What have i done?!
"So , what have i done?"
After finished taking a shower , Techno got dressed and now was sitting at the sofa , with his hands around his head , thinking about what just happened... He let Kengkla suck his shaft , and he helped his junior masturbate!
What a shame! Techno was smitten with his mouth.
The former captain grasped his hair. Techno hesitated whether he should go home while the room owner got dressed , but when he looked outside , it was still raining , so he decided not to leave and looked around to comfort himself
Forget it! We're both men. It's not that strange is it?
"Stop thinking about it! I saw Tharn and Type having sex once , i haven't thought about it this much." He saw his friends having sex when he sleep over at their place , but he didn't feel anything. It wasn't like the hoarse voice saying he would do it for him. Techno needed to get rid of that wild thought as soon as possible
"Does he live alone in this big room?"
When Techno looked around , he found that this room was spacious. There were a living room , a kitchen , an office , a master bedroom , and a bathroom. They were well decorated in an earth tone , giving a sense of masculine , but it was also warm and comfortable. However , something caught Techno's eyes
This room was decorated in brown , black and white color , but the picture frame on the shelf was...red. Moreover , it was the only thing in red , and it was upside down. so Techno was curious
Techno wasn't a snoop , but that frame was so striking so he glanced at the door , to make sure that Kengkla wouldn't come out and he walked to the shelft
"Let me see."
Techno thought that the frame attracted him , so he flipped it over and saw the hidden picture. The picture of a boy in center a good looking man and woman by his side. The boy not more than ten , smiled heartily until you could see small cuspid on the left side of his mouth
"Kengkla?"
Techno mumbled to himself but deep down , he was confident that the boy was Kengkla
"Yes , it's me."
At that moment , the deep voice came from the bedroom so Techno turned back and saw... Kengkla in casuals , leaning against the door frame , with sad smile Kengkla bitterly smiled while looking at the frame in his hand
"Is this your family?" Techno felt awkward but still asked that question. Kengkla came closer and nodded
"Yes , its's my family." Kengkla grabbed the frame from his hand , stared at it for a moment , and gave a tired smile.
"But...it's not interesting."
FLIP
His brother's friend just put it down on the shelf , no Techno was stunned
"Hey , Kla do you have any problem with your family?" Techno quickly grabbed his junior's hand before Kengkla could walk away because he thought he saw the pain in that face.
So much pain that he couldn't ignore
As the oldest brother , Techno couldn't let his brother have that look on his face. Techno thought it was time to ask an honest question even though Kengkla might consider it wasn't his business.
Techno was always like this. If he thought people around him were umcomfortable or in trouble , he constantly asked , tried to help and comforted them. It was the reason he interfered with his best friend's problem before.... he couldn't bear to see his friend suffer as well as Kengkla. Techno couldn't let him make a sad face , hiding the truth , and suffering alone.
Techno believe that...talking could help. And he would be the one who listened. It was one of Techno's character that made him reliable since he was in university
"I don't know what you have been through , but talking is. better than keeping it yourself. You don't have to talk to me. It can be Technic or any friend you confide in." Techno suggested with concern , thinking about the way Kengkla acted when they had dinner together.
Kengkla acted as if he suffocated when talking about family
"The one i can confide in?"
"Yes..."
"Then , can i talk to you?"
STUN
Techno was stunned when the person in front of him asked. He looked into those eyes , and saw the pain , meanwhile , they were begging him , so he nodded
Just listen to him.... i'm a professional love counselor. Of course , i can do it.
A professional love counselor , who couldn't get a girlfriend but a got a boyfriend instead , smiled and patted the couch beside him
"Sure! Sit here and talk to me."
The friendly gesture made Kengkla's expression better , willing to sit down next to Techno , but those eyes were still fixing at the frame. Kengkla was silent for a while , but it was quite long for Techno who was waiting
"My parents are getting divorced."
It's dramatic from the beginning.
Techno smiled drily but looked at that handsome face to let Kengkla know that he was paying attention to his story. It seemed Kengkla was more relaxed and continued in a frustrated tone
"My dad has a mistress , maybe since i was 14 . After my dad got caught , my home turned into hell. There were always quarrels and fights , bawling , yelling at each other. At that time , maybe , i wasn't a child , but i was too young to handle it. Every time i came home , i saw my mom yelling at my dad , or she was crying it was terrible , and i can't bear it"
When Kengkla was telling his story , his hands were shaking so Techno had to hold those hands. Kengkla lowered his head while talking , and he looked so miserable that Techno needed to come closer and put his hand on his shoulder.
The action that made Kengkla look up and reached out to grab Techno hand on his shoulder. . This time Techno didn't take his hand off because he thought Kengkla needed encouragement. Besides , when Kengkla was telling his story , a guy with his fierce eyes in the bathroom became an unloved child
"It had been happening for many years. For years , i wanted to commit suicide to escape from truth. I wanted to escape my family. I thought that if they hated each other that much , why they still let me born. They haven't divorced because of their social image. It was me who had to keep it to myself. It was me who suffered. But they didn't care. I did everything to get their attention , but no matter what i did , no one cared."
Kengkla closed his eyes as if he couldn't continue , so Techno pressed his shoulder to give him encouragement. In fact , Techno felt guilty that he raised this topic. From a handsome , nice guy with charming smile , now he made Techno miserable
The more Techno thought about it , the more he felt sorry for him. He just couldn't believe how much pain Kengkla hid behind his smile
"You don't have to continue. Im sorry. I dont mean to open that wound."
"No it's okay. Now i don't care about them. I already escaped from them." Kengkla shook his head slowly , looked up at Techno and gave a pity smile to himself
"After i had got into university , i asked them to live alone here. Now , they are just sending me money monthly. We're not family anymore...i got no one..."
Why am i about to cry?
Techno who had a happy family was sad , looking at the person who had everything but said he had no one. After that , Kengkla touched his face as if he was about to cry
"I had no on , only me. Im alone."
His action urged Techno to come closer and...
HUG
Techno pulled Kengkla closer and embraced him tightly , to let his junior know that he was here. Kengkla was tense before he put his arms around Techno's waist and place his head on his senior's shoulder
"Techno , please don't leave me. I have only you." The request that Techno felt sorry for him , so he didn't say anything when Kengkla hugged him so tight. Then , Techno patted his back gently
I wont leave you , na
In the end , Techno accidentally made a promise with a different feeling from before. Techno didnt hug Kengkla as a brother , but he now accepted him as a lover. The answer which Techno would never know that the poor kid in his arms was smiling with satisfaction. That's right. Everything was lie. It wasn't real
"Thank you. Thank you so much."
The great actor thanked with tremulous voice while hiding his wicked smile entirely and told himself that
I know you're softhearted
That's right. Who would put a red picture frame in the middle of an earth tone room? He purposely did that!
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