Techno tried to reach Kengkla's condo as fast as possible. He was so frustrated and anxious. He was afraid that Kengkla will do something stupid. Kengkla's words kept running in his head , those words i have no one , dont leave me alone Techno.
What Kengkla said really hurt Techno... unbelievably hurt.
Techno didn't know why it was hurt , but with the thought that his boyfriend was crying , his heart just couldn't stand it. Techno wanted to see Kengkla , to comfort him , and to tell KEngkla that he would always be with him. Kengkal will always have Techno
It was the thought that was floating in his head until Techno got off a cab and ran to the elevator , to go up his boyfriend's room
"He shouldn't do something stupid!"
Techno gnashed the teeth tightly , hitting the button in the elevator while anxiously looking at the floor number which was going up
"Hurry up! My boyfriend is going to die now! Fuck!" Techno cursed angrily and almost punched the floor screen if it could make the elevator went up faster. When the elevator stopped at the floor he wanted and opened , Techno ran
"Oh , no!"
Techno ran , cut off a woman who was leaving her room , but he didn't care. He didnt even stop or apologize. Techno pulled out the key card and opened the door in hurry while looking around , hoping to see the person he loved
The thought which Techno didnt notice...love
"Kla! Where are you?!" Techno shouted , but no one answered , so his heart was full of worries. Techno dropped his bag filled with his stuff for the sea trip unconcernedly and rushed to the bedroom. The headlines of teenagers committing suicide popped up in his head
The thought of Kengkla lying , covering in blood threatened him until...
"Kla!" Techno stepped into the bedroom and founded the person he wanted to see sitting on the bed. Kengkla's back bent down , his elbows on his groin and his hands covering his face as if he was under a lot of stress. Techno opened his eyes widely while asking
"Kla! Why don't you answer me?!" The question couldn't make Kengkla look up , but Techno was a bi relieved. Panting after his run , Techno came closer to Kengkla
PAT
"Techno..."
STUN
The former football captain put his hand on his shoulder. When Kengkla looked up , Techno was silent
Kengkla is crying
The tears rolled down his face , they were all over that piercing face. It made Techno's heart hurt. Techno felt sorry for his junior as he placed his hand on his cheek gently
"Kla , its okay. Im here. Your Techno is here." His voice was quivering with pain as Techno was sorry for Kengkla. It looked like Kengkla had everything , but no one knew how much pain he had regarding his family. Kengkla raised his hands and abruptly hugged Techno's waist
"Techno...Techno.... What should i do?"
The trembling hug which Techno could only touch that back and shoulders gently. He ached for Kengkla who put his head on his belly and cried like he lost everything in his life
"Kla , you dont need to do anything. Just let it go."
"But i have no one. No one at all.' Kengkla still repated the same sentence , so Techno closed his eyes and hugged him tightly , fondling his head as if KEngkla was a 3 year old kid. techno kissed his temple and assured
"Im here for you , KLa. You still have me."
"Techno , you wont leave me right? You wont right?" His voice was full of uncertainty like a kid who had nothing in his life. Techno gave a pat on his back and used his free hand to hugged Kengkla tightly while confirming that
"You always have me , Kla. I'll be here , right beside you. Others may leave you , but its fine." The reassurance without hesitation made Kengkla tighten his arms around Techno's waist as if needed support. The action gave Techno a heartache
Techno had no idea that... Kengkla felt guilty when he heard those words
I lie about everything , but Techno is worried about me. Im wrong , but im still ashamed
iIt was the thought of Kengkla who was hugging Techno tightly because he didn't want his senior to look at his hands behind him , still holding a bottle of eye drops
Holding the eyedropper , Kengkla tried to drop the solution in his eyes while Techno was hugging him closed his eyes , trying to comfort him , but
"I love you , Kla."
STOP
TAP....rolling
A soon as Kengkla heard that Techno loved him , his hand was crippled , dropping the bottle on the floor. It rolled and disappeared under the bed. The sound made Techno looked up and asked
"Whats that sound?"
GRAB
"Techno , you love me? Really?" Kengkla was faster , so when Techno tried to step back , he grabbed his arms , looking up at the person who was standing over him and asked with a quivering voice even thought he felt that his face was already dry
I need to hide my face in his shirt. The artificial tears were all gone
So , Kengkla must rely on his acting now!
"Do you really love me> You dont lie to me , right?" Kengkla asked with tremulous voice , squeezed his arm tightly , and looked into his eyes as if he was a kid without confidence. And that made Techno's heart tremble...because he didnt want Kengkla to cry like this
TOUCH
So , Techno placed his hands on Kengkla's cheeks wiping of his tears gently and decide that
If i feel like dying just because of one phone call and im willing to drop everything because of him , what does it mean?.... definitely , i love him
A friend of his brother , a handsome guy who always came to his house , the one he cared like a brother...the person who Techno didnt want him to get hurt , so he confessed his feeling
"I love you , Kla"
Those keen eyes were looking into Kengkla's eyes , looked deeper to express his feeling , to show how much he loved him. No matter how this love started Techno knew that he loved Kengkla
The word love which made Kengkla , who would be famous if he became an actor , look back with sparkles in his eyes. This time , it wasnt acting but Kengkla's heart was growing because of his word
Techno loves me! Techno is in love with me! Do you hear that?
Kengkla shouted inside and moved his hands from Techno's arms to his waist while he looked into his eyes and confessed his true feeling
"I love you , Techno. I love you , only you."
Those words made Techno smile to Kengkla before pulling Kengkla's head to lean against his chest , patting it gently as if he tried to comfort his teammates when they lost
"No matter who leaves you , i'll always here for you."
HUG
Kengkla tightened his hug pulled Techno closer to feel the warmth of the person he fell in love with for three years. Now , Kengkla finally had Techno for himself
Not only his body but his heart
"I love you Techno. I love you." Kengkla wanted to confirm that it wasnt a lie while trying to use his toe to push the eye drops bottle deeper under his bed
I go this far if i get caught lying , i'll in big trouble!
It was the thought Kengkla who didnt care how to win Techno's heart. He only cared about the result.... that he already won Techno's heart!
"Are you better now?"
"Yes , thank you for coming."
After comforting his boyfriend for half an hour , Techno and KEngkla moved to a living room while the room owner still pretended to be serious , but he accepted a glass of water that Techno offered
"Dont worry! Of course , i must come , you're my boyfriend." Techno already decide to love this kid so he shouldn't hide his feeling anymore. Techno expressed hi feeling honestly while looking at the person who was still holding a glass , but those eyes were fixing at him. So , Techno insisted...
"Im you boyfriend." Techno said it one more time , and Kengkla smiled
"Its nice to hear you say it out loud."
"Co on! I always admit it." The former team captain murmured , trying to forget that he once wanted to escape from Kengkla because how Techno wouldn't want to leave or go anywhere. He only wanted to be right beside Kengkla and supported him no matter what happened
But the person who never held a grudge really didn't forget
"But you dont want to tell your friend?"
"When?" Of course , Techno already forgot about it , but Kengkla still remembered everything
"Your best friends , Type and Tharn."
STUN
Techno was stunned before smiling dryly. It wasn't that he didn't want to tell his friends , but it was kind of losing his manliness
"I used to tell Type that i like girls. I dont care if my friends will fall in love with each other , even they 're men. Im cool wit it. I wont hate them , but i still like girls. I told them that they won't affect me. So , when i have to tell them that i have a boyfriend now.... there's no easy way to say."
"So... you won't tell them?" Kengkla who always got what he wanted , put more pressure on Techno and waited
Kengkla waited for Techno to shake his head and confirm that
I'll tell them for sure. Next time i'll tell them that you're my boyfriend." Those words brought a broad smile to his piercing face , but it wasn't the end yet.
"How about your colleagues? Your juniors at university? Technic? Your parents? And..."
"Hey! Don't you think its too much?" Yelled out Techno when the person in front of him listed more name , one by one. It was hard for Techno to explain this relationship with them , so his expression wasn't good. That was why Kengkla pretended to be sad.
"I can tell everyone that im in a relationship with you , but you can't. Its disappointing."
Why is Kengkla so sensitive recently? It must be a very emotional time because of his parents
It was the thought of Techno who suddenly realized that Kengkla began to reveal his true nature. However , Techno was too optimistic , so he just threw that thought away and moved closer to Kengkla while explaining earnestly
"I'll try , But for some of them , i really can't. Im not brave enough." After hearing it , Kengkla looked awa , placing a glass on the table and pretending to sigh heavily. However he knew what Techno was going to say
"Well , if you don't mad at me , i'll do everything."
Jackpot! I get it!
It was the thought of Kengkla who smiled wickedly , but he didn't turn back while muttering
"Everything?"
STUN
In fact , it hit Technho that Kengkla might ask him to do something embarrassing. However , Techno thought that Kengkla just stopped crying and he also upset his junior , so Techno wanted to please him. That was why he nodded
"Yes...everything."
After that , Techno wasn't sure why the smile of Kengkla , turning back now , made get shivers down his back
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