protection103PENANAGTrVmi8p9d 維尼
事後我看到過程中沒有套上應該使用的安全措施。8964 copyright protection103PENANAl1hwXMhcFR 維尼
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好像只有我過於敏感,好像有問題的是我才對。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEmlamLDIrV 維尼
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我試着配合地裝着若無其事,8964 copyright protection103PENANAF3ALL12a8T 維尼
我試着在往後的次數中配合地裝作享受。8964 copyright protection103PENANATRza846iNO 維尼
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection103PENANAl3khC0uqey 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAmbBzBkVdzU
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那時我以為這個既陌生又熟悉的他亦會喜歡上我,8964 copyright protection103PENANADB26YyIFfn 維尼
至少會喜歡上我第一次的身體。8964 copyright protection103PENANAvzeD1n8dHM 維尼
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我為了他主動吃上第一顆事後避孕藥。8964 copyright protection103PENANAaxsK6yMG71 維尼
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那時我還硬拉了個男性友人陪我走到旺角的藥房,8964 copyright protection103PENANAbarT77JDup 維尼
騙他是替另一個女性友人買下的藥丸。8964 copyright protection103PENANApbjumt68hj 維尼
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因為我不願承認自己被強迫了,8964 copyright protection103PENANAXDXF0EsyvR 維尼
我實在不敢面對那時的自己。8964 copyright protection103PENANAskKFtJIfQz 維尼
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『唔該你,咁我去拎藥比個friend先。』8964 copyright protection103PENANA43js9Sslf3 維尼
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『咁叫你個friend好好休息吓啦。』8964 copyright protection103PENANA0rkfckoGZG 維尼
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拿到藥丸後我便與男性友人匆匆告別,8964 copyright protection103PENANAnt15VXgL63 維尼
跑到便利商店買了瓶水,便把藥丸灌進自己體內,8964 copyright protection103PENANAidEsz4oiPm 維尼
幾乎是想把藥丸直接灌進子宮。8964 copyright protection103PENANAsw89APXqnw 維尼
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回到家中,我發現原來電視劇中那老掉牙的情節,8964 copyright protection103PENANAAVKtyRssVw 維尼
女主角會淋着花灑,蹲下來抱頭痛哭全是真的。8964 copyright protection103PENANA02IoBE3rAG 維尼
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我蹲在浴缸內發了好久好久的呆,8964 copyright protection103PENANAYbgb7Xb9Nd 維尼
直到手指頭的皮膚都因為泡水而起皺,8964 copyright protection103PENANAT4VLqTDYG4 維尼
因為我一直想把那段回憶沖洗掉。8964 copyright protection103PENANAWgMM7wuSn9 維尼
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因為我實在接受不了,8964 copyright protection103PENANAoTDZmgS3tq 維尼
我那所謂寶貴的第一次就這麼被搶奪走。8964 copyright protection103PENANA1oo7fXeeHZ 維尼
像做了一場不願回想的惡夢,8964 copyright protection103PENANAxVQ9M6c5P8 維尼
像是自己的身體被沾污了。8964 copyright protection103PENANACK7w8yYBzi 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA02zaxz0fZc
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我試着愛上這個奪走我第一次的陌生人。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4RI5vgWCP8 維尼
我試着跟往常一樣跟他聯繫,8964 copyright protection103PENANAlwyo8oycA0 維尼
我試着待他如男朋友一般。8964 copyright protection103PENANAzx1AlBTFIz 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA44B1sRkyCt
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在他仍在香港的時候帶他到處遊覽,8964 copyright protection103PENANArV5NMT1K8H 維尼
牽着他的手,帶他吃盡所有地道小吃,8964 copyright protection103PENANAAtrnNmdrrx 維尼
在他離開回國時像個女朋友一樣送他上機。8964 copyright protection103PENANAlAbntS0Oqk 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAocVrb0zZkI
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只是當他跟我在機場道別以後,8964 copyright protection103PENANAHFy6zViLD2 維尼
當他完全離境以後,8964 copyright protection103PENANABxyE7dzaZn 維尼
我便發現自己已被他拉進了封鎖的聯絡人名單中,8964 copyright protection103PENANADvSozAQ10c 維尼
被他完完全全地丟棄了。8964 copyright protection103PENANAgC7Pq6uau6 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAe3GAGK13jn
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我試着從不同的渠道與他聯繫,8964 copyright protection103PENANAe1W1Jg1uBm 維尼
Facebook、IG⋯⋯全都嘗試過,8964 copyright protection103PENANAMjNG6rHoEb 維尼
到最後,我只得到一句拒絕便被迫離場。8964 copyright protection103PENANAMevYjLtEGy 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAlXVdY0J1uR
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『Can we still be friends?』8964 copyright protection103PENANAidQxy24ULR 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANApxGkdhl4o7
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『Don’t contact me anymore.』8964 copyright protection103PENANAb6dOL35PvB 維尼
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107Please respect copyright.PENANAKk0Ya7vbS3
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那是我最後得到的話語,8964 copyright protection103PENANACdCYjOMGm3 維尼
那是我最後一次相信男人。8964 copyright protection103PENANAEPKwFI1R5W 維尼
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那次以後我便不再相信任何雄性動物,8964 copyright protection103PENANAnFyqJ79Vra 維尼
覺得他們都是卑劣的,低等的,8964 copyright protection103PENANAUAQuhlxVsr 維尼
覺得他們都只為滿足自己的私慾。8964 copyright protection103PENANA4nDuBFYowv 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA8wIqF0ujdE
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我拒絕再與任何異性接觸,8964 copyright protection103PENANAnFSvpUJI7r 維尼
因為覺得他們比我更骯髒,8964 copyright protection103PENANAC6eIcmq6tx 維尼
思想上,行動上都是。8964 copyright protection103PENANA6TqT6xg1Ua 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAOxKHwB0dhT
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再很久之後即使我再次戀愛,8964 copyright protection103PENANAyaNAz6UaLK 維尼
即使我已經成婚,8964 copyright protection103PENANA0xK8YfIZGJ 維尼
即使已經成為母親,8964 copyright protection103PENANAEtC4saKPGh 維尼
我也不太願意告知他們這場惡夢。8964 copyright protection103PENANAFhrI4vrgIg 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAdVTcD1pn6X
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我一直在腦海中抹掉這段往事,8964 copyright protection103PENANAkIcR6vWBso 維尼
一直希望把第一次的責任,8964 copyright protection103PENANA4J60X3VAWH 維尼
推卸到根本沒觸碰過我的初戀身上。8964 copyright protection103PENANA2VN3rMy7HB 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANA6x3rlGRYpr
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只有看到女兒日漸成長,8964 copyright protection103PENANASzf61hljf3 維尼
我才開始回想起這個跟我長得一模一樣的女子,8964 copyright protection103PENANA9chBHy9VEG 維尼
擔心她會受傷,亦害怕她不會面對傷害。8964 copyright protection103PENANA7hsfVmP9PN 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAcvH9aQYqUa
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這是段我不願回首的記憶,8964 copyright protection103PENANAQck23i0Q6z 維尼
那是個我不想再見的惡夢。8964 copyright protection103PENANA8Ab8brAThA 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAHBkwtvN5hg
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Metoo是個沒有想被標記在身上的hashtag,8964 copyright protection103PENANA4alnD5jF4z 維尼
或者我不太有資格乘上這份勇氣去抒發,8964 copyright protection103PENANAKvtrkXtQY8 維尼
但這大概是我這輩子唯一一次能鼓起勇氣的機會。8964 copyright protection103PENANAigIckZzYra 維尼
107Please respect copyright.PENANAkmjhbwoCGV
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願自己和人們學懂保護自己。8964 copyright protection103PENANAWkx51dNvTM 維尼
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