'Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same'. I always thought this line was a cliche, a line to make you believe in fairy tales. Love is so complicated, you feel things, experience things you were incapable of imagining. I never thought I was worth someone's love.
That was... until I met you...
As a big girl you always imagine meeting someone who will love you for you and fall in love with the thoughts of you rather than the feeling of you but its never the case. So you go days, weeks, months, years going on dates and going through situationships just hoping to find someone. Someone who will look at you like in the movies and books.
A dating app. The least expected place to find someone as charming and as intesting as you, who took me as serious as you did and wasn't just looking for some meaningless hookup. A dating app. A place where most go as a last resort for sex and love. I wasn't looking for you when you found me but I'm glad you did.
I'm not perfect, I have my imperfections... And yet you see me in a light that casts no shadows. The way you pull me closer in your sleep as if you're afraid of letting me go. The way you put in effort to be there for me even through my irrationality. The way you deal with my thoughts from traumas that weren't your fault. The way you nurture my insecurities that you didn't cause. It may not always be rainbows and pots of gold but even during our lows when I look into your chocolatey doey eyes, I see it. I see what every high and every hurt, every laugh and every tear is worth. It may just be the beginning of our story but the story is ours to tell.
From the moment I saw you waiting for me to get off the bus, the moment you opened your car door for me. The moment we were at the club and yet instead of dancing or drinking we were cuddled up in a corner talking, not paying attention as the time sped past. The moment you held my bag and tied my shoelaces for me...
I knew.
'Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same'.
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