“Really, really all this is very much perplexing and troubling to me. Still I cannot believe in any of this.” Covering his face with both of his hands and leaning back in the chair, Pramod said.
“There is no use whatsoever by worrying yourselves like this.” Manohara Rao stooped forward and balanced his both arms on the table in between. “You both just try to continue in the other body as you have been doing. Just enjoy all the time being in the opposite sex. Satisfying your odd desires to the maximum also is important for the souls change again. In the meantime I do search and try to know if ever any people have experienced changing of souls like this and any remedy is available to this.”
“Thank you, thank you very much sir!” with a grateful expression in her face Sameera said.
“Now you both can go and enjoy your present state forgetting about the complexities of it.” Manohara Rao leaned back in the chair “What should I tell you to your spouses’ now?”
“Tell them it is indeed some partial memory loss and will be cured if all our desires have been satisfied without any reservation.” Sameera said with a smile on her lips. “This Pramod’s wife is indeed very conservative type. She is not letting me satisfy all my kinks as a man!”
“Just say the same thing to Anurag also but he is satisfying every desire of me without being asked.” Pramod laughed and said “But if they say about any hypnotherapy etcetera tell them that they don’t work out. You know now exactly what is the problem.”
“You are right! Now is the time to talk with your spouses.” Manaohar Rao said. “You both go out and send them in. Just remember! I am always available to you in phone and physically also to share your problems with me.”
“Thank you very much sir.” Sameera stood up from her chair and said and Pramod also said “Thank you.” after vacating his chair.
x x x
“This partial memory loss happens due to unfulfilled strong desires also. You both try to know if there are any unfulfilled strong desires in your spouses and fulfil them. That helps them in recovering their memory full. Except this we cannot do anything in this regard now.” Looking at both Purnima and Anurag, Manohara Rao said.
“But sir how it is if you try hypnotherapy or something like that on both of them?” Sameera asked with a dissatisfying expression in her face. This was not what she has expected to hear from that psychiatrist.
“Using hypnotherapy or any other psychiatric treatment now is dangerous! I cannot recommend that now. But I can suggest something to both you people for the present.” Manohara Rao stooped forward and balanced his arms on the table in between while looking into the faces of both of them.
“Tell me sir, what it is?” Anurag also was feeling dissatisfaction with what Manohara Rao said but he did not show it in his face.
“They both have been suffered this partial memory loss when they both were together. The reason might be a single one for that. I am thinking that they both get their full memory at one point of time if they both try to spend time together as much as possible.”
Anurag and Purnima looked into each other’s faces and Purnima said before Anurag saying anything. “I have no objection to that. He has to get his full memory back as soon as possible.” She did not like Pramod’s depending too much on the assistant manager Susmitha. She has the strong feeling that Susmitha was trying to take her husband into her hold.
“I too have no objection.” Anurag did not like much that Sameera spending time with Pramod but when Purnima said like that he did not know what else to say.
“Okay. You both can go now. But just remember. Two things are very much important now.” Leaning back in the chair Manohara Rao paused for a second as if to reiterate whatever he was going to say. “Fulfilling all their desires and making them spend time together are very much important to make them recover their full memory.”
“Alright sir.” Purnima nodded her head and got off from the chair and Pramod also followed her suit.
x x x
“This psychiatrist is quite dissatisfying to me. I am thinking that we may better meet another psychiatrist in this regard.” When the four settled in the house of Pramod, Purnima said with lot of irritation.
“I am also of the same opinion.” Anurag said.
“But this psychiatrist is very reputed psychiatrist! You yourself said that.” Sameera said.
“But what’s the use if he does not give us the best solution to our problems.” The irritation in Purnima was not lessened even a little.
“I am not thinking like that. He appeared very wise and understood the problem. I don’t think that he would say anything without reason.” Pramod said.
“I am also thinking in the same way.” Sameera said.
Purnima was about to say something more but before that Anurag said. “Mrs. Purnima once these both are feeling good with that psychiatrist, we may better follow what he has said. If they don’t feel any inconvenience with their memory problem why do we worry about it?”
‘My position is not like your position.’ Purnima was thinking irritatingly. ‘It seems that Pramod has been enjoying depending on Susmitha a lot.’ Putting her full effort not to show her inner feeling on her face, Purnima said “alright.”
After discussing some more time in themselves, Anurag and Pramod left that place.
x x x
“It is still very much unbelievable to me! Even after this many days also I just cannot believe it took place like that!” Pramod said with a surprising expression in his face. “But I cannot say I am not enjoying this.”
They both were out and talking with each other sitting in a park. Once it has been advised by the psychiatrist like that, Purnima and Anurag were forcing them to meet as often as possible and spend time together.
“I am also enjoying it to the maximum while feeling anxiousness when can I enter into my own body again.” Sameera said. “I don’t want to stay in your body forever even it is so much thrilling and enjoying to me.”
“Don’t forget you even considered to undergo transgender operation for enjoying this, were not you?” with a small smile on his lips Pramod said. “I am also enjoying of course but I am also feeling the same anxiousness. I too don’t want to stay in your body forever and feeling worry ever it is possible that I go into my body again or not.”
On hearing that Sameera’s face also has become anxious. “No, that very idea is creating lot of anxiousness in me. I like and strongly wish to enjoy being an opposite sex and presently I am doing that and not satisfied completely yet. But I like and enjoy being a woman also. Moreover I just want to be in my body and I cannot even imagine losing it forever.”
“One thing we both have to understand!” Pramod said. “Worrying ourselves like this is not going to solve our problem. As that psychiatrist said, even however much we wished to be the opposite sex, it did not take place with our consent and knowledge. Just in the same way our souls have to go into their respective bodies in an automatic way.”
“And that is possible only after we completely satisfy ourselves the desire of being opposite sex! I am thinking that psychiatrist is absolutely correct in his logic! Unless we satisfy our desire to be in the opposite sex hundred percent, our souls transferring again may not be possible.” With a meaningful expression in her face, Sameera said.
“Anurag is a nice guy! From the beginning I just could satisfy every desire of me to be in the opposite sex.” Pramod laughed and said.
“It was not so with Purnima! She was so much conservative and reserved! But after hearing from the psychiatrist like that, she has been allowing me to have her almost in the way I want. There that psychiatrist did me a great help.” Sameera laughed and said.
“But you also used to be very much conservative with Anurag I understood.” Pramod angrily said. “I just cannot say how much happy he felt when I allowed him to do whatever he wanted with my body.”
“Then you allowed him to satisfy all his kinks with you?” with gathered frowns and angry expression Sameera asked.
“Yes, of course!” nodding his head Pramod said. “Not just that, I promised to him that it would be just so to him forever in his life.”
“Who you are to make a promise like that?” Sameera got off from the bench and yelled. “I can understand what type of desires he has! I just cannot bear if he is doing all that with me.”
“Tell me one thing!” Pramod pulled a serious expression into his face. “Are not you feeling such kinks in you after entering into my body?”
“Yes, of course.” Sameera nodded her head. “I have been satisfying them with your wife also now. But I just cannot bear if Anurag does all that with me. In fact I don’t want to have sex in full-fledged way with him.”
“But why?” the serious expression in Pramod’s face was intensified even more. “So far I understood very well that you have not been living so intimately and happily with Anurag. I agree that he is considerably old to you. But he has very good mentality and has been helping your family also a lot. Then what’s the problem to you to be in the way he wanted? To be his loving and caring wife?”
Sameera covered her face with both of her hands and leaned back in the chair.
“I must know the answer Sameera. In a most strange way both of our lives are interlinked like that. There must not be any secrets between us both. Tell me what is the reason? Why cannot you love your husband with whole of your heart?”
(……….to be continued)
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