Today has sucked, my best friend graduates today I'm so proud of them but I am going to miss them like crazy. I didn't get to tell them goodbye because I had to go home early because I wasn't feeling well. I got home and my partner wanted to call because she had bad news from her doctor's appointment. She has liver disease, she probably isn't going to make it more than a year or 2. All the plans we had for the future. We were supposed to get married have 2 kids and live in a big blue house in New York. Now we aren't even gonna make it out of high school. She keeps telling me she isn't scared I know her like the back of my hand she is terrified but she wants to be strong for me. I don't lose her. we're supposed to get married in 2 years I'm not supposed to be going to her funeral. Today was not a good day. I'm gonna take it one day at a time. Pray to god that this all ends up okay. Just cause they say she won't live past 2 years doesn't mean she won't some people live up to 12 years with liver disease. I just have to pray and hope. I'm not giving up hope.
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