一百零三
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同接待處既人講咗聲我哋係Miss Lam既學生,只係黎觀禮之後,佢哋就放咗我哋入去。我跟住見到後尾果幾個足球隊既同學好似真係走咗去問個大隻佬係唔係果個乜嘢楊舒達,之後就拎咗手機同個大隻佬自拍。
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個大隻佬同楊舒達個名真係有啲印象…不過算,諗唔起就由佢。
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入到去酒樓會場,都有同其他到咗既同學仔打招呼,然後我就周圍望,不過見唔到Miss Lam,淨係見到新郎周圍走,招呼啲賓客。
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睇油畫同出面啲相時覺得Miss Lam既老公好似好細個,但係見到佢真人著住禮服,仲要好有風度、台型咁周圍同啲賓客談笑風生打招呼傾計,即刻覺得佢既身影巨大咗好多,好有男人味。
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有時男人味、台型呢啲嘢真係唔係得個樣,氣場都好重要…
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話時話,入到黎就好似入咗另一個世界咁,入面全部都係大人,仲見到好多著晒西裝既大人響度傾計,我哋啲同學仔就有意無意地自己縮埋一邊自成一角圍埋傾計,而我哋學校有唔少老師都響度,連校長都到埋,佢哋有啲自己圍埋傾計,有一、兩個就同學生傾幾句,有啲就同其他賓客吹水。
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不過…
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我由一入場就搵緊Miss Leung既踪影…但…佢唔喺度既?
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吖,頂,Miss Leung我就見唔到,楊敬忠個死人地中海bar code死肥佬就大大份咁響度督眼督鼻。
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「我哋埋去果邊?」阿雄指一指我哋啲同班同學。
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我第一時間係望過去入面堆人,見唔到岑曉怡先微微鬆一口氣…不過我就唔係幾想埋去,一陣岑曉怡黎既話都唔知會唔會行埋黎,到時我都唔知用啲咩態度面對佢好。
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「我去去廁所先,你自己過去先喇。」之後我就掉低阿雄自己走咗。
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我一路行去搵廁所,目光一路周圍望,打算搵Miss Leung既踪影,不過搵黎搵去都搵唔到佢,我入到廁所,終於忍唔住叮咗個WhatsApp比佢︰"Miss Leung妳係咪黎架?我哋好多同學都到咗喇"
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Send完個message屙埋尿,Miss Leung都係冇回訊息,唔通佢已經到咗同人傾緊計?我行返出去,左望望右望望,都係見佢唔到,應該都係未到。
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我拎部電話出黎望咗兩望,Miss Leung果然仲未回覆我既訊息,我無咁嘆咗口氣,冇辦法,可以點?係咁send Message追佢咩?
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唉,我真係掛咗以前岑曉怡下下都秒覆我message,而家要等人覆,有少少唔慣…
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一諗起岑曉怡,我就真係見到岑曉怡…佢仲要拖住Hugo由正門入黎…我淨係企埋一邊,唔想同佢哋撞到正。
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其實我都預咗佢會黎,亦都有想像過佢係咪會帶埋Hugo黎,但而家見到佢哋,我又真係唔想撞到應。
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唉,想見既見唔到,但唔想見既就撞到應…
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不過話說回來,我啱啱話驚響人堆之中撞到岑曉怡佢哋,呢個擔心似乎都係多餘,因為佢同Hugo向啲同學打完招呼之後,兩個就自成一角,搵咗兩張凳坐埋一邊。
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岑曉怡既好朋友凱寧都同咗另一班同學一齊傾計,同咗佢打招呼之後就冇理岑曉怡佢哋兩個(定應該話係岑曉怡同Hugo兩個自己走開呢?)。
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爭啲唔記得,而家啲同學最多係表面上同佢哋冇嘢,但實際上佢哋背後都有啲不齒呢對佢哋眼中既「狗男女」所為,我諗搞到咁大既原因,應該真係因為果次響走廊搞到件事好大,啲人覺得你哋比帽人帶仲要咁理直氣壯搞到通街都知,又搞到原本比人帽既前男友比訓導捉先搞到咁。
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朋輩既嘢,一個係咁諗,個個都係咁諗,就算你唔係咁諗都唔敢出聲。
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以前我覺得岑曉怡跟喺我身邊既時候,只係一個毫無主見、我話乜就乜唔敢駁既女仔,但係自從經歷咗墮胎事件之後,佢好似變得好堅強、好有主見咁,甚至乎…好硬朗。究竟係佢本性係咁,定係因為我將佢逼成咁?我真係唔知。但係我而家望過去,佢既背影真係好巨大,我自己諗起當初未正式分手時,只係有少部份人恥笑我帶綠帽,我已經唔係好頂得順想搵窿捐,而家佢同Hugo兩個人暗地裡被人杯葛,究竟係要有幾強大既心臟先至可以捱到呢?
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我搖頭心下嘆息,隱隱感覺到有啲罪惡感,係我搞到佢變成咁、都間接算係我累到佢哋比人杯葛…如果唔係我搞大咗岑曉怡個肚又棄佢不顧,一切都唔會發展成咁。
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啱啱分手既時候,我更加多係遷怒於Hugo,但事實上我心知肚明發生緊乜嘢事,而家過咗一、兩個月,我自己個人一早就冷靜晒,更加係唔需要冠傑再提醒我,自己都知道自己係有幾仆街…不過事已至此,我可以點補救佢哋?除咗湧起罪惡感之外,我會有乜好做?
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我收拾心情,避開岑曉怡同埋Hugo佢哋既位置,行返過去搵阿雄…
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